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2007-05-11T00:47:00.000+13:00

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2007-05-02T18:38:00.001+13:00

Peter Petrelli

Do you ever... get the feeling that you were meant to do something extraordinary?
Congratulations, you're Peter Petrelli! You are a compassionate, idealistic person, which is great. You're searching for your identity and purpose in life, and you have a strong desire to be special, and do something great for the world. You're a bit on the emo side, but you have the best of intentions.

Your best quality: Empathy
Your worst quality: EMO

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Idealism
You scored higher than 99% on Nonconformity
You scored higher than 99% on Nerdiness

Link: The Heroes Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

One Fab Fag. Makes me Proud.

2007-04-24T17:50:00.000+13:00

This made my day draggi-ly fabulous.

He is Doni Santos, Spokeperson of Ang Ladlad ang LGBT Support Group.

Being the most fabulous people in the world (read: gay) like I am makes me feel proud and genuinely elated. Knowing that he's busy with lots'a stuff with the imminent party list, it's fun to know that he has his outlets, creative and fabulous I may say, for him to breathe out everything.

I said Fab four times. Talk about me and my crappy bloggin - a world apart from Doni's flawless writing.

Go forth and multiply, Fab Fags!

- - - - -

x's: I found this old picture in my old files. This was a shot exactly one year ago. Was with my pre-com co-officers Isaw, Vahn and Shing. I hope everything could've turned out fine, but apparently, we did had differences - with principles at that. But still, Shing and I are believing in one common goal, and that is to empower the Thomasian Studentry - and we nailed it.

I got affected. Seriously.

2007-04-23T06:46:00.000+13:00

Why does it happen all the time? For eight seasons, every single personal favorite goes right to nowhere after delivering the loveliest.

My faves who spelled oomph but didn't make it. . .

cycle 1 - Elyse
cycle 2 - Shandi
cycle 3 - Amanda
cycle 4 - Kahlen
cycle 5 - Jayla
cycle 6 - Joanie
cycle 7 - AJ

and just recently, my eighth one came. Jael, my favorite-est! =*(

COLORS FOR AN UPDATE

2007-04-16T00:06:00.000+13:00

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you love someone? I always love people who love me
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? Not love
3. Do you believe in Love? I do

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? Not mad, inis lang, but I'm praying.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Me
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Yup, a glass of sprite at Lea. x_x
4. Is anyone mad at you? I think so.
6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? I can manage doing both

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name: Myrrh
2. Birthday: December 10
3. What's your main goal in life? Becoming a world-renowned fashion designer
4. Do you want to have children? I do
5. When do you want to die? When I achieve Oscar dela Renta's status in the fashion world

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? a couple of times, but I always had a tad of idea that those lovely smurfs would do.
2. What event is coming up that you're most excited? lianne's homecoming
3. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? Buy a car
4. If you could have anything right now what would it be? Power

Are you against
Gay marriage? hell no
Lower the drinking age? no
Capital Punishment? no
Abortion? yes

PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: how many beds did you lay/sit in today?
A: 2

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: black

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: kiss the people I love

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: cash on hand - about three grand, tipid kasi walang gastos

Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
A: who is he?

Q: Look to your left. what do you see?
A: mom's office

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: guys4men, multiply, friendster

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: I want to have

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: try asking which part doesn't hurt

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: yes

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: right this very moment

PINK IS LAST
1. Movie watched in cinema: I could hardly remember! Tenacious D pa yata
2. Song you listened to? Candyman
3. Person you talked on the phone with: Miggi
1.What are you doing tonight: Keeping Mom awake! =)
2. What are you going to eat? Angel Hair Bolognese

BROWN IS FOR TOMORROW
1. Is: Monday
2. Are you Looking forward to it? Yes
3. Are you going to laugh? I hope so

I HOPE EASTER BRINGS ME LUCK

2007-04-08T22:00:00.000+13:00

Two INC's.

Yeah, I suck. I have a big swarovski-encrusted "L" on my forehead.

And you know what's really bothering me? How on earth do I get to work for a completion when I can't determine where to start?

I'm set for my dental surgery on wednesday, which is a day after the enrolment for summer, but the thing is, I'm not aware if I need to take up summer classes or not.

It's killing me. I'm killing myself.

God, I hope I get to pass through this. . .

- - - - -

btw, happy easter! =)

myrrh, mom, shobe, jarah and mamai @ mom's office.

myrrh . shobe . jedje after the visit

MYRRH~gained ten pounds, somewhat depressed. worried, but hoping.

on top of it

2007-04-05T22:27:00.000+13:00

yes, I did.

yesterday. But things didn't happen the right way. I'll blurt it all out when the proper time comes.

I COULD BE IN SHOWBUSINESS

2007-03-31T21:04:00.000+13:00

WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT! =p

I just couldn't let this pass without blogging.

You see, we had an event last Saturday. Every gay guy on the planet (of course I am exaggerating) was there and I met a couple of guys who even complemented me for my d.i.y outfit.

Then suddenly, Kar, a gurl friend comes up to me.

Kar: Myrrh, grabe kanina narinig ko pinag-uusapan ka nung mga bading.
Me: Talaga? Anong sabi? Chismis ba ito?
Kar: Pinag-chichismisan ka nila, sabi nila nagbago daw hitsura mo.
Me: Bakit naman daw? Pumayat daw ba ako?
Kar: Oo! Nagpa-lipo or tummy tuck ka daw, they were like "look at Myrrh, either nagpa lipo or tummy tuck yan!"
Me: Nyahahaha! Mukha ba akong mayaman, Mona? hahahaha

Instead of being weirdly insulted, I felt unintentionally being complemented! ha-ha-ha! I'm soooooo pinagchi-chismisan, I love! =)

Hollywood Glam it is.

2007-03-26T00:51:00.000+13:00

last night, we celebrated our first anniversary ate Fluid, an upscale bar in the heart of Malate. It was a blast, and as they say, Bagets painted the town red. The event had a Hollywood Glam tehem and the family agreed to wear white for the party.

I received numerous complements about my outfit which was kinda d.i.y. I was quite frustrated when I made the not so proper choice of buying an expensive fur coat when in fact, I could make my own clothes. Pero I got to wear two sets of outfits (the fur coat-racerback-jeans-chucks and froufrou-jeans-loafers) for the whole event. Nikki was kind enough pa to lend me his white shirt because my previous outfits were all filthy after hours of dancing (my coat got spilled pa with screwdriver)

I just love love love the party. Bonus pa when I snatched the Bagets of the Year award. It was totally unexpected. Kaya pala Pau didn't want me to check on the presentation if it's all well. Jusko. Dee had an amazing pole dance! Grabe it was really fun seeing my sis work the pole! I did too pero nagmukha akong laos na pokpok. Hahaha. Of course there were lots'a fishing, picture moments, retouch sessions and other cheesy revelations like the surprise for Mujang. I gave her the crown I won for Ms. Bagets. Hahahaha. Actually the crown was her's in the first place.

It was fun fun fun. It's definitely one of the fun nights in my life! Pictures here

Thank you guys for the award. I'm genuinely overwhelmed. Making me feel that what I do has touched each and everyone of you really really touched me. Love you all.

And now, I'm gonna come home! I'm soooooo excited. I so miss my family and I'm more than ready to see my new niece Zuleika Chanel!!!!! =)

x's: please pray for me. I have removal exams tomorrow. I hope I get a passing mark.

BLUE SPOT'S ON ME

2007-03-21T05:20:00.000+12:00

Who would ever think that this moment would come?

I was elected as the new Chairman.

I know I would have not only the toughest but the more trying times in performing duties that require me everything I've learned in the past three years of being involved with the party. Now I feel I couldn't freely make decisions without being sure that it would evidently benefit the party and the commerce studentry while battling the reckless catapulting issues of the pinkies.

Believe me, the thought really sends shivers to my tralala. Beating a precedent 8-0 landslide victory is probably next to turning Miranda Priestley into the tamest femme on earth.

Abilidad. Hardwork. Career. Whatever!

Of course I couldn't go to war alone. My court would always be there. It's nice to know the fact that my Sec. Gen. is a close friend who would definitely keep the party going, my Legals is a brainy - tactically inclined kid, Logistics is headed by one talented young man and my Finance has the knack of budgeting (and even just plainly footing the entire bill! lol) resources.

I'm praying really hard for God to help me make the right decisions with this new endeavor I'm about to go through. I know it wouldn't spell easy, but I'm sure I'd manage to kick bony arses.

I know I will. I know we will. Through the most fair and square means, I know we will succeed.

freezing

2007-03-19T00:23:00.000+12:00

Tomorrow's judgment date.

Final Exams. Last Chance. I haven't studied my notes.

I fear failure. Please help me by including me in your prayers. I'd do anything to have passing grades this time around.

God, again, I trust in your kindness and mercy.

RECHARGING

2007-03-12T19:00:00.000+12:00

I'm still sick.

I've had fever for four days already and my throat is killing me. Yesterday, I managed to bring myself at the Health Service in UST which somewhat amazed me because I've never tried going to a doctor alone since birth.

I'm off class. It's really worrying me. Please please include me in your prayers. To be well soon and to spend the summer not in school.

Guess what? I'm an uncle x 3!!!

My elder sister gave birth today to a baby girl. She really looks like her little ate. =) Zuleika Chanel! Tito Myrrh loves you! =)

Makes me crave more of coming home.

I miss my family sobra that I wouldn't minds spending the whole summer there.

God, I pray, give me the strength and vigor to battle these trials. Bless my family and friends and our new baby Chanel with love, safety, happiness ang long life.

Kulitan sa YM

2007-03-07T02:41:00.000+12:00

I miss my little nieces Sarah & Juliana so so so much! =*)

ONE WORD

2007-03-05T04:33:00.000+12:00

word up
You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
Explanations.

1. Yourself:
gay

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend (spouse),
clean

3. Your hair:
dry

4. Your mother:
best

5. Your Father:
best

6. Your Favorite Item:
phone

7. Your dream last night:
shopping

8. Your Favorite drink:
margarita

9. Your Dream Car:
Porsche

10. The room you are in:
loft

11. Your Ex:
poor

12. Your fear:
death

13. What you want to be in 10 years?
happiest

14. Who you hung out with last night?
bagets

15. What You're Not?
straight

16. Muffins:
love?

17. One of Your Wish List Items:
LV

18. Time:
advanced

19. The Last Thing You Did:
eat

20. What You Are Wearing:
comfy

21. Your Favorite Weather:
breezy

22. Your Favorite Book:
none

23. The Last Thing You Ate:
mcdo

24. Your Life:
colorful

25. Your Mood:
sleepy

26. Your best friend:
femmes

27. What are you thinking about right now?
fashion

28. Your car:
pay

29. What are you doing at the moment?
typing

30. Your summer:
sweet

31. Your relationship status:
single

32. What is on your TV?
report

33. What is the weather like?
cold

34. When is the last time you laughed?
missosology

just when I thought I am the reborn Audrey Hepburn. . .

2007-02-28T19:52:00.000+12:00

http://www.myheritage.com

parang debut ko lang!

2007-02-27T06:49:00.000+12:00

More than anyone else, I think I am the most excited person on earth for my little sister's eighteenth birthday party which will take place in about six months.

I've always looked forward to seeing my sister enjoy her eighteenth year with the most important people in her life in a party that's elegantly flamboyant.

My Shobe would never cease asking me to prep up details for her party. I would then deliberately give my suggestions. Actually, I'm choosing among these choices:

Vintage (think twiggy, audrey hepburn, black and white, costume jewelry)
Oriental (obi-belts, cheongsams, red-black-gold)
Royalty (marie antoinette with her fur, tiaras, princess-cut dress)
Masquerade (feathers, glitters, metallic lamè)
Barbie White Party (Everyone's in white then my lil sister would wear this hot pink ball gown)

Sigh!

So many choices, so limited possibilities. I would want to throw her a party that'd be the talk of the town! every girl's dream debut party!

I have a few ideas for her ball gown - the one she'll be wearing as she enters the venue. Iba pa yung pang-entertain niya sa guests at yung pang-walk niya from one table to another.

These are few pieces from Marchesa, my new favorite couture designer who made JLo's fabulous gown at the academy awards this year. the first gown is Dior Couture last year pa yata! =)

sana bukas pagmulat ng mga mata ko. . .

2007-02-22T03:40:00.000+12:00

. . . isa na akong sikat at masayang fashion designer / guru / stylist / icon.

x's: I wanna watch The nanny diaries! And please, if you come across a pirated Dante's Cove Series, please tell me where I could grab it! =)

xx's: I crush Matthew Gozun! I wanna be like him, else, I wanna marry him! hahaha

and then we won

2007-02-17T16:28:00.000+12:00

I'm running out of words to say. How I genuinely feel now cannot be explained, basta I feel happy, because after four batches, we made it straight 8-0 again.

Jusko! Warla kung warla kagabi! We were re-counting the ballots last night! It was so tiring, I came home 5am! SALAKOT's Chairman, who came in late should have at least had an idea about the rules we should abide with and work as prudently as possible. She was one painful migraine! I swear!

Anyhow, the fact that we had a landslide victory send shivers down my sissy soul.

Benchmark for next year is 8-0, which leaves me no space to perform better as next year's Chairman.

Pressure's on me.

Basta, I'm still happy! =)

- - - - - - - -

this cracked me up! Tyra Banks is the gorgeous black!

school gurl's back

2007-02-16T03:08:00.000+12:00

and she's definitely gonna be an ass-kicking bitch

You see, I've been so lenient with regards to my schooling life these past few months. But now, I'm really gearing up to make the most of my college years. Mapa-academics man or extracurricular, I am genuinely driven to perform well.

Election for the local and central student council tomorrow. It's definitely a big event for me knowing the fact that I'm on the LAKAS side and I intend not to set myself apart from this lovely family (talk about gorgeous hot guys! hahaha) as well as believing that I will be the imminent Chairman for LAKASDIWA next year (breathes) which makes this year's result my benchmark.

I'm hoping to land a uni-wide org position next year, I'm thinking about applying for Jules' *blushes* executive assistant, but on the other hand, since I'm having a 1/10000 probability of getting picked, I might as well apply for cunning April's E.A. or as the Chief of Staff, same shirps, I get to serve the Thomasian studentry as well as be with Jules at the Council Office *more blush* hahahaha =)

My subjects are really killing me. two quizzes tomorrow and I still have not even a handful to pour on it. I got 98% in my last Math quiz, which, in all honesty is somewhat surreal! Heller?! Math?!! hahaha!

Guess what? contrary to what most of my friends tell me that boy, am I losing weight, I gained 6 pounds, again. Kasabay ng drastic change na ginawa ni Jonas of Bench Fix Podium sa buhok ko ang pagtaba ko. Shocks, Jobis - Jobis, Ang Jobis ko!

I miss my family, that's why I'm praying hard to God to help me get all-passing marks in my subjects, plus make my summer-dental-surgery successful so that I could be with my family again. I love them and I'm more than willing to be with them again! =)

try writing a letter to yourself, it works!

2007-02-14T02:08:00.000+12:00

Dear Myrrh,

I’m a devoted reader of your column and I’ve witnessed how you’ve made great counsels and guidance to other people. You see, Valentine’s Day is really fast approaching, and it’s really a big deal for me whether or not I would have someone to spend this special day with. My boyfriend, Rafael broke up with me two months ago and it pains me how I’ve came to realize that after two valentines I’ve spent with him, this year I won’t be able to experience the same feeling again. Rafael is already with some other girl now and our common friends say that they’d be extravagantly celebrating heart’s day in Ibiza. It then effortlessly says to my face that I’m single, no one to spend valentines with and no one to say those three little words to. I’m beginning to think that I’m ugly and that no one would ever dare to date me anymore. Please, Myrrh, I need your pieces of advice.

Your avid reader,

Valentina

Dear Valentina,

Thanks for making every possible way to read my column. Darling, having no boyfriend to spend the 14^th with is really not a problem. Actually, the big V day wasn't initiated for couples only - but for LOVE with every possible thought it suggests. Never say you have no one to spend Valentines with – You have yourself, and one of the best things in life is having all the time to build a relationship with God and yourself. So whether you're spending it with your boyfriend, your best friend, your friends, your family, or even with yourself, remember that for every thing we do tomorrow, we shouldn't only make it every 14th of Feb., instead, let's all make it a green light for us to show love from then on. Darling, here’s one more thing, stop convincing yourself that you’re the ugliest person on earth. You see, being single holds many advantages – it could be an outlet for you to reinvent yourself as well as meet other people and get to explore the various personalities each one holds. Sooner or later, you’ll find the love of your life. Best of luck, Valentina!

Always listening,

Myrrh

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone!

To my parents and sibs, I Love You all! =)

and the best birthday charms to my Biggest Brother, Nunogon!

I'm hooked on making clothes

2007-02-13T03:25:00.000+12:00

but I absolutely know nothing.
people say I have raw talent.
others say I just couldn't.

I say, fcuk off, someday I'll show the world what I'm made of.

I DO

2007-02-11T18:49:00.000+12:00

or in my case, any fashion/garment/clothing tech school. . . =(

2007-02-07T02:09:00.000+12:00

Just when you thought you've had enough aggravation and with it you have, after all, finally decided that you would never go through it once more, your heart nonchalantly begins whispering to your mind that if you allow, even just for another shot, you could yet again try dipping your toe in the flowing waters of love – of which pain is certain.

Now here I go again.

then amidst the emotions pouring, I managed to click my way on to this one. . .

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

IT'S AMETHYST. . .

2007-01-31T03:36:00.000+12:00

. . . and it's so gay, I could be redundantly superfluous.

someone told me i should go tippy-typing

2007-01-27T02:07:00.000+12:00

I know. I know. If only my blog had a sweet alarm system, I'm sure the laser beams would detect that "hey, myrrh's back!, he left like he was never gonna come back"

Well, I did get my arse back here.

Sure, It's my first update for the year. But hey, the thought sends vibes to my excitement! =)

Like the old, stone age times, I'd do myself a favor of not streaking it all in a paragraph.

I've seen Dreamgirls with Mujang, Ateng, Sis and Eman. The stroy was fantabulous and everyone thinks that I'm Effie White. Nice, noh?
I've finished Project Runway season one in two half days and I think Kara Saun should've won the grand prize, not Jay who was so monochromatic.
I'm currently hooked on Kylie Minogue's hits. That's LOVE with a star! =)
Folded and Hung is on a BIG sale! You can buy shirts for like $4 each and they're so gonna join my wardrobe this year.
Still, I'm hunting for affordable skinny jeans, help?
I saw Victor Basa at Greenbelt the other night. He was just an inch taller than myrrh.
Prelims ended last week and the results came in this week. I got passing marks in Finance and English all the rest, don't ask! I just hafta double all my effort ~ if you help me byr praying, that is!
I miss my family sobra which draws me to thinking that I should study there instead, but whenever I relate how homesick I am to my friendly peepz, I get the push of just finishing my course here. I'm praying hard that God would keep me and my family safe and healthy.
For weeks now, I'm having frustrations of getting into another path. I don't know how, I don't know when, but I'm sure I'm gonna have a helluva good time there.

I'm so gonna update soon. Soon Soon Soon.

I just checked on things before it flies away from my unpredictable mind! =)

Cheers to happiness and to a brighter future! nakupo!

NEGLECTED

2007-01-22T05:14:00.000+12:00

I'm gonna be really back soon, I promise. =)

NEW YEAR POST. . .

2006-12-31T18:25:00.000+12:00

Byers 2006, Helleroo 2007!

- - -

1. Will you be looking for a new job?
~ Yes! Soon! Really soon!

2. Will you be looking for a new
relationship?
~ I don't know. Let's cross the bridge when we get there. I mean, when genuine love comes knocking my heart, why not?

3. New house?
~ yup! in east hamptons! charot!

4. What diffrence will you do in 07?
~ love myself, turn to my family more often, be organized and work clean!

5. New Years resolution?
~ to be more responsible

6. What will you not be doing in 07?
~ reinventing myself, responsibly

7. Any trips planned?
~ let's wait and see! haha

8. Wedding plans?
~ pwede na ba? hahaha

9. What's on your calendar?
~ birthdays, gimik nights, exams, etx.

10. What can't you wait for?
~ flattery, complements and love!

11. What would you like to see happen different?
~ myself - doing excellent jobs

12. What about yourself? will you be changing?
~ yup, it's gonna be Myrrh's renaissance

13. What happened in 06 that you didn't think would ever happen?
~ failures

14. Will you be nicer to the people you care about?
~ I'm always nice

15. Will you dress differently this year than you did in 06?
~ yup! it's gonna be a year of rockstar madness ~ skinny jeans, chucks, bedhead! name it!

16. Will you start or quit drinking?
~ socially, I will.

17. Will you improve your relationship with your family?
~ we're inseperable, why change? haha

18. Will you do charity work?
~ yup, in my own little ways

19. Will you go to bars?
~ I think would minimize, but still, I'm looking forward to hanging out with my friends

20. Will you be nice to people you dont know?
~ depends, if the stranger's a bitch, ibang usapan na yan

21. Do you expect 07 to be a good year for you?
~ Astrology says I'm facing a great year!

22. How much did you change from this time last year til now?
~ I've matured ~ physically and emotionally, and I think even intelectually! hahaha

23. Do you plan on having a child?
~ not this year

24. Will you still be friends with the same people you are friends with now?
~ oo naman. =)

25. Major lifestyle changes?
~ quit being a slut and make some major changes!

26. Will you be moving?
~ moving on with life

27. What will you make sure doesn't happen in 07 that happened in 06?
~ popping off the weasel

28. What are your New Years Eve plans?
~ mom.dad.sibs.niece.love.moments.treasure

next year, I have to gather myself...

2006-12-28T13:31:00.000+12:00

pick up the scattered pieces, and put them back with glitterglue.

I just spent my christmas with a hig fever, cough and colds. If it weren't for my family, I'd be spending time up up up now. Love you guys.

Stressed out, I am.
I hate thinking about problems.

Peace of mind, I ~~want~~ need.

slowly I'm developing a new crazy addiction.

2006-12-23T13:22:00.000+12:00

they're pricier than my current love, but they're equally beautiful.

*gasping*

give me a million moolah!

I had my new All-Star Patchwork have its debut last Paskuhan, and I'm dying to have all th0e Hi-Top Patterns. . .

MS. TUGUEGARAO IS BACK!

2006-12-22T09:00:00.000+12:00

This would be a long vacation.
Two weeks of cold breeze.
Fourteen days of bonding with my family.
Moments of opening gifts, laughing and enjoying the season.

Let me start by feasting on my most favorite foods in the world.

lay's, dried mangoes, coke, fiesta ham and others. . . yum yum yum. . .
it all means one thing! lemme predict, i'm 145 lbs now, when I get my rse back in the city, I'll be 150++. . . hahaha

Btw,
I'll forever be online in ym, so just buzz me if you need someone to talk to. . .

THANKS, MISS PAMMY!

2006-12-16T19:17:00.000+12:00

I still have the fever and flu. I was still in the middle of my bed-resting drama when Miling the helper next door knocked at my door.

I immediately ran to see who is it, realizing right then and there that I was only in my shirt and boxers. Ate Miling just said that I should sign for some package downstairs.

Then. . . Poof! I received a package from my most favorite person in the world! Miss Pammy of Philippine Daily Inquirer sent me something! It felt really too good to be true! I saw her signature at the slip and I was left with awe just thinking how a wonderful person she is.

It took me about half an hour before opening the package.

I wasn't thinking about anything but Miss Pammy's goodness. But the moment I opened the package! It literally made me burst into tears!

Just days before, I've decided not to continue filling in my Starbucks card with stickers because it's giving me the sore throat and migraine. Not to mention cutting a big portion from my allowance! hahaha! I don't know exactly how Miss Pammy managed to get one, but for everything else, I'm more than thankful for her being such a kindhearted person and an effective inspirer as well.

It had this note card on which Miss Pammy had written it herself

Myrrh!
Happy Birthday!
You can take the planner off your list now. May 2007 be packed with hot dates and beautiful surprises.
Pammy

Now that's just one beautiful surprise I got. Partida, hindi pa nag-uumpisa ang 2007 nyan! lolx

Miss Pammy! I don't know how could I ever repay you! Right now, I'm still running out of words on how to properly express my heartfelt thanks to such a wonderful person like you. You've constantly brightened up days and have immensely inspired us in your many different ways!

Thanks a lot! *hugs*

x's: pics of some 'gifts' too! =)

Gola brown bag (just the right size for gym-ing!)

Havaianas Cartunistas 2007 ADAO Dk. Brown

WISHLIST UPDATE! =)

2006-12-13T15:37:00.001+12:00

COLORED stuffs have been received / bought / done. . . hehehe! =)

Queer as Folk U.S. DVD Season 1 to 5
America’s Next Top Model DVD Cycle 1 to 7
Motorola V3X in ivory
Vidal Sassoon hair dryer
Havaianas 2007 Cartunistas [43/44 ako]
Shiatsu/Swedish massage, Facial, Foot Spa
Starbucks Planner
Lancome Homme Facial foam, Toner, Moisturizer
Adidas, Nike or Gola mini-duffel bag (think LV speedy bag)
New Bed Covers and Pillowcases! [zebra prints]
Team Manila shirts
EO contact lens in gray/coffee
DVDs of movies released aeons ago but only Viktoria Beckham knows why I haven't seen it yet (mean girls, 50 first dates, da vinci code, superman, pirates of the carribean and really a lot more)
Enamel Bangles and Onyx Cocktail rings
A big notebook from Fullybooked
Topshop suspenders [black or brown]
The I wish I could be a cheerleader wishing bracelet from Rustan's
WADE leather shoes for school (and OJT!) Nike old school trainers and KICKERS off white loafers [I'm a size 10]

LAST TEENAGE QUEER SHOT

2006-12-10T18:07:00.000+12:00

ver since I started blogging, I’ve always made it a point to make a ‘birthday article’ to thank them many angels who’ve seen me flounder and fly not only for the year that has passed, but with my whole existence.

But this year, it’ll be brief and short.

To my Dad and Mom.

Thank you for providing me everything I need and all that I long for. You’ve always given me time and support, that’s why I’m more than thankful to God for having you both as my Papa and Mama. I couldn’t live life without you both in it. I Love You.

I may not be the best son in the world, but I assure you that one day, you'll be the proudest parents in the world for having me as your son - and for loving you both more than my life.

To my Sibs.

Though we won’t be spending special times like Christmas with all of us seven feasting over noche buena, I still believe that the bonds we’ve built will make us feel that we can be together in some ways. I miss you all, guys! Ninja, Nunogon, Meimei, Jedje, Shobita and John, Love ko kayo.

To my Nieces.

Tito Myrrh loves you both. Pag bilyonaryo na si Tito Min magsha-shopping tayo kahit saan! Miss you!

High School Bru’s

Shyet! I haven’t seen y’all for like eons! Palagi nalang si Marna! Hahaha! Go go go Sagittarians! Hahaha! Mwah mwah mwah

Bagets Family

Yes, you, you, you and you. The height of my eighteenth year was highlighted by the fact that I am a part of this lovely family. I wouldn’t be as happy as what I am today if I didn’t know you guys. From mujang, tia cynthia, tita ping and tita kriz down to to the nth princess, love ko kayo! =)

Friendships

Sure, we may not see each other as frequent as the years before, but always remember that I’m still the Friendship Myrrh you’ve known – less oversensitive, more mature. Love and Miss you all.

Bestchum. Seksi. Bratzies.

I miss sipping coffee with you guys. I miss laughing with practically almost everything. Soon, we’ll spend some time together again. Lovesyou! mwah

Scarlet

My vow of ~~celibacy~~ commitment has been put on leave. Hahaha. Thanks guys for understanding why U always do AWOL’s. Hahaha.

This year was quite a rollercoaster ride. I’ve tried practically almost everything. I’ve met people of the extremes and have experienced the best and worst – in life.

I’ve started majoring. I’ve had my first subject-failure. I’ve made my firsts on just about everything you could imagine. But so far, I haven’t spelled regret on any of the tings I’ve done. I’ve learned from ever bit of everything.

To God, thanks for everything. I’ll never get tired of thanking you for giving me this wonderful life. I may have been your worst son, but I know you know how much I love you and the people I’ve loved. . .

Peace of mind, healthy & long life, safety and prosperity – for me and my family.

Cheers to my last teenage year! Mwah!

Dancing gay waiter at Italianni's

2006-12-09T19:08:00.001+12:00


I WANT THIS KIND OF BIRTHDAY GREETING video credit: http://chuvaness.livejournal.com

FIRSTBORN

2006-12-07T15:21:00.000+12:00

*mwah mwah mwah*

2006-12-03T17:54:00.000+12:00

Queer as Folk U.S. DVD Season 1 to 5
America’s Next Top Model DVD Cycle 1 to 7
Motorola V3X in ivory
Vidal Sassoon hair dryer
Havaianas 2007 Cartunistas
Shiatsu/Swedish massage, Facial, Foot Spa
Starbucks Planner
Lancome Homme Facial foam, Toner, Moisturizer
Adidas, Nike or Gola mini-duffel bag (think LV speedy bag)
New Bed Covers and Pillowcases!
Team Manila shirts
EO contact lens in gray/coffee
DVDs of movies released aeons ago but only Viktoria Beckham knows why I haven't seen it yet (mean girls, 50 first dates, da vinci code, superman, pirates of the carribean and really a lot more)
Enamel Bangles and Onyx Cocktail rings
A big notebook from Fullybooked
Topshop suspenders
The I wish I could be a cheerleader wishing bracelet from Rustan's
WADE leather shoes for school (and OJT!) Nike old school trainers and KICKERS off white loafers

and I guess that would be all. . . =)
In less than a week, I'll be growing old (again). . . =)

YIPEE, WEEPEE! CALL IT CRAZY!

2006-12-01T07:02:00.000+12:00

In a span of exactly two months, I've been drooling on the havaianas cartunistas by ADAO for 2007. My desire came to the point of pre-ordering the pair straight from Brazil through some online shopping eklavu. But sadly, as I stepped in SM mall of Asia's CELIO, there hung the flops I've been crush-ing on - way cheaper than the net price. All I could do was to regret that I didn't have the attitude to wait until it comes out in stores locally.

Just so as I could've possibly cursed the one managing the online store, the delivery notice said, I could get the pairs of flops also ordered by my big sis on Monday, all except for the havaianas cartunistas dk brown because it has gone out of stock. I was like rejoicing when I found out that my order didn't arrive, meaning I could purchase the same pair (with the box) at a cheaper price! =) yipeee! =) I could even buy two pairs for the money I could get back! wahahaha! =)

I'm planning to buy the same ADAO cartunistas and the Galhardo cartunistas! yipeee! =)

I miss my Family sobra! I'm feeling the season na, pero I know I'm gonna feel it more when I'm at home with the most important people in my life. . . *sinff sniff* Love you guys! =)

UPDATING

2006-11-29T22:54:00.000+12:00

1. Popularly known as:
MYRRH / MYRNA / FRANCIS

2. Other race aside from being a
Filipino?
tsin-tsik

3. Last compliment you received?
ang payat mo'na!

4. Last insult you heard?
from Angelo: (sarcastic tone) Oo, Myrrh, alam namin, hini ka ganoong tao. . . Alam namin lahat yun. . . (hahahahaha)

5. Mabait ba yung crush mo?
si John Mullally, okay naman siya. . . (as if close kami!)

6. Sa school mo din ba napasok bf/gf
mo?
huh? san ba nag-aaral si John Mullally? hmmm. . .

7. Usual first impression/s sayo?
masungit and allergic to people. . . well, I'm masungit only to people who don't treat me what I deserve, and I'm allergic to people who know nothing but praise themselves.

8. Matropa ka bang tao?
yeah yeah! I have a million set of friends! Men, Women, Gays, Bisexuals, Bulldykes, Trannies! NAME IT! hahaha

9. Color/s of most of your things?
brown. white. black

10. Close ba kayo ng parents mo?
yup, they're my life!

11. Say something about love.
blissfully paining

12. Sino talagang gusto mong makausap
ngayon?
si Bryanboy

13. Listening to:
Rihanna

14. Last gig na napuntahan mo?
school

15. Recent kakilig thing that has
happened to you.
watching two guys hold hands while riding the passenger's jeep of a jeep. haha

16. Last time you laughed s0 hard. and
why?
kanina sa classroom! long story!

17. Describe your day today
fine. . . nakakagutom

18. Latest na kinainisan mo.
law prof na hindi parin nagpapakita since day one of second sem!

19. Latest na ikinatuwa mo.
square pants kong checkered

20. Latest record you bought.
Corrine Bailey Rae (thanks to Limewire! hahahaha)

21. Last coffee shop you visited &
with whom.
Starbucks Banawe with Nori

22. Are you a chain smoker?
nope

23. Are you an alcoholic?
nah-uh

24. Are you mad at someone right now?
I'm not mad

25.Anyone you miss?
my family, my friendships, my bratzies, my bagets family. . . =)

- - - - - - - -

btw, ABANGAN. . .

I WANT. . .

2006-11-28T04:56:00.000+12:00

these shoes! From Alexander McQueen's A/W collection! I specially lurve the white pointed leather shoes and those metallic loafers!

BLUE AND WHITE

2006-11-25T17:34:00.000+12:00

Gym-ing is really giving me the pain. But I swear in the name of Saint Thomas Aquinas, I ain't gonna stop, never gonna give up! *so, what was that???*

Yesterday, on my way to the gym, at the overpass, I bumped with someone from my dark ages! It was Jerome Urbina, I was a Senior then, and he was just a Freshie back in high school. He said weird things like:

"Kuya Romir, Astig to ah, okay to ah!" while touching my million-dollar mane.

and

"Kuya Romir, hindi kita namukhaan! grabe!" while looking me from head to toe.

It was a bit creepy (have I morphed into someone I really don't look like?) but then I sensed some flattery. =)

Gawd I miss my Blue and White family, it was my most savory part in high school. I remember attending press conferences here and there. Fourth year was great; I won champion in the division for photojournalism, seventh in the regionals and I was a qualifier for the nationals. That was all in one year.

While Jerome was still egotistic, the same kid I knew. the editorial cartoonist who always got the top spot, but when he said "hindi nga ako umabot ng nationals eh," I had nothing more to say but to express my empathy.

I miss Preskons, I miss the ediboard and edistaff. =*)

I miss Tuguegarao! Christmas ay malapit nah! =)

GOOD MORNING, WORLD!

2006-11-23T13:55:00.000+12:00

Hello body pains.
Masakit ang kasu-kasuhan ko, masakit ang puson ko, masakit ang ulo ko, nadagdagan pa ng migraine.

Ariku ammu nu ngatta kunnaw pero alle nasingngo y attaki na. Sana gumaddi ngana san ku enna makkasta y baggi. Sana mallappo na nga umay ta gym para gapa makkasta y forma na baggi!

One session down, fifty million to go.

DRAG THOSE WEDGES TO THE. . .

2006-11-22T05:03:00.000+12:00

Gym!
Yup! I am gonna be hitting the gym, first time, after a year, again!
I hope this'll work for me, knowing the fact that motivation is at hand plus the need to lose pounds and see toned parts of my body is highly necessary! =)

I miss my little niece Lianne.

and my 20-peepz-count mane! =)

I miss Tuguegarao. I miss my family. Christmas is really just around the corner, and so is my birthday. Gawd who could ever imagine Myrrh turning 19? =)

I wanna meet. . .

2006-11-19T01:20:00.000+12:00

MARC JACOBS

and I wish I could sing like this one. . .

GO GRAND PRIZE!

2006-11-18T17:56:00.000+12:00

I'm Über excited not for any regular reason, but due to the fact that I'm gonna be in for my first advertising contest [ADMARK]! My blockmates chose me and Carlo to compete together with some students from CFAD and COMM.ARTS. Wala lang, it's just one of the things that makes me look forward to coming to school everyday! lolx.

We're gonna be doing TVC's, recording, photoshoots for campaign materials and stuff. I just hope my work wouldn't be limited withing the bounds of formulating the marketing plan alone (read: touchpoint, branding, etc. . .) I wanna go hands-on with the more lucrative side! hahaha! We're gonna do it for this new brand of scent in the market, sow watch out.

Send me the best vibes so we could bag the grand prize! =)

I miss my family. I love them to bits. *hugs & kisses*

HAVING A BREAK

2006-11-04T20:38:00.000+12:00

I'm gonna be traveling back to Manila two hours from now and I can't afford not to post anything about my whole sem-break.

Blame it to Paeng who shot its horrifying deed directly on my hometown's region. No electricity, pure boredom.

So let me interpret it through pictures and a couple of captions! =)

what would be an October without Halloween? It was my first time to attend a street party @ malate so I had to plan well what to wear.

I thought I would look good as the meanest red-faced devil, bu then I thought I don't wanna look red.

So I thought of doing a tamer one - dressing up as a cute tiger cub! but I didn't want it either,

and then I saw this mask, but it didn't fit me, I began hating it.

and guess what I wore that night. . .

I was a fairy princess. I'd always answer to the question, "Myrrh, sino ka?" "ako ang Teen fairy Princess of the Enchanted Garden. . ."

of course, I joined my other equally gorgeous friends including two of my best sissies Myro, who was a cherub and miggy who played as an army man barbie version! lol

and there were other enchanted creatures too!

There stood the Justice League, but my favorite was Clark, who I got to take a pic with.

and there was the alluring Zsa Zsa Zaturnah

plus this plus-sized bo-peep princess

and the disturbing guy who played as the Our Lady of delo Rosa.

so that was Halloween. . .

- - -

I left Manila to spend UNDAS here at my province.

as well as celebrate my youngest brother's 10th birthday. . .

and to spend time with the rest of the family, including my little niece, Jarah. . .

All in all, my Sembreak was fun fun fun, minus the brownout and the summerly heat!
Sure, I'll miss my beloved Tuguegarao again, but December's Christmas break is just a corner away, I'll be back soon. . .

UNPLUGGED

2006-10-27T18:02:00.000+13:00

With reasons better kept unsaid (or rather because they are unkown) my one and only (supposed to be) Sunshine lost its shine. Wala lang. No spark. Why let it shine when It couldn't after all.

Being single isn't a punishment, actually it's an outlet for happiness, experience and challenge plus fun and freedom! Love it.

Anyhoohow, after a decade-long of waiting, the grades came out online. The mere fact that I passed all my subjects makes me wanna kiss all of my friends who prayed for me. But much to what I expected, I got dissappointed when I saw my marketing Research Grade. 1.75 kinareer kona yun, 1.75 lang?! I was expecting a grade not lower than 1.5. wala lang.

Pero like what I've said, Solb na'ko sa all-passing grades! =)

- - - - -

visit www.campaignforrealbeauty.com and get inspired with uplifting statements from them beautifully-raised people.

here's a teaser from the campaign. She's Pammy a Thomasian, Journalist and a Band Vocalist who happens to own my most favorite blog and is the current titleholder for the Havaianas Queen! ;)

BIRTHDAY / CHRISTMAS WISHLIST

2006-10-21T00:23:00.000+13:00

It's a WISH-list, so keep those comments to yourself unless you've popped in your happy pills or you're willing to foot the bill on these, okay? =)
~~~designer wishes are ultimte wishes, so don't bother asking me if i have even one.

1. ~new pairs of havaianas [gold dragon, white 2007 cartunistas, white copa]
2. ~my own ipod video [in white]
3. ~the new macbook [in white]
4. ~the entire dior homme a/w collection. [now this one's surreal]
5. ~Nokia N93 / Motorola V3X [in white]
6. ~a new queen-size bed for my apartment.
7. ~zebra-print carpet [to go below my new bed ;p]
8. ~Prada [or in this case, any comfy & high quality brand] white/cream loafers.
9. ~black leather killer kitten-heeled (forget the kitten-heel part!) boots I could wear at school
10.~entire season 1-5 Queer as Folk original DVD
11.~the planner I've been eyeing at fullybooked
12.~cocktail rings [onyx or turquoise]
13.~leather cuffs - in different designs
14.~white gold dog tag!
15.~a myrrh.com domain for my photographic galleries, sketches and stuffs! =)
16.~a new lacoste sling bag / duffel bag
17.~CHANEL/GUCCI aviators [in velvety black] ;)
18.~Big-buckled belts [check Guess and Girbaud]
19.~a life-size bear I could hug =)
20.~contact lenses! [in hazel or green]

so far, these are the material things I want. I'll be editing soon! =)

ps:
trust me, prayers do work! I passed all my subjects, first sem! God I love you! =)

MAMA DEAR, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2006-10-20T22:06:00.000+13:00

Fifty-five years.

One dedicated husband.

Seven kids.
One Accountant.
One Computer Analyst.
One Civil Engineer.
One Webpage Designer.
One Fabulous queer (ehem).
One Future chef.
One Techie Brat-boy kiddo.

Two wonderful and adorable granddaughters.
One future grandson? =)

One Gazillion Love. from the Fabulous queer son! =)

I love you, Mama! Words can't describe how much I love you. I wish you more and more healthy years and more blessings! =)

SUNSHINE

2006-10-18T19:30:00.000+13:00

He is a Registered Nurse working at St. Luke's. I am a junior business administration student at UST. We both love flip-flops. He's turning 22 next month, I'm turning 19 two months from now. He's a Scorpio, I'm a Sagittarian ~ and the rest of details will be spilled when the right time comes.

I love him and amazingly, he loves me.

18th of October 2006
at about ten minutes before seven in the evening.

IMMUNITY

2006-10-17T06:26:00.000+13:00

Sudden changes are really giving me the illustrious idea that at one point in my life, I have reached the summit of not painting ~~lust~~ admiration on every gorgeous man I lay my eyes onto. May it be the almond-eyed guy with the hard and juicy biceps, or that hot caucasian twink I had to come across with neither that moreno pinoy showing a smile not sheepishly being flashed.

My life’s slowly turning into something mundane, but on a lighter note, it deprives me of sins such as lust and gluttony (for guys). =)

Immunity hasn’t taken over me. The truth of the fact is, I think this is happening because certainly, it’s my choice, and choosing through my best option, I could wholeheartedly say that I made the right decision.

I’m not In love, nor being trapped under the sticky webs of infatuation, I’m just enjoying my current status, the expertise of taking advantage on the situation.

CHANNELING

2006-10-16T02:57:00.000+13:00

~I'm still hoping for good grades for the past sem. Please include me in your prayers.
~Wednesday, I'm gonna be riding the super deluxe bus that would take me to home sweet home.
~Something nakakakilig is happening. I'm crossing my fingers on this, but so far, it feels good. I think this might bring me a big change. *blush*

to make things be viewed on a lighter note, here's something to laugh about. This was taken August 2005, if you remember. =)

JUST AN EMAIL

2006-10-11T05:27:00.000+13:00

I WANNA HEAR A 'WELL DONE' ADDRESS

2006-10-09T22:55:00.000+13:00

I'm done with my first two exams. Calculus and Managerial Economics. Although I admit, since day one of my schooling life, I've never tried reviewing notes at home, I still think that I'd manage to get good grades on these subjects.

I've relied on my seatmates for math and glad to say, I've made ManEco through my own effort Thanks to my classmate Jo who tutored me five minutes before Mr. Villasis steps in our room.

Now, if you're kind enough to include me in your prayers, so that I could have at least passing grades on all my subjects, please do. It'll help.

I miss my family. I can't live life without them. And with all grades passing, I'd be able to spend sembreak with them. =)

LET THIS EXPLAIN MY MABABAW NA KALIGAYAHAN! =)

2006-10-04T20:35:00.000+13:00

It's my 300th post on this side of the web. And what could be more interesting than to post one of my really surprising experiences in my eighteen years of existence. 66 days before I turn nineteen, this ain't a bad early birthday gift! =)

* * * that's me with my 3-year old nieces Juliana and Sarah. At least I could tell them when they'd be old enough, "Uy! alam nyo ba na nasa news kayo nung 3 years old palang kayo? surprise! you were with me then! hehehehe"

Special thanks to Manang Edna, one of our carebears at home for taking the photo and to Miss Pammy for the link I found at her journal. She's the Havaianas Queen and I'm just a Havaianas Jester! hahaha. . .

ONE NOTE HIGHER

2006-10-03T21:41:00.000+13:00

Smart Bro's Back!
It's been aeons since I sat on this chair and typed and surfed my heart down the web! It feels nice - to get the internet connection back! Now I could G4M, DL, MJ and Multiply and Friendster and Blogger again! ;)

So who hasn't heard the news? Thomasians had sumptuous EAGLE cordon BLUE last night at the araneta! Until now I couldn't explain the feeling we're feeling! There would be a victory party tomorrow, meaning all of the fags in our school would be there! I'm off to join! =)

I've started watching season two of Queer as Folk, and hey! Brian Kinney's indeed sweeter here. I love him nah! =)

Someone in our groups would have be reborn. Guess who? Only Mujang, Tiya Cynthia and I am aware of it. Wait 'til I blurt it out - soon! =)

I just had to update my blog with Smart Bro around. Basta, I'm preaying that everything'd be fine. Especially the Finals week! I hope I could get good grades. =)

NOT AT HOME

2006-10-02T00:02:00.000+13:00

Darn that typhoon. Yes, that typhoon that caused my big bro's bed to be a life-size sponge. That typhoon that caused traffic and flood in españa with the trees and billboards scattered Guilliver sprung confetti. That typhoon that caused hassle on our supposed to be fun moments with my family who I only get to spend time with once in a while. Oh yeah, that typhoon that caused a two-day blackout depriving me all the most comfortable things in the world - like taking a bath at home, watching tv, going online and sleeping!

But not until I came home early morning yesterday that the no-power depression occured. I was applying off lotion on my arms and legs, when suddenly

BOOM!

May kuryente naaaaaah!!!

Everyone in the entire neighborhood was like cheering their hearts out.

Gosh.
What would I do without MERALCO?
I could've died years ago.

And the next question is, what would I do without our internet connection? I'd probably get tired of raiding internet shops in various malls just to get online - - - like today.

Gawd I hate Smart Bro! ="(

- - - - - - - -

I miss my family. I'm praying that evrything'd be a*okay.

I hope I could get tickets for the final game tomorrow. UST vs ADMU.

Viva Santo Tomas!

THE ROCKSTAR WANNABE

2006-09-26T18:08:00.000+13:00

Is tying the knot.

I don't know HER personally, but I witnessed how marvelously into everything this gurl is. I remember my first time when I saw her blog. She's responsible for the layout and the content. She gave me the inspiration to write about my stuff notwithstanding the strangers that might pass by this side of the web.

lifted from her blog: she's a carefree rockstar-wannabe waiting for her own 'happily ever after'. but for now, she's contented being psychosomatic addict insane. she prefers horror over romantic movies, sneakers over sandals, getting wet in the rain than using an umbrella. loves the beach but hates the sun. never refuses chocolate cake even if it ruins her neverending diet. drives like a maniac but parks like a sissy. had a smelly dog named tamagotchi who thinks he's a kangaroo. a geek. loves taking videos while backriding on the dragster. her most dangerous stunt is wearing high heels and a skirt. always believed that she needs to get her head checked. has a dark side she calls 'my evul tin'. just when she's into her boxing lessons, her gym closes down... without warning. only two things make her cry: when daddy makes her eat avocado and when she doesn't get her way on her birthday. she believes she's one of the endless ~ death ~ hence an ankh around her neck. she had a heart made of ice but a prince replaced it with a crystal heart. she is tin and this is her life story...

The TIN GURL is now tying the knot. I thought for a second that this is next to impossible, but like the one-second shot of the Ateneo Blue Eagles against the UST Growling Tigers, The great next to impossible things really happen. This boyish charm will be getting married.

Congrats, TIN! Best Wishes to you and Mac! ;)

THE WORST FEELING

2006-09-25T04:37:00.000+13:00

you could ever feel when you watch a championship match, is when you've yelled your heart out on an overrated cheer while concluding that victory has just been attained by your team, seconds later reality slaps you on the face and kicks your ass off and says "excuse me lady, you just didn't."

I'll eternally cheer GO USTe even if it sends me the urge to use salon pas and alaxan gel on my shoulders and lower back.

Let's pray for the UST Tigers. Viva Santo Tomas.

The Growling Tigers would be this year's Champion, I'm claiming it.

FRUITS IN A BASKET-BALL. . .

2006-09-22T05:59:00.000+13:00

While singing the University Hymn during my team's victory, I said, I have to blog about this.

It was my first time to see a fight between UST and some other university. First time, and helly yeah, they won! One point lead - they did.

Yes, I have to write all the details on how I dragged my overweight arse in araneta on a school day. Well, professors weren't around (actually, professors were asked to stay away from our block so we could watch UE vs UST make or break to the championship game! ;p) and how I did the overrated but still empowering cheers (oh gawd! I love screaming! It's my favorite pastime) with my reliable class chums Angelo, Anne and Jo (too bad Belly was with his friends and Jen had to attend her Accounting class) plus my Bagets Shoti Miggi.

I took pictures. But since my bluetooth device's fucked up, I can't post them now.

I love how I screamed my ~~testicles~~ lungs out on GO USTE! I super had fun. I was glad Angelo stayed besdie me, because once in a while, I would really need to ask "Oi, Bakla, ano'ng cheer na yan?" then he would either answer me with any of the following:

"Animo cheers"
"Power"

I even learned some yells like "One for UST!" and "Go Defensa!"

Angelo, the yell instructor had me informed with

"Rah Rah Rah"

and

"Ayan Naaaaaaah!!!"

The last one was my favorite, when all of the Thomasian people (them straight ones, the funky bulldykes, the gorgeous gays, the stunning stunner professors who really had the knack of doing 'gimmicks' on such event) would scream GO USTE! I swear, I could do that during my forgotten workout sessions.

I enjoyed, really. Never have I imagined myself enjoying basketball, even as an audience. I saw James Yap supporting his Alma Mater, he was gorgeous! but fuck the red elmo! I'm a ~~Tiger~~ Tigress. . . ;)

And now, after a long time, ~~they've~~ we've managed to climb with our bling-polished claws up the championship.

Talk about memorable experiences!

Gawsh, I miss my family really. . . I love you guys! ;)

I saw UE's coach too! He's quite familiar! I remember when I was a child, they'd say I look like him, Dindo Pumaren, I'd always show them my disapproval and say I look like Allan Caidic. . . *Eeeeek*

PS
I'm on the 20th episode of Queer as Folk. Hooked on it, I am.

A QUICK QUEER FIX. . .

2006-09-18T15:43:00.000+13:00

Amidst the seemingly boring life I'm living right now - without the presence of anything worth looking forward to but the sem break, I found my eternal bliss on nothing but a genuinely uplifting dvd. I'm now currently hooked on Season 1.

Special thanks to Mommy Zico for letting me borrow it. My Bagets family once said that in real life, I may have been portraying Emmet Honeycutt, the male apparel fashionista-slash-the tallest in the group next to Brian, but I believe that I'd most probably be Michael Novotny - someone who would do the sacrifice instead of biting on meat without sensitivity.

Beginning now, I'm a QAF addict. The same feeling I had on SATC, but this is quite more insane. :)

BLIMEY! I AM. . .

2006-09-18T01:24:00.000+13:00

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OVERPASS

2006-09-13T00:46:00.000+13:00

Why is it possible for something nearly forgotten to haunt you back when after all the things you've done to forget an experience, it just hits your heart again?

On my way home, I saw my friendship's ex with his bandmate.

For a second, I've seen a man who looks familiar, but when he called my name out, ah, kilala ko pala 'to and all I could ever say was "sabi kona nga ba, kilala kita!", "kamusta na?", "naku hindi kona kayo ma-reach" and "san kayo? sige ingat! bye" in my most infamous and barok way of conversing.

Moments of immaturity and fickle-mindedness are again beginning attacking my mind.

All I could do now is to think of what had taken place on those depressing days.

Reminding me that what just can't be, wouldn't ever be.

I need a bag of soft batch cookies, 1.5 diet coke, mango crepe from wok, fishballs and chicken skin from asturias, bacon mushroom burger biggie from wendy's, siomai (extra hot), oreo cheesecake and someone I could spill all these things out.

KEY IN KEYS FOR ME

2006-09-09T20:30:00.000+13:00

I'm such a lazy ass... I want to write, but I'm too lazy to even think of words...

So taglish-slash-gay lingo tayo...

pupunta ako sa Laguna... sa pansol [keber sa spelling... hindi ko alam kung tama] with some of my friends.

Last Thursday mega sugod kami sa bed dahil may school house of rock. Naka cammou top ako with matching dog tag... Wala lang...

Na-confine si Friendship Jello ngayon because of Dengue. Sana gumaling na siya.

Kanina, kinalikot ni Jonet yung phone ko. Na-ignorante ako dahil pwede palang maging tv ang phone ko. Pwedeng manood ng ABS-CBN, GMA or CNN real time. Saya! ;)

Gusto ko ng bagong tsinelas, kaso wala na akong pera dahil nagbayad ako ng bill ko sa Globe. Nakaloka! Gusto kong mag call center para makapag-ipon! Nahihiyan nako sa mahal kong mujang dahil forever nalang akong humihingi ng allowance...

Miss ko na ang Ugac. Sana mag sem-break na. Loves and Misses kona ang aking Family!

Sana pala pasado ako sa lahat ng subjects ko. Kinakabahan ako sa Eco at PBE, confident naman ako sa Marketing Research...

Haaaay, Buhay. . .

Cheers for Happy Thoughts!

Post nalang ako ng pictures. . .

clockwise from left. Thin sa pics before the bed event and the government party respectively.
Myrrh and Kate at the Hong han Pai Fashio Show. Bagets sa BED last thursday (visit www.bed.com.ph dun ko nakuha yung pic).

SHOBE

2006-09-04T06:22:00.000+13:00

She's my favorite little sister. No, not because I have no choice, but because she really is. She's my favorite little sister to be the only person I shopped for from head to toe. (bolero jacket, top, accessories and golden wedges from People are People - I did last July)

She's my favorite little sister and she's turned seventeen today! She's my favorite little sister, thus whoever harms her should be killed by me. ;)

I wish you good health, longer life, the best career in school and the greatest success in your chosen field. No boys to turn to, think about shopping and getting your hair and nails done, 'wag na ang mga lalaki!!! ;p

Happy Birthday, Shobita! Alabshoo Sissie! ;) Mwah Mwah Mwah!

coincidentally, a lot of the people I know are also having reasons to celebrate this day. Let me greet them:
Doreebeth's 19th!
Karel and Leonard's 4th Anniversary!
My cousin Olive's Day!
Jannah's Dad's Day!
Kuya Mel's Dad's Day!

HOT and THINNER

2006-09-01T17:49:00.000+13:00

I've lost eleven pounds in three months. . .
People say I look anorexically thinner than ever. . .

Sure, we get the flu at an average of four times a year.
Sure, I chose to live far from my family who I miss the most.

I have the colds, the cough, the headache.
Slowly, it's draining me out.

Keeping in mind that everything would be okay.
Everything would be fine, yes, everything would.

It's just gonna take me rest, medicines and happiness.

ps:
Let me be the first person to greet you, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

RAMPAGE

2006-08-26T15:24:00.000+13:00

gay verb: strutting with attitude on clothes and accessories by sponsors on a catwalk, which is a narrow, usually elevated walkway used for walking. These catwalks are popular in use by models who may demonstrate clothing for observers.

. . . . .

Inasmuch as I want to keep things low-key for some reasons that people may misinterpret my gratefulness for what has just happened, I still can't help but to express how ecstatic I still am for this yet another wonderful episode that has just taken place.

I woke up at around 10 in the morning realizing how many gaziliion people have been sending me messages and calling me in both my sun and globe digits. I thought for a second that hell, I'm late - and it's never funny coming late. So I rushed and did everything in twenty minutes - no hair done, no make-up on. Just me and the smell of soap and deodorant. To my surprise, I came in eraly. Really early enough to do stuffs for my org, chit-chat with friends, and turn to my excuse-letters for my professors (I have excused my classes from 12-3pm) which, when Ithen accomplished signalled that I should be going to the place and be preparing my stuff.

I was with my commerce representatives Ces and James who modelled for Tomato and No Curfew watches respectively. We had a late lunch at Yellow Cab feasting on Manhattan Meatlovers and Soda's until my Friendship Kate, the host came to finish the whole. ;) After lunch, james had to go back home and Kate said seh has to get her hair done at Bench Fix which is only a coplue of steps away from where we were. So Ces and I decided to walk around and check on things. The next thing I know was that we were already paying the stuffs we got from the Body Shop (50% off on selceted items, believe!) I got a fresh new tube of concealer and Ces got her share of concealer and a good peppermint foot spray! After doing other things, Ces was asked to drop by the No Curfew Store to pick up her watch which, apparently she will be modelling too.

So I had Grace (my modelling partner "naima") with me. I had no accesories at hand so with my impulsive soul behind, I bought things I used for the entire show. Don't ask where. All moolah's gone because of impulsive buying. Afterwhich, we came back to th dressing room, minutes after we were already starting do do our DIY make-up! Which was fun and was still, done like a pro! ;)

Later, Marti, Ces and Grace were with me backstage, talking about things like how bitchy one of the make-up artist was and how uber-bitchier femme model was. I met some new people and shared the same comments on the model, and made kulitans and did requests like Myrrh, ikaw naman mag-ayos ng buhok ko, yung bading na makeup artist hindi naman ginawa! hahaha. I was eternally saying "Naku! pwede na kong mag-business ni'to! eh kung singilin ko lahat kayo?!" Everyone was laughing.

After doing our own hair and make-up, the clothes finally arrived. I will be wearing Freego. Yeah, yeah, Freego. Before we went for the go-see's we were like "Freego? ano yun? super jologs naman ng sponsor! akala ko'ba ..." then after fitting on jeans, shirts, jackets and stuffs, we realized that the brand isn't bad after all. They have cool and not so cool stuffs, and it's up to you if you go feed yourself to the latter, I know I've made mine the former! ;) That's why, I want to thank thee, Friggin' Freego jeans. ;)

I had to check on things so I left the dressing room and see if my friendships were there, yep, they were! but to my surprise, Mommy Zico, Eman, jeck and Mel were already approaching me! I was really surprised, and moreso, touched. Lovesyou bagets! ;)

Just then. . .

Jamie (the stage supervisor) yelled out "I want all the models with me in twenty-five minutes" then there goes the power of adrenaline rush. We made it in twenty-five minutes. No sweat! ;p

So when the track played, everyone was already on queue backstage. I and Grace were pair number 9, so it took us about how many minutes before strutting our stuff.I knew we had mistakes, but we didi it smoothly, according to the audience. Grace was like "Sorry, Myrrh, Sorry talaga! Hindi ko alam" I was like "Bakla! ano kaba! kasalanan koyun hindi ko tinitignan dinadaanan ko! Okay lang yun!" until it was like the time before going to sleep, gano'n parin tinext niya at gano'n parin reply ko! hehehe.. Lovesyou partner! ;)

Then the modelling and strutting and attitude-ing and everything was on...
Ahhh... Pure Pleasure...
It was like one of my biggest dream ever! To do the catwalk and see cameras flash, hear yelling friends (and fans! lol) and being burned to death by the lights! Ahhhh... Sarap!

Just then everything was concluded. We were all called to wear watches from no Curfew, I had Tommy Hilfiger on me. Yey!

. . . . .

And there you go. . .
That's my first-ever test on modelling. . .
It felt like the final runway showdown of America's Next Top Model, and I felt like Danielle of Cycle 6. ;)

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS LIKE ME...

2006-08-24T05:07:00.000+13:00

FIVE MYRRHIFIC THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED / ARE HAPPENING / WILL HAPPEN...
I hope God continues to bless me with blessings. . .

I'm meeting new people for the small-scale org-project fashion show that would take place on Friday. Boy am I loving it. It's raining beautiful people, and I can't wait to explore each of them.. :)
I had a fair prelim grade in Finance. I thought I'd fail, but Professor Blanco really has the softest of all the marshmallowy heart I've ever seen. lol
I'm meeting new guys and getting to know some of them really better. Communicating with other guys I haven't met but really do have the personality I enjoy.
I've bought a new pair of jeans and a new top... Wala lang, masaya! I love jeans and the thought of just shopping! hehehe
Over ten people inside my school (friends, acquaintances and just passrs-by) have been frequently saying that I look thinner than ever. To the extent that they're starting to worry whether I'm anorexic or something "Myrrh, kumain ka nga!" FYI, I still eat big time! (think Wendy's Honey BBQ BIGGIE and Mc Shaker Fries with Coke Float and Nuggets!) and gawsh I can't believe I look thinner than ever! ;)
I'm saving up for something new. I guess you know what's it. I'm really drooling on the Havaianas Gold Dragon and I want it pronto! Hopefully I could get the pair next week. ;p
My L'oreal beauty regimen is starting to work. Dark spots are beginning to disappear, and I love love it! I would like to thank my sponsor, L'oreal Philippines for the wonderful pure zone package... nyahaha ;)
Only two fiery months left and I'm off to my province for the sem break! I miss my family! Everyone knows I super love them! ;)
Seven days from now, we'd be staging our Commerce G.A. for Scarlet, I was assigned to put up a sassy stage plus the AVP's, so myrrh's creativity + efficiency + managerial ability shall be tested again! ;)
I'm liking this guy and I think he's feeling the same way. So let's all cross our fingers, close our eyes and pray to God that everything would turn out fine. I'm not rushing things nor do I want to keep the slowest motion, basta, Myrrh's taking one step at a time. . .

PRELIMINARY EXAMS, DOLCE & GABBANA, ANOTHER EXCITING PATH, FRIENDSHIPS AND MISSING MOI FAMILIA

2006-08-16T00:03:00.000+13:00

So the week that has wooshed my sorry ass (literally and figuratively, FIND OUT!) has just gone by. Prliminary Exams was not an easy one. I did review and re-study and knocked my brain on to absorbing everything we tackled in class but my ~~ever reliable~~ functioning stock knowledge got me surviving the series of a's and b's and c's and computations. I mean, in every subject, I'll always find myself relying on my rotten brain cells holding things I've come across with, which are, apprently not found in any of my ~~photocopied~~ reproduced materials. I may not have gotten the highset scores in class, nor have I passed all my exams, I'm still looking forward to finishing my junior year without a single singko.

I ~~love love love~~ like like like this new phone. But this doesn't mean that I'm letting Sasha (my N70) go. I just want her to have a partner (think caucasian blonde man with six-pack abs and the style to match ;p). This gold Motorola limited edition Dolce & Gabbana RAZR.

I have some news. next week saturday, I'll be doing a fashion show at the nearest mall in school. I'll be in department store clothes and a no curfew watch (I know I sound desperate in pursuing my very surreal ambition) and I don't care how would people react. I'm just happy I'll be doing this. ;p go-see with ashti april tomorrow, go-see at no-curfew on friday. I'm happy I'll be doing this.

Yesterday, I was with my friendships. We raided Kate's condo near San Beda (where hot guys live - straight ang not so straight's) and I really had a great time. But this morning made my gang's day. I was with my friendships and we all raised in our beautiful magic wands as friendship jeanesse won best muse at the sports fiesta opening. I admit, I didn't make it really early to help jez prepare, but as soon as I got there my and my friendships' support were all out. Well, I guess being pretty, sexy and having substance in speaking really runs in the blood of every friendship! diba? ;p

***

Beyond everything that has happened - the happy and not so relieving ones, I'm dreaming of being with the most special people in my life again. I miss my family ultra. I love you guys, and I'm looking forward to coming home again!

photos: upper left: the new D&G phone. right: friendships (jeza, myrrh, eliza, donna, jello, kate)

TEN

2006-08-12T21:34:00.000+13:00

I woke up past 2pm with a sudden gush of emotions.

I miss my family.
Fearing BIG exams on monday.
Nauseated with love.
Enjoying bagets.
Missing friendships.
Excited for The Ramp
Learning accessory-making.
Losing weight.
Getting nervous for prelims result.
Looking forward to more life.

POP GOES THE WEASEL...

2006-08-08T20:32:00.000+13:00

Go figure! yes.
Go figure!

Plucking.. Popping... Whatever...

No Regrets...

TRANSITION

2006-08-08T02:10:00.000+13:00

No more Top Suzara hair.
No more "sabihin mo'na" songs.
No more My Girl soundtracks.

MYRRH's BEFORE AND AFTER SHOTS

STRATEGIC MARKETING , TOP SUZARA AND MY FAUX LV

2006-08-05T05:10:00.000+13:00

I woke up pertty late for my first-ever Strat-Mark seminar in my entire life. It was held at the Araneta Coliseum, so you could just imagine how many people would fly their arses just to geth there and sit on wonderfully-comfy seats provided they reach the stadium the earliest.

I opened my eyes 8AM. The details on ticket said that the gates will open 8AM.

Picture ~~a disaster~~ Myrrh on a rush.

I didn't know what to wear - I had ideas but those weren't applied. An hour or so, I already found myself with friends outside the coliseum sipping my caramel java chip at Starbucks.

We were waiting for Kat and Marti, but they came pretty late so we decided on dragging our drumsticks off to the venue.

To make the long story short, we had cold breaded chicken for lunch, Rush (that's like bay fresh dipped in water) C2 lite (all drinks were free, btw) and this energy drink that tastes like Tempra - all sitting on the Upper Box A - where the seemingly unfortunate children in the seminar stayed, most if not all, came in really late.

The speakers had a hard time catching our attention. Some of the bands had no idea too! But the moment Top Suzara, the person everyone's claiming to be my twin brother, did his thing on stage, I immediately felt revived. Shouting, cheering, laughing and all.

But of course, I did listen to some of the resource speakers. My favorite was Mr. Jos Ortega, who tackled the 100 Best Ads. He was armed with super AVP's that made the audience crave for more. He gave helpful tips on how to make effective and successful ads - with humor, wit and sense. He was the best.

At the end of the event, when UST didn't win the StratMark Competetion - the moment UP Diliman nailed it again and the moment Orange and Lemons already started strumming their oh-so-cool guitars and singing their hearts out, I and the company left the venue. Just so when we reached Rustan's supermarket, I got effing pale just realizing that my wallet - which connotes all the things I need to survive, is gone. So in a span of a minute, I threw myself back to the seats we've taken. People swarming outside the gates, the pesky guard who wouldn't let me in, No more orange and lemons, just dirt and... my wallet! lying on the floor. The only thing I said was "Thank God! I love you!."

I've been with new friends. I had fun with them. I survived this day.

Makes me feel I need what I love...

I miss home. I miss my family. I miss being happy with them. I love you!

porkchop...

2006-08-03T01:41:00.000+13:00

It’s amazing how we always click together. We’re mean, pretty, vain and gorgeous. Other than that we’re both bingers, Havaianas (we have 2 identical pairs, di’ba?) fanatics and hopeless romantics. These connections mean only one thing – that we’re of the same flamboyant feathers! That’s why I thank God for giving me one friendship like you – always there, walang kupas! :p Now that you’re nineteen, I expect you to still be the porkchop I know but more wise (not intelligent, kasi matalino ka!) and more careful (para hindi kana nadadapa kung saan saan)… Sana matupad yung Starbucks-TopShop dream natin! Happy Birthday! lovesyou, friendship!

YOU REMIND ME OF CHONA.BLOGSPOT.COM

2006-08-01T12:55:00.000+13:00

I think I know who the prank caller is.

And to tell you frankly, I wanna cut ~~his~~ its balls off and project in in the air until it reaches the Dead Sea.

Friendship's suffering big time. I know everything that's happened isn't worth anything. While we figure out solutions and plans for this incident, I'm praying hard for the prank caller to meet ~~his~~ its destiny ala Karmi Marteen!

in the meantime, go clickity-clicking on THIS

GLORY OF THE GARDEN

2006-07-30T23:31:00.000+13:00

I just got home from the really tiring trip from Antipolo. I had my first fellowship night with the JCBA and it was fun! My friendship Jeanesse was project manager *snaps for Jeza!* the place was really great and the company too! All else was perfect except the food, which was, sad to say quoting what Monique said "para naman nila tayong ginugutom!"

My Dad, my eldest brother and his wife are here in Manila. Nunogon shall be leaving the country for Dubai to work. Last month my biggest sissy flew to Qatar and here comes my brother flying his way to the middle east. I wish them all the best. I know it's a big sacrifice working overseas - the pro's and con's of being an OFW, I hope and pray that it would have a positive payoff. I fervently do.

Friendship Kate's birthday wasn't celebrated the way I expected it to be. Classes were suspended last Thursday and she wasn't able to come to school last Friday - the date where our surprise should've been done for her. Sayang. But happy thoughts, still! :p

My niece Sarah will be clebrating her 3rd birthday party today. I hope and pray that she would be a typical girl with big dreams - be healthy and long living! How I wish I could make it to her party, but I can't. Most of the family won't be able to attend Jarah's party because like what I've said earlier, Pop and the gang are here! ;p

Gawsh! I miss the rest my family ultra! To think that ity's raining cats and dogs makes me wanna snuggle in bed while the rain pours! hahaha... But I sympathize on those who were harshly affected by the recent typhoon attacks. I'll be praying for them.

God is a glorious, loving God.

***picture: at the Glory of the Garden, Antipolo. In front of our cute yellow cottage with my ~~housemates~~ in-mates.. hehehehe [l-r: Dex, Lester, Michael, Marty, Emery and Myrrh]

CRUZ, KATHRYN LOUIE M.

2006-07-27T15:46:00.000+13:00

For the menthol buddy and the co-cam-whore...

Happy Birthday, Friendship!

two years are just seconds spent in our life as friends. I know that there would be more misunderstandings as well as more fun and wacky times, but I'll always look forward to spending time with you and our other friendships.

I wish for your wishes to come true and I pray for your prayers to be heard.

Lovesyou, Cucu!

I would like to thank the screaming faggot - the one without proper decorum, who, if not for his almost useless presence during our early stage of building a great relationship, would have not caused Kate and I's bond to get this far. may God forgive you for your sins and I wish you cash for you need to get a good plastic surgeon. Peace ;p

RAINDROPS FALLING ON MY HEAD

2006-07-24T17:16:00.000+13:00

and it's killing me.

For so many years, I've loved this type of weather. Where I wake up hearing the loud cries of rain and the whooshing of the wind, eat eat eat (binging is great when there's a typhoon, I think) and bond with the only people I talk with, enjoy with, and get trapped in the house with - My Family.

So now, I'm beginning to despise the weather.

Hell, I'm all alone, seating in front of my brother's PC. Typing nonsense words away and just imagining how life should have been if I didn't leave home and study here in Manila.

By now I should still be half asleep, hearing sounds made by the loud-est television ever - bringing out lines from whatever DVD they've popped in. I'd probably hear my nieces plyaing, laughing, shouting and crying! I'd perhaps find myself getting off my bed because of the smell of one great big breakfast. Then the next thing I know, I'm playing cards, board games or just sitting in front of the tv watching Romie and Michelle's High School Reunion.

Now tell me reasons why I shouldn't go crazy without my family around.

I Love them raised to the infinite. I miss them ultra. God knows I'd trade everything just for them to stay with me.

- - - - -

p.s. My Sissie Choobee is a week pregnant! Everyone in the family's thrilled! I wish my sissie and her new baby to have good health all throughout. Oh! I miss my nieces Jarah and Lianne. :*(

JEDJE IS BENTE-DOS

2006-07-20T18:01:00.000+13:00

Happy Birthday to the music-aficionado, pc addict and superb guitarist I've known since god knows when! ;p

To my ever dearest housemate, roommate, dvd buddy, binger pal, mortal enemy, forever dinner date, cook and critic, MIONG!

I wish you success in everything you do. I know I always piss you off and I know I have been a bad ~~brother~~ sister for how many years, but let me congratulate you for always managing to stand amidst my frequent show of not-so-good attitudes. ;p

My respect is always with you. I Love You, Big Brother! ;p

PANGARALAN

2006-07-17T04:30:00.000+13:00

As usual, last night, I was with my gay friends - the peepz from g4m bagets: Paris, Kenz, Arbs, Jeck, Eman, Ge including our Mommy Zico plus Ate Micaela and Tita Kris spelled fun at its best. We laughed, laughed and amazingly, I do learn a lot from them.

We were at Seattle's to meet the other guys when I had the first set of advices from Mommy Zico. That is to love yourself more than anyone else, to have different sets of friends and to build a stong relationship with God and yourself. I wouldn't stress details here why he came up with those pieces of advice being fed to me but the thing is, I needed those words and I should live by them.

Pic: Arbie, Paris, Mommy Zico and Myrrh

To everyone who shared their thoughts and insights with me, thanks! Big Help, now it's time for me to just wait and see who this special someone will be. Thanks muchos to Paris who got me tete-a-tete at Mini Stop where he shared me experiences that he wouldn't want happening to me.

I'm happy I belong to this family.

***

I miss my biological family! I love you all so much. ;)

Seven Girls and one Beautiful Faggot

2006-07-15T00:21:00.000+13:00

I'm not feeling well. I think I'm gonna shed off sticks to prevent me from feeling this way again...

anyway, I just want to do something I haven't been doing lately. That is, post individual messages for my friendships who I miss bigtime! ;p

Cruz: Hey! I hope you're not nagtatampo. I've been looking forward to being with you and our other friendships and a while back was really fun! Really, I was touched when you and Porkchop managed to raid me in spite of the bad weather and the liblib place. I've been meeting new people and being with new friends lately, but I know you know that our friendship has gone a long way - something no one can ever beat. ;p

De Jesus: Mommy Rhyn, I miss you and Gab. I miss how you and Kate chain-smoke, I miss Gab's mataray look and hell I just miss your presence! I'm looking forward to seeing you and our baby! mwah mwah!

Flores: Hey friendship, so you're feeling not-so-good as well. Get well soon! ;) Go go go lang sa Ecosoc! Yakang-yaka natin yan!!! ;)

Inciong: Pssssst! I saw you kanina! Grabe I miss being with you during lunch. Your chikas about practically everything! I still feel bad because our plans last summer didn't push through, but I'm praying that next summer would compensate our really tigang summer! ;p

Jocson: Hey you! I was really nagtatampo kanina but seeing you and Kate rushing to Don Antonio made my tampo disappear! hahaha... Aside from your explanation, of course! hehehe... Basta whoever your heart cries and craves for, dun ako. I know how love has been knocking your brain off, pero hey! Sa puso parin! hahaha

Romua: Hey Bestchum! How could I forget the best fag hag I've ever met?!We super miss you! And your quest for finding me a boyfie isn't over yet huh?! hahaha.. I'll look forward to the moment you get here in Manila and just make kwento about your life there, girl! we just miss you! sobra!

Zabala: Heyhey! Busy-ness! I know! I love seeing us getting busy because of org, and hey! like I always say, we should make it 'til the end! Para lahat kayong friendships ko Executive Officers nah! hahahaha...

*sniff*

I'm really looking forward to being with you guys! I'm really trying hard to reach out to you gurls but I swear, amidst my making-way-just-to-be-with-you-guys really pas-off lalo na if I see you in the org room and chat with you even for just a couple of minutes.

The friendship we have matches no other. Wala nang tatalo.

World, I Love these girls, and I will forever be grateful to God for having them as my friendships. No stir! I'm always in high spirits when I'm with you all. Lovesyou ultra!

***pic: First year college, everyone's skinny and innocent... hahahaha! ;p

CHAIN SMOKING, MUSCLE-STRETCHING & MEETING NEW FRIENDS

2006-07-12T20:48:00.000+13:00

It's raining cats and dogs outside. Classes were suspended because the University where I go apparently has a wide and deep sea, So here I go typing boredom away and then the next minute comes a post with the subtitles again. I missed blogging, but I think the blogging world doesn't. hahaha... Top three things that have happened, here they go.

Muscle Stretching.
I've been included in my org Volleyball Team. Yeah, we're training on Wednesdays at the Felix Huertas gym, so if you're kinda near that place, you could spot me there doing the serving, receiving and gawd-damn spiking the ball.

Like I didn't have much of my dose on fitness. I also joined my major org's Dancesquad. I'm off to lift small girls as they do stunts and routines. Yay! Plus, Imma do dancing too, which I really miss doing! Warming up takes me lots of pain, but I think this would help burn my excessive-excess fats. No?

Meeting New Friends.
Yeah, I've met a couple of nice new good friends who do nothing but make me laugh until I feel a illusion that I already have a six-pack abs. The guys of guys4men.com especially under the thread G4M Bagets really tickle out the wiggle-bone in me. Plus new friends form 3BA4 (classmates of my newfound hags Kat and Grace who are also my co-scarlets) Francis (remember my Subic beach with my friendships? Francis owns the BIG house in Pampanga, yep where the teleserye Gulong ng Palad was shot.. ;p) and Martin. Being with them after class is really something I look forward to, aside from smoking my lungs out after Mr. Bernabe or Mr. Villasis steps out of our class.. hahahaha...

photo: Francis, Myrrh and Martin @ Momo's Grill.

***

I miss my family! I love you guys!. My eldest brother Nunogon will be leaving for Dubai on the 22nd. Whilst my big sissie Choobee will be visiting me and big brother Jedje on the 19th.

Happy thoughts lifetime, bigtime! Lovesyou Boss!

***

Last Song Syndrome:

2006-07-07T03:48:00.000+13:00

If being a havaianas addict is equal to Miss Pammy, then her addiction is slowly bringing me concrete proofs that it's contagious.

When I saw the link from her blog, [http://nocturnalangel2.blogspot.com]

tears fell from my eyes...

rolled over my eye~~bags~~ trunks...

and met my lips...

I didn't really cry. But I ~~like like like~~ want want want the Havaianas Dragon in Gold.

May the Lord God drop a box of this in size 41/42 or 43/44 tonight, so that when I open my still, puffy eyes in the morning, I'd see his ~~morning glory~~ piece of glory beside my bed...

PERKY

2006-07-04T03:13:00.000+13:00

active, alert, animated, aware, bouncy, bright, brisk, bubbly, buoyant, cheerful, cheery, gay, jaunty, lively, spirited, sprightly, sunny, vivacious

***

Dr. Nelia Franco, my professor in Marketing Research made my day.

I always see to it that I make no mistake when MWF-1:00 to 2:00 PM arrives plus make sure that I preserve the impression Dr. Franco has for me - the lovely quaint bisexual sitting along the isle.

I love impressing people - the way I keep trying to be a person who's hard to please.

Yesterday, I found myself troubled with the fact that I wasn't able to study nor even remembered to bring home my MR book which was rotting on top of our org shelves in the org room.

A minute before MR comes, I still haven't seriously and wholeheartedly read a line in my book. Nothing has been imbibed by it and my cold hand's beginning to shake like hell. I thought for a second, "well, this first shot might turn out to be not that good, but there'll always be next time."

After about thirty minutes of squeezing reasoning skills in my mind, I could barely hand-out my paper when the professor finally called the time. Everyone else was noisy, I was at some point, asking "ano yung sagot mo sa ano, eh yung sa ano, ay shucks! mali ako! f*cker, yun ba yun?!..." yaddah-yaddah.

And minutes after, the preppy Dr. Nelia called out.

"I think only two from this class have the correct answer -

Tuazon and Lao To"

I swear, I could've leaped out from my chair and scream and flash my big eyeballs out like Miss Botswana did when she won Miss Universe 1999 against our Miriam Quiambao.

Myrrh smiles. And with every absurd statement voiced out by my classmates, I just blithely say "hahaha. chamba lang!"

I wish this would happen again.

Happy thoughts. Yearound.

THE NOT-SO-LONG POST

2006-06-30T00:10:00.000+13:00

For the past days, I've been reasoning things out with regards to how I take my pass on a blog post. Now I get a clearer idea why I keep on avoiding an emo post - that's because I don't want to get literally emotional (read: crying in front of the cafe's pc) and all that. But let me enumerate some of the most significant things that are, apparently happening to me.

Lianne, my first niece, the little girl who knows how to make beso-beso-chika-chika everytime I see her, the one who calls me ROMIR in front of bazillion people, together with her mom who bought me the havaianas angeli cartunistas 2006 and lianne's dad, left the country to permanently settle in Doha, Qatar - the place where the next SEA Games will take place. It pierces my heart solid when I get reminded that the niece I thought would always be near is miles away. God knows I'll miss her and all the silly things she does. Basta, Lianne, Tito Min loves loves loves you.

I've moved into my new home. I'm in the third floor of the building where in its J-unit resides a sweet, pretty and sexy angel. Although everything's still in the adaptation level, I'm loving my new home. Far from the times when I get a big dose of paranoia everytime it rains. I've got more privacy than before and I feel more secured. So far, so good @ 708-J! ;)

Org's been pretty well, and so is my academics too. We haven't taken any quiz yet, so my brain's still intact. I'm loving Marketing Research and Laws & Obligations. ;) The only thing I hate about my new session is that IT KEEPS ME STARVING! I have been living two years of my life without religiously having breakfast but for heaven's sake! I can't live without breakfast and lunch!

Yesterday afternoon, at about 3 in the afternoon, my sweet friendships made a good deed of waiting for me until my Economics professor sends me and my classmates home after his last class. It was a mini-reunion. Even though my best chum Lori, and my other friendships Mother Rhyn and ELiza weren't around, I still feel genuinely elated because our friendship's worth is starting to prove itself. We don't belong in the same majors anymore (Jello, Eliza and Kate are future Economists while Jeza, Doinx and I are their future bosses! peace! ;p). I had a great time. I miss and lovesyou all, friendships!

I'm missing my family, super duper. I love you guys, I'll be seeing you all soon! when? hahaha.. go figure! basta, I assure you, Imma get home one time before pa the birthday of my lovely niece Jarah!

So far, everything's in place. I amazingly love school (I hope I get this feeling year round), my niece's happy in Qatar, my family are okay and life's been pretty cool. My acknowledgment to God who I heart deeply.

MYRRH AND VIKTOR

2006-06-28T04:14:00.000+13:00

I still feel my head numb like someone punched my brain off my skull.

I Love INO CALUZA, the designer for VIKTOR JEANS, an expensive local brand of jeans that spells oomph on its fit. I love love love his jeans. I've seen a pair of his creation (metallic denim jeans worn by Bryanboy) and literally, I drooled my way on looking at it. Custom-made, glamorous, perfect-fitting jeans.

I can't afford to own even a pair. But his story had me inspired. Adding inspiration to my hopeless case.

The story of his jeans. I heart.

For over a year now, I've been doing my daydream designs when I find myself in stupor - feeling the lack of inspiration derived from art. I do couture (that's why the bagets call me couture gurl) and jeans design.

I'm not good at designing clothes, but I CAN and I'm not hesitant to LEARNING HOW.

With each stroke, I imagine myself watching well-moulded-statuesque men and women do the catwalk wearing my creations. Then on the latter part of the show, I'd be walking down the long-long-long ledge to the tune of spice girls' wannabe, in my own-designed custom-made white leather and white denim jeans with a bouquet handed to me by the top model from agency from where I hired them. Aaaah... Pleasure.

I wanna be INO CALUZA. I admire him for his talent and his philosophy about jeans.

No more Seven Jeans and True Religion. No more Antik and Citizens. VIKTOR's king.

He finished college at UST too and I'm beginning to think that with patience and hard work, I could be the next VIKTOR with my own MYRRH.

Who knows?

- - -

Read an artcile about INO CALUZA HERE

LONG LONG POST STILL COMING UP! I'M WORKING ON IT! =p

2006-06-27T03:32:00.000+13:00

ONE HUGE POST COMING RIGHT UP!
I've blogged zero for aeons, get ready for payback time!

2006-06-20T00:56:00.000+13:00

HAPPY SECOND BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!

greeneight.blogspot.com [formerly myrrhfrancis.blogspot.com]

Two years have gone by, and still, this site has carried me from my rendition of saddest lines to the giddying sound of my plump overweight body swinging for happiness.

Cheers to more years of happy thoughts!

MY FATHER NAMED PAPA ;)

2006-06-18T15:49:00.000+13:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO THE ONLY MALE INHABITANT OF THIS PLANET WHO HAS ACCEPTED ME FOR WHO I AM.

I Love You, Papa. I know how you've worked hard for us, your family to go on with life. That's why I am truly blessed for God has given me parents like you and mama. I couldn't imagine life without you, or should I say, I could have not lived this life without you as my parents - you as my father. I know I could never be the perfect son, but like I always tell, I'll be better. I pray that God would give you both longer life so that I could have my turn to show life how I want you to see it. I love you and mama infinite.

x's: I'm eyeing on the Havaianas Peacock Print and Havaianas Silver Metallic. I want, I want, I want!!! ;)

COUNTING AND MOVING

2006-06-15T02:24:00.001+13:00

I've been going solo for quite sometime now, but it's just a couple of hours ago since I realized how literally am I alone in the big metro of this third-world country.

Alone. Yes.

Since Monday, I've been living solitude in my apartment. I did the pressing of my school uniform, watched tv from the news to the part where the station flashes on the various engineers and stuff who build up their programs. Life's quite boring like forever, and it isn't even funny anymore.

Before I left my province, I got myself a shot of a lifetime.
A positive and a 'not-so-good-but-normal-thing' one. My sibs and I raided Pagudpud, Ilocos Norte (yeah yeah, imagine us residing on the north tapos we'd drag our overweight arses up to the farthest pa) everything was fun except for the thought that I nearly got drowned in the god-knows-who built that damnfarking private pool.

I should be dead by now. But hey, I shouldn't yet. I saved myself.

But that isn't the dumbfarking-slash-normal thing that would payoff our beach fun.

My two big sissies had a fight. I know, they always do. But this time, I think it's quite serious. More dumbfarking serious than I expect this seemingly shallow misunderstainding to be. I won't dig up on details about it, but the mere fact that tow of the people I love are clashing their minds and hearts out pains me like a full-body tattoo.

Last night I got the chance to catch my big sis via YM. I asked her right away whether they've ironed things out already.

myrrh0880: bati nba kayo ni achy?
choobeegirl: Slight...
myrrh0880: ngek.. eh kelan kayo magbabati?
choobeegirl: Basta, pareho kaming nasaktan...
...
choobeegirl: ano'ng regalo natin sa despedida?
myrrh0880: ewan, wala nman ako jan this sunday , why think? kayo mag-isip! hahaha
myrrh0880: gusto ko lahat ng pics natin in an album pero soft copy. Parang presentation.
choobeegirl: ay ewan, kayo na bahal jan! hahaha..
...

I think they're okay now. I wish. I'm praying.

- - -

Since yesterday, I've been so preoccupied with my new org obligation. I was appointed Logistics and Events head for Scarlet-Commerce. We did a room to room campaign which started this morning causing me to skip some of my subjects this first day of school. I've been given the chance to attend my first class (LAW), everyone seems to be cool, but the funny thing is, I only know a handful of my new classmates and out of these peepz, I only know three of them by their fisrt names. Now how could I be class president?!

Sacrifices, yeah we should make. But this doesn't mean I always have to make way for my org to come first. Nah-uh. I've had a dose of my own medicine. I think it's time to spell FOCUS on my academics now. Yeah, I think now's the right time. Not tomorrow, but NOW.

Freshies were all-over, and oh gawd! forgive me for my pedo-philic tendencies, but some of these cute babies are hot! At one point during our room to room campaign, this cutie even made me lose track on my speech! hahaha

- - -

My big sis and my niece plus her dad will be leaving for the middle east next week, I've gained 2-digit pounds again. I wouldn't be able to join lunch with my friendships like forever, My hair's gotten totally dry. My toes are swelling (they're in school shoes again!) plus I still have these thoughts about the O.N.S. thing.

Oh, call this My Life.

- - -

But on the other side of this seemingly melancholic post, I still pull on a roll pf inspiration from my family who I miss so much.

I'll be hopping on a new apartment next week! Big sister says how lucky am I to have the room she's been waiting for all her stay here in Manila.

I'll be re-posting my Father's Day post! I thought Papa's Day was last Sunday! hahaha... I love my Dad, forever! ;) I love my Mom! I Love my Family!...

Happy thoughts. Bring me happy thoughts. Bonus na ang Boyfriend! God, please do. ;)

I HEART MY BIG SISTER!

2006-06-07T03:14:00.000+13:00

I don't do this everday. But today's post a special one, because I feel extremely blessed to have her as my sister. ;p Juliet Lao To-Huenda, thanks for making me libre the pair of cartunistas I'm dying to have since last last week. :D I've been saving lots'a moolah for something more grand but you still provided me with this angel! Thanks muchos, Achy! Mwah mwah! ;p

It's June 6, 2006 (06-06-06) Some say it's bad luck, but I don't think so. One pair of the world's best flip-flops ain't spelling bad luck for me.. ;p

CURACHA

2006-06-05T16:44:00.000+13:00

Chipped-off nail polish and a severe back pain. Grabe! I was a Curacha in its literal sense.

Last Saturday, I dragged my bitchy arse on my way to Antipolo for my org team building. We spent the whole afternoon doing activities (my group was a total winner! kudos to our team leader Amos) and the whole evening 'til morning swimming our lungs out. Yeah yeah, nagtampisaw lang ako! So what if I'm no swimmer?! hahaha =D We chit-chatted after every swim session, laughed at every possible source and felt emotional at some point, especially when Ces (Scarlet-C Exec Sec) and Cheng (Scarlet-A) plus I girl-talked about some pretty below the level topics. Yeah, I've blurted it all out, and what's amzing's that they understood what I meant, plus they gave me pieces of advise, that I think would do me good.

We left the resort at noon and I reached home 2pm. I had another lamyerda then so I flew my way to the university and had the rendezvous with Sean at McDonalds. We're set to run for SM Mall of Asia, and without much time to spare, we took the three-step travel to the big mall. Jeep-LRT-Jeep. Nice.

We met Miggy and his beau, Carlo at Figaro. Amazingly, we had so much fun keeping the conversation alive to the point where we got so noisy! hahaha =D. After the "warm-up" we decided to watch Manay Po which was, I think, really appropriate for the modd. hahahaha! =D

An hour before the movie, we drained time at Timezone where I got to do some face-off with some guy on a Tekken battle, I lost despite using Hwoarang. =( then we did some picture-pictures with so much rendition of every gayness Sean and I could possibly project! ;p

When we found ourselves seating on the Überly-freezing cinema, we realized that the place was full of People-like-us, so it was doubl;e fun seeing PLU kissing, necking, and stuff! hahahaha..

The movie was hilarious! We didn't stop laughing 'til the end. I really love Cherry Pie Picache, her royal highness pinay comedienne. Wala nang tatalo sa kanya! I lust Luis Alandy more than Polo Ravales. Hahahaha... After the movie, we had dinner at Sbarro and we flew our horses back home half past ten.

Carlo (Miggy's beau) and I had the worst travel back home. I wouldn't bother giving details, basta, we ended up walking my havaianas on the sticky-trashy-yucky floors of Divisoria, go figure!

***

Yesterday was balikbayan day! =D

My brother-in-law reached Manila last Friday. My sissie and niece (who calls me ROMIR) spent a one-day-one-night at Trader's. We did a smooth slide on our way to the place wher Magic is. At Enchanted Kingdom. I'm too lazy to type details, basta the funniest thing that happened is when my big sissie got so excited to ride on the Space Shuttle which ended up seeing/hearing her curse me for encouraging them to try the once-in-a-lifetime experience! hahahaha... I hate that bias Rio Grande Rapids, everyone didn't get wet, except fo me (Well, mermaid kasi, so why not?! ;p)

All else was super fun, I wish the rest of my family was there too. =(

***

I've blogged long. I still haven't purchased the Angeli Cartunistas, and it's beginning to haunt me.

I miss my family, gusto konang umuwi! My little sis' first college day today, I wish her luck and my little brother too! ;p I love you all! mwah mwah.

I hope I'd get to fix my LTS asap, The thought of it's killing me.

Help me, God.. :D

THIS FAT-ASS GAY'S BACK!

2006-06-02T02:34:00.000+13:00

Yey! I'm back in the city and it seems that I've stayed away from blogging for like a year or so. See! Yeah, that's how dumbass lazy I am when I'm in that place, it simply spells FUN and STAY AWAY FROM THE BLOGWORLD BECAUSE YOU'RE TIRED.. Haha, kiddin'! I was just too lazy to use my bony polish-chipping fingers and type my life away. It's like I wanna blog but I just can't find the right mood too, parang I feel that I've got so many nonsense things to do rather than blogging... =) Oh well, enough is enough is enough is enough.. P0t* what's happening with me?!

**
I got here via ESCA and Mang Boy of course! I was with my pretty but Über-kulit niece Juliana who calls me ROMIR in front of zazillion people, my eldest sister "Shooliet" who now loves havaianas, my eldest brother "Nunogon" who's already asking for the havs I promised and her wifey Criz. We did nothing but to Pig-out on fastfoods and the legendary Über-yumminess-tsalap-tsalap Edna's cakeland! I heart their sylvannas and carrot bars.. yum yum *DORA* Delicioso! ;p

**
I'm set to enroll myself for next sem tomorrow. I'll be leaving Manila too for our team building in Antipolo with my orgmates (Scarlet Commerce) - I'm crossing my fingers and toes for this, ladies and gentlemen for I doubt if I'd have fun with some peepz, but hey! Ako pah! I think I will, I hope I will, Oh guys, pray for me.. ;p

**
Remember my brother in law who's working in Qatar?! Well, he's gonna fly back here. So my big sissie's mega-excited and I can't blame her. More than Six months of not seeing her hubby is a lot of sacrifice. It pains me though that big sissie and my little niece would be leaving this third-world country pretty soon. =(

**
Anyhoohow, I got myself the latest edition of ICON magazine. And yeah, Polo Ravales is hot hot hot! I haven't read it though, I'll give it a shot mamaya. ;p

And... I'm drooling over the gorgeous babies I've seen two weeks ago at all flip-flops [the peacock-printed white havaianas and the angeli cartunistas], send me some moolah, father God! ;p

On second thought, God, just keep me and my family safe, happy, long-life and healthy! ;D Bonus nalang if you give me flip-flops pa! ;p

I LOVE 32

2006-05-25T11:42:00.000+13:00

HAPPY 32nd WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO THE PAIR WHO BROUGHT SEVEN BEAUTIFUL AND INTELLIGENT KIDS (that includes me) IN THIS PERFECT WORLD...

Mama and Papa. Words aren't enough to tell you both how much I feel lucky, blessed and loved for having both of you as my parents. You've always showed your support for us. Everything we need and want, you've never ceased to grant. You have never made us feel deprived of the beautiful things in the world - having both of you in our lives is as perfect as how we perceive perfection to be. I know there are times that we, your children, especially I, fall short on your expectations. Like when you envisioned Romir being an accountant but won't ever be, but still, when you said that I should pursue my career with any choice I make, I could not be luckier and more loved.

We're truly blessed for you've both loved us unconditionally. Love, as we can give, is way better than a bouquet of roses and each a pair of the best flip-flops in the world. Love we could only express by saying I Love You, every now and then. Love which brought us into this world, and the Love we will forever thank God for.

I may not be the perfect son you could have, but I promise, I'd be better.

Cheers to the most important pair in my life!
I Love You Mama and Papa.

-Romir Francis

ERASE THE V...

2006-05-22T02:18:00.000+13:00

Nangyari hindi tulad ng inaasahan.
Umayaw nung una, sa huli'y pinagbigyan.
Unang salang 'di tulad ng inaasam.
Ngayo'y mistulang tuluyan nang nilisan.

Tumalon, sumayaw, sumigaw.
Humalik, lumuhod, magsalita.
Bawat detalye bungad sa alaala.
Ngunit bakit parang nabalewala?

Sumakay, umindayog, gumulong.
Ngumiti, kumagat, tumikim.
Lahat ng makita'y nagpapaalala.
Na bakit hindi kinayang kumontra.

Kuntento, masaya, tamang-tama.
Isang gabi'y mistulang habang-buhay.
Ayos, sige, okay lang 'yan.
Pilit na itinatanim sa kukoteng sablay.

Ngunit sa kabilang banda'y hindi nagsisisi.
Sa piniling landas kahit hindi nag atubili.
Hindi nga tulad na kinikitang kapalaran,
Ngunit sariling isip naman ang aking sinundan.

Nagkatitigan, nag-usap, sumunod.
Sa madilim na silid, pilit sinusulit.
Ang bawat minutong lumipas.
Ayos parin dahil nagawa na, sa wakas!

Though I feel guilty, dirty and desperate. I'm still looking at the seemingly dim "bright" side of my story. Yeah, I may have done it the way I didn't dream it do be, but I still feel gladkasi nagawa kong maging tao,kahit papaano . I have faced it, and it was my choice. And when I point things on the decisions I have done, I always feel proud. The best and worst, they may be, but the important thing is, I made them, and there's no telling Myrrh if he could the whole oreo cheesecake or the whole roasted pig.

MAY 21, 2006. 3:45AM, cut the V tag.
Sure, I'm okay. ;)

***

x's: Happy Birthday to my ever-cheerful and beautifulfriendship, Jeanesse. Lovesyou!

SPECIAL NEWS

2006-05-21T02:05:00.000+13:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SOLE BESTCHUM, LORI.

Yeah, we haven't seen each other for nearly two years na, but I want you to know that I, together with our other friendships will always be here, no matter how far you may be.

Lovesyou like Oreo Cheesecake. mwah mwah.

***

HE heard my prayers. The other night, Armelle (A former blocmate) sent me an SMS about an org-thing. I told her I can't compromise because I'm having this problem regarding how sucky-sucker my section is. Then she asked if I'd want to exchange sections with her because she has this part-time job in a call-center, and so I hurled my skinny ass and jumped for joy! I helped her make a requisition letter for us to be re-sectioned. Now, I'll be under 3BA3, Morning session. Classmates like Mady, Fidel, Lora, Cecilia, Kaye and Clarisse would be there! I wish I'd be elected as class president. I love class challenges Ü.

***

Achy, Lianne, Shobe, Manang Edna and Ate Flor (Achy's Asst) raided me in my topsy-turvy apartment last thursday. Shobe has braces nah! hahaha! Shala shala. I love it when my family visits me her. It just excites my myrrh-spirit.. hehehe.. ;)

We'll come home hopefully Tuesday night. Mom and Dad's 27th Wedding Anniversary will be on Saturday. I'll buy them each a pair of havaianas! hahaha.. A havaianas family, that is.. ;) Love you both!..

***

Summer School ends on Friday. I love it. Love it. Love it. I miss my friendships but I miss my home more. I wish everything would be just fine... I love my life. I love HIM above for giving me this kind of life... ;)

the MAJOR problem

2006-05-17T00:59:00.000+13:00

Knowing the fat ass-nocturnal-princess in me, it would be normal when you see me now jumping in ecstacy after learning that I'll spend the next two years in college under a pm sked.

Morning for me is the moment I check my time registered 9AM, realizing that I'm still lying in bed. Tasting my spoiled saliva, having a bad headache, thinking of what's ahead of me for the day. I hate waking up early, but in this case, I would start loving the early morning breeze, just for me to stay in the AM session, or even the MID.

I've got my friends, my org, my life. I'm aware that I'm not at my best on late afternoons. I know myself more than anyone in the world.

And I know too, that I won't make good in both my academics and extra-curriculars when I step on the PM shift.

God, please help me.

*To those who, in any way, could help me with this problem, please don't hesitate to send me a message. ym:myrrh0880 / mobile:09156060477. I'm under the 3BA7 section, and I would want to be transeferred to any section from 3BA1 to 3BA6. Thanks

The Only Woman I Love...

2006-05-14T22:09:00.000+13:00

Mother's Day is like Recognition Day. This is the time when I get to really do good things for my Mom and my sissies. Too bad I wasn't able to come home with my big bro to greet her personally. I got my mom, and my two wicked big sissies bouquets each. I called my mom the moment I woke up this morning.. ah, err, this afternoon. ;)

Yes. my name was from my parents. Half from Papa and the other half from Mama. Romeo and Irene, equals Romir. And if loving yourself is the greatest love of all, loving my parents beats that song big time.

It would take me millions of words if I would relate to you some things that would make my Mom, the best mom in the world. A million gazillion letters, all I know is that I am the luckiest person in the world to have my Mom as my mother, nothing more.

A husband, Seven Kids. One Family

Hardwork, patience, laughter, and tons and tons and tons of love, and there's this one person who I'll never hesitate offering my life to.

The person I'll eternally be proud of and the only female species I will always adore.
Mama is and will forever be the most beautiful woman in the world.

Mama, I Love You raised to infinity.

Photos: Top - Myrrh and Mom
Above - Myrrh, Mom, Juli and Mei

Jaranjaranjanjan...

2006-05-12T01:56:00.000+13:00

Yey.

Yeah Yeah Yeah. So what if I've been un-updating my blog for twenty aeons already. I know I know, I have to make it up to my sweet 'ol home. *ehem* let's see what we've got.

Last two weekends (last weekend and the other weekend), I was living a life of happiness because I got my tight ass board the executive bus for my province. I had lot'sa fun. Sleepover at my big sissie's place, playing with my lovely niece Sarah, tons of food plus vodka cruiser raspberry during big sis mei's birthday, Juliana's third birthday party at the hotel, the siksikan sa hotel suite intended only for Juliana, but her Tito's and Tita's came and dressed up in the same room. Badminton with Mom and Dad, Picture-picture with everyone, missing my quiz and my prelims, loving loving loving summer, and there goes the life I left again when I came back here in Manila.

Aww gawsh, I miss them again. *Love You Guys!*

In a matter of two weeks, my brother-in-law Rommel would be coming home from Qatar, I can't explain how excited my Big Sis is whenever she updates us with regards to my BIL, like when he got their new car a Honda Accord in silver *nice nice!*, but we're all excited to see him too! But it really saddens me because I won't be seeing my niece for a long time starting June 25 because they'll all be flying out of the country. I can't imagine coming home without my kulit niece, Juliana around. *Love You millions, Lianne!* With my BIL's homecoming, we're gonna be moving to another pad *yahooo!* but the problem is, my roommate (big brother meo) and I have not been painstakingly getting our twenty million-pound legs to move and find ourselves a new home. There are choices coming, though, but I'd still opt for the place that's practically near everything but danger. Repeat after me: "I hate floods. I hate smoke belchers. I hate a lousy neighborhood". So if there would be suggestions, my blog's super open for it! ;)

Last night was Ladies' Night. Yeah, Ladies night. So what's exciting about that? well, finding myself accept that technically, I am not a lady (I paid the entrance fee for guys @ Clubber's in Malate) seems not to be something to giggle about, but the mere fact that I partied (and danced my cellulites away like hell) hard, I was accompanied by four lovely ladies, all from Laguna, all a year or at least month older that me. Seksi Nori, Aiza (ex-orgmate), DiDi and Tin. It was fun, fun like going home 5am without keys so I have to disturb my big bro roommate from his blissful slumber. Hahaha.

A couple of hours ago, Finally, I've seen MI3. And heel-hell-hill-yeah! The movie was Überly fantastic! Wait, let me clear things out, I'm really not an action movie fanatic, but give me three reasons why I dragged mine and my roommate big brother's plump arses to Gateway to see the movie: 1.) Everyone seems to have watched it, majority of them loved it but dissed Tom. 2.) At one point in my life, I drooled on Tom Cruise and vowed to watch his movies. and 3.) The last time I watched a movie (Grandma's Boy, which apparently is a total trash) was more than a month ago. Where did my movie-buffing-buffy-vampiring-slayer-powers have gone? Hahaha. I so love love love the movie. Laurence Fishburne, I thought, looked like my brother (something he didn't think was funny.. hehehe) Michelle Monaghan is I think as sexy as Lara Croft, and we're triplets. Lurve Maggie Q for her invaluable rendistion of "how to drive a car as nice as this". I lust Jonathan Rhys-Meyers since Bend it Like Beckham and now, I lust him even more! hahaha. The whole of the everything of the movie of the JJ Abrams of the whole wide hollywood world was fantastic. No other word but the big sparkly F - Fantastic.

I'm feeling sick. I think everything's not in the right place and only God knows how to make me do the moves. Oh God, please do.

I miss my family, I miss my friendships. Mwah

2006-05-09T23:54:00.000+13:00

Happy
Birthday
MeiMei!
For a sister, a friend, a boss and a ka-chat and ka-coffee who's always been there.
Lovesyou most. Words can't explain how much I look up to you dear sistah. Mwah!

FIRST NIECE

2006-05-05T03:16:00.000+13:00

Happy Third Birthday to my Sweet Darling Baby, Juliana Rein. Romir Loves You! ;)

x's: I got myself THIS!
and I got my two nieces [Juliana and Sarah] havaianas kids flora in yellow and pink too! ;)