Monday, June 28, 2004
God, please read this...

Today was Okay.. [bah! rhyming! ;-b]

Last night, there's this one person [jackson daw] who would want to meet me sa Shakey's españa. I entertained him knowing na ginu-goodtime lang ako ni Marj because mnanlilibre daw xa for her birthday. I asked her the same night pero I received a message telling she has not been doing anything next day.

The next morning [today], he told me that he won't be needing me anymore. [duh! as ii I need him].

^^^^^^^^

Yes! Absent si MATIAS!.. No red irritations!!!

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AT last na-feel ko rin na tanggap nila ang pagkatao ko sa USTe barkada ko through ELiza.. ;-b Kala ko paman din siya yung pinakamahirap pakisamahan, yun pala, hindi.

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Punta daw sila Achy Mei dito first week of July. ANg saya! miss kona kasi sila lalo na si Jarah. Grabe!!! Miss kona sila Mama at Papa and John and SHobe.. Lahat sila!...

*Kaya mo yan myrrh!, kaya mo yan!*

Sana bukas mas okay pah! ;-b

Sana mabasa 'to ni God...

Sunday, June 27, 2004
I Hope..

Exhausted.. Tired...

I just came from this so-called RACE2LEAD
Some sort of a challenge na pakana ng PRE_COM society officers.

It's like an initiation.. To trace daw kung pwede kami sa kahit saang field...

*You know what?! BADTRIP TALAG AKO!!!*

Feeling ko hindi ako makukuha
Because they like this one person [kalaban ko]
because HE always makes THEM Laugh...

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Shet! MATIAS na naman bukas! PUTA!!!

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Sana okay lahat bukas...

*I wish*

God knows...

Saturday, June 26, 2004
MANY THINGS TO SAY.. LIL' TIME

HALLER PRECOM SOCIETY!

hEY! ThEy gOt me!
BuT not yet sure...

We're gonna have this challenge tomorrow.
Something called like "Race2Lead"..

*Pakana ng Mga Senior Opisers namen*

ANyways...
Ang saya! excited nako! hehehe...

^^^^^^^^

May bago na naman akong CRUSH!
Si J_M_S... basta.. he's not that cute
pero I like this person talaga..

clue: CCSC Officer xa.. hehehe...

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I called up mama kanina..
I miss them so much nah!...
I LoVe you!

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Peste! Ang pangit ng kuha ko sa suking's!
nawalan tuloy ako ng ganang ituloy ung ilusyon koh!!

Hope 2morow will be good..

I hope God will really know... ;-b

GTG MUNA.. KOL OF NATURE! ;-b

Friday, June 25, 2004
Let's Talk about FriEndShiP...

I HATE THIS DAY...

We had this SILLY [and I mean S-I-L-L-Y] election of our class' officers.

I was nominated as P.R.O. [I asked them to nominate me because I heard of this campus-wide club having all class PRO's. And my purpose of having me nominated-and hoped to be elected was to be one of them]. But some fat guy [SONNY BOY]who I don't really talk to just came into the scene asking for a recount. kate, who then was the presiding officer took the request and had a quick recount [3 times!].. 1st count i won, second i still had the votes and the third made 'mR. Yu' win.

*Tang ina! kaya pala ako pinatalo kasi gusto nila akong maging MUSE.. Pucha!!! Minura-mura ko tuloy ang gaGo.. sabi niya gumaganti lang daw xa kasi ako DAW ung cause ng breakup nila ng gf nya.. Tang-ina nya! Anong pakialam ko sa kanila?! eh hindi konga alam [at hindi naman halata] na may GF yung lalakeng yun!!!*

It was all silly... Really Silly [what a rhyme!]

The rest of my day was ruined.
Not because I didn't win the election.
But because I had a classmate who is an asshole.


HEY...,!!!

*I DON'T NEED TO PLEASE EVERYBODY!*

[right! ;-b]

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Oi! I'm gonna enter the auditions for St*r Magic! hahaha...
*feeling!*
I had a pictorial at suking's españa branch. Jeneasse and Loredi accompanied me. [lori also had a take].

FRIENDS...?

Abah! pag umaalis ang isa sa amin, nagbebeso pa. pero ako hindi nila binebesohan! ;-b kadiri ba'ko?! flawless naman face ko ha?! Pero okay lang.. Siguro ang tingin nila sakin LALAKE parin... I have to understand.. after all, they're my new friends. kumbaga hindi pa namin kilala ang isa't isa...

Basta! Ewan!...

I hOpE GoD answers my prayers and would grant all my wishes...

wELL.. he knOws if he WiLL...

Thursday, June 24, 2004
May BOND PPa Ba?!

Haaaaay! Nakakapagod!...

At about 10am, I went to Karel and beth's apartment.
Maaga sana kaming nakaalis kaso ang tagal ni MarNa!..
Anyway...

We went sa SM west.
*Jablu! Sinubukan pa kaming singilin ng dagdag ng taxi driver!*

We were supposed to meet Jannah earlier. But since MarNa was late, We decided to meet nalang sa mall.

I thought jannah had a large group with her.
Yun pala, isa lang.[forgot her name!]

We were all talking about school
-New Friends
-Klasmates
-Profs
-The environment...


I actually bragged a little about my newly-found friends
[k8,jen,liz,lori,ryn,doinx,jello] but found myself flat-footed
on the center of every conversation we made...

Maybe I'm just cammoufladging about what I really felt..
Or maybe, i don't know what am i supposed to feel...


ACTUALLY,...

Miss kona BARKADA ko
[Marna,Judee,Karel,Jannah and Doreebeth]

But, REALLY, I can't compare our bonds with my new friends..
Kasi yung kina marnA, As in Genuine yun eh. Talagang may
pinagsamahan kami... Through thick and thin, we were intact...

While on the other hand, my friendship with kate and the gang
are yet to be tested...

Sana nga both sets would work out...

*Hey! Wala si MATIAS bukas! Yahhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!*

I hope tomorrow would be fun, exciting and... full of the BEST...
Sana nga...

*Sniff* I miss my family nah.. *Sniff*

Sana they'll always be in gOod health
Sana safe, Long-life and happy sila at kami lagi...

I HoPe GoD hears my prayers..

Wednesday, June 23, 2004
MY FATE ... IS TIRED, OVERUSED AND BORED

Pucha! Tinira na naman ako ni RED GUY!
San daw ako nagpa-hairdo? sa Gandang Ricky Reyes?!

I really thought today would be fun!

But I was Wrong...

It started the moment i woke up this morning...
-I woke up 6am and did the rushiest-rush hour...
-It's a mess! All the books from the shelf fell and were all scattered...
-Sumabit ako sa antenna! yun! nagsilaglagan tuloy lahat ng gamit sa ibabaw ng cabinet!
-And... UMUULAN NA NAMAN!!!

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I kept on inspiring myself that I have to go to school not only to study but also to bond more with my new friends.

gagO! feELinG kah nmamapaLa eh!!

> JeLLo, Donna & Eliza didn't join us for lunch
> Jeneasse went home early
> Kate went home ahead. [i don't know why]
> Nawala pa yata cellphone ni Lori
> Akala ko hinihintay kami matapos ni Katrina mag-P.E. yun pala, hinihintay niya yung guy-friends nya.

*Speaking of that DAMN P.E.! Yung BVC21 nagstart sila maglaro... kami... Santisimang L_E_C_T_U_R_E!!!*

It's Raining cats and dogs outside. can't think of something...

I just opened a bulletin in friendster saying that if i follow the instructions on it, my wish [whatever it may be, will be granted in a span of 3 minutes - hanggang ngayon, wala pa!]
Then, I read another - something like a horoscope saying I would be at the darkest side of my lovelife now! [FuCkShit!]

*bagsak nga pala ako sa 1st math quiz! {Punyeta!}*
{Ang pangarap.. Pangarap nalang ba?!}

I met many NEW people today... Some are vying and kinda deserving.. but.. nah! Never mind! after all, I think I won't have ANY LoVELIFE...

I hope tomorrow will be a total REBORN
[sumusunod-sa galaw mo.. sumusunod, sa galaw mo!...]

I HoPe GOD wouLd hEaR my PrAyErs...

Well, He oNLy knows...

Tuesday, June 22, 2004
FIRST PRIZE! ONE PIN BUTTON!...

TODAY...

One WOrd... T-I-R-I-N-G!!!

Exhaustion, coupled with swelled legs and abundance odor of dry sweat - YUCK!

We had our Orientation this morning at the Med. Auditorium.
The presentation was nice.
The song presented by the sophies [southborder's RAInBoW and KaHiT kAiLan] was really a grab!
I admire the fat guy with the guitar 'coz he really sings sincerely and beautifully.
i WISH i COULD SING LIKE HIM ;-b

In the afternoon, We had a road tour.
{A RAINING ROAD TOUR}

*Para kaming nag-rainforest trek! Pucha! Umuulan!*

"The Fountain of divine wisdom is... blah-blah-blah... The arch of the centuries symbolizes the blah-blah-blah..."

*Grabe! Super nakakapagod! Tapos ang ending eh bibigyan lang kami ng isang kutit na pin?! Ano yun?! PRIZE dahil halos mahimatay kami sa kapa-participate with the R-O-A-D-T-O-U-R???!!!!*

Well... What can I do?!
Eh... TAPOS NA NGA!

Matias' uncontrollable and Annoying Sarcasm will again be tested tomorrow. I hope i get to pass the very unpriviledged comments of this f***ing prof! Darn Him! [oops! her pala... hahaha!]

DARN! I miss Tugue... Again...

I hope today would be fun...
Hey! P.E. tomorrow!... Exciting!... I HOPE!...

Would my soulmate show up tomorrow?! I HOPE! hahaha!...

WeLL... OnLy God KnOwS...

Missed One Blog...

I admit. I missed writing an entry yesterday. Sorry.
But, I'll update you with WHAT HAPPENED TO ME YESTERDAY...

YESTERDAY

Yesterday was quite fine. Uhmmm. I guess.

Fortunately, Matias ended the class without a doing a thing against me.

Last Night. Manung No was had a knee reconstruction at Delos Santos' It took about three hours before the operation was completed. Ate Criz and I entertained ourselves by eating and "utilizing" the vendo machine at the hospital's lobby ehile watching tv.

We [Manung Mel, Achy Ning, Lian and I] came home past 8 in the evening. We left ate criz at the hospital.. I slept about 9:20 PM.

Monday, June 21, 2004
Quick Entry...

PAUWI NA SILA ACHY! NAKAKAHIYA NAMAN PAG WALA SILANG MADATNANG RoMiR SA APRTMENT!!!

Hey! Just got li'l time to spend to finish this entry. Well, Manung No's operation did not push thru today...

Ewan konga ba sa doktor niya! wala daw yung instrumntong gagamitin!

Well, anyway, I texted JeLLo to ask if we could have a gimik or something at SM north or maybe in Rockwell...
Sana nga matuloy!

I am still bothered by many things...

--- Pre-Com Society Officer Quest
[Leche! I think hindi ako pasado! Imagine! Inextend yung interview! puchang GaLA!!!]

--- Mr. Mattias {The Red Guy}
[Pucha! pano pag pagtripan na naman niya ako?!}

--- My dream of being a D.L. is REEEEEEAAAAAALLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY hard to fulfill..


Many questions, problems and worries...

I don't know if i'd survive...

... Well, onLy GOD knows... ;-b Nyt!

Sunday, June 20, 2004
Father's Day... And Raining...

I woke up 7am with a heavy head but a happy sight... My Sister, my niece, my brother and his wife were the people i frist saw... oh! also my cousin...

***Can't think of anything***

Manung No [my bro] will be operated today. I was atasked to accompany them... [no going-out today]...

It's father's day.. i miss Papa.. I called up this morning and greeted him.. [I talked to him while he was driving] Being homesick is not the GREAT REASON of returning back home, that's why I still am enjoying myself with school and the whole life here in manila...

5 MISSED PEOPLE:
1: My Family - My Home
2: My Barkada (judz,Rel,Ann,Marn,Beth)
3: My Classmates
4: The Louisians
5: I miss Tuguegerao...

Right now I'm nervous about what tomorrow has in store for me. [yup! tomorrow will be English-Mr.Mattias' Class and the Annoying Math and PGC!]

I don't know what to do if Mattias Strikes again.. I've already tamed and trained my hair to be outright combed and clean.. But what if there ARE other REASONS [or maybe his own reasons] of pissing me off again?!

I hope tomorrow would be cool, fun and nice.. I hope to survive Mr.Mattias' Class... I hope manung No will have a successful operation today...

I hope PAPA would be happy today and the rest of his life... After all, he deserves it... I wish him LONGER LIFE, SAFETY, GOOD HEALTH and HAPPINESS... If I have to choose my dad, I'd still choose the Dad I was dreaming to have - Mr. Romeo Ruiz Lao To,Sr. - My DAD..

I hope this rain would mean a GOOD OMEN for my FATHER and OUR FAMILY... [I miss them So Much already!]

There are so many questions [or just thoughts of being nervous for english class] that linger in my mind particularly about schooling... I hope it would all turn out well...

...onLy GOD kNoWs...

MY FIRST BLOG ENTRY...

The Epitome of Exhaustion...

TOP THREE REASONS WHY I HATE MY NEW ENVIRONMENT...

3. Punyeta! May Quiz sa RC!
2. Fuck! May Quiz sa Bio!
1. Leche! May pasok pa'ko eh sabadong-sabado!!!

Maybe i'm still at the point of adjusting from the lazy-laziest high school! Or... Maybe, COLLEGE really sucks!

So far.. 10 days hasn't done GLORY to me yet... But, i am still hoping to get what i really want to have... it may be that HIGH to reach.. but i AM still HOPING.. TRYING.. DREAMING [?!]

HALLER!? as if i'm that intelligent.. don't mention being PATIENT! and.. HARDWOR-KING!

I know that i'm acting quite IMMATURE... but what would you feel if Mr. Mattias [reminds me of THE RED GUY in Cow&Chicken] pisses you off by saying "Comb your hair".. As if i never felt holding a hairbrush and put its bristles against my HAIR!... Duh! as if he combs his HAIR... Or, as if he his head still GROWS HAIR!!!


***But hey! cheer up! it's not the end of the world!!!***

Today was supposed to be a total wreck! but still, GOD is truly MERCIFUL...

It's such fun being with my new friends
a> Jeaneasse Nerizza Zabala
b> Kathryn Louie Cruz
c> Katrina Dela Cruz
d> Eliza Flores
e> Loredi Romua
f> Maria Anjeline Jocson

I really enjoy being with these pals. though i haven't explored their true personalities yet, I still am hoping that they'd be TRUE friends as much as i WOULD value them...

CRUSHES...CRUSHES... and... MORE CRUSHES...

School's filled with various types of BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE [that includes me]

I gotta crush on you...
Punyeta! heto na naman ako! Lumalandi na naman!!!
*Tigilan mona nga yang kabalbalan mo!!!!*
Pucha! sana nga makaramdam na ang GaGo!!! ;-b

Tomorrow, Achie Ning, Lian, Manung No, and Ate Criz would be here in manila. manung No will be oprated dawn of tomorrow due to the dislocated leg bone he got from the SUCK-SOCCER!... I have been deprived from making lakwatsa tomorrow because i have to assist them... well, it's okay... I just hope everything would turn out find tomorrow...

Well.. onLy GOD knows...