Thursday, September 30, 2004
THINGS WORTH SAYING...
VOLLEYBALL ENDS, FOR NOW...
My BVC22 ended yesterday.
Mixed feelings. Glad because at last I would have a rest carrying bulky bags on wednesdays. and Sad because even for a short span of time being with my p.e. classmates, I'm gonna miss them, and playing volleyball.
I plan to have social dance this second semester.
Or swimming! hehehehe...
IN GOOD TERMS...
Andrea and I are a*okay now.
Glad that everything's alright now.. hehehe..
SECOND CHANCE...
Mrs. Santos has given us a last try for the reporting.
I really need to get the maximum grade for me to, at least, pass.
BLACK HOLE...
Lovelife begins to vacuum the deepest recesses of hope.
How will I find him, or, the better question is, Will I ever find him.
I still believe...
"Don't look for love. For love will find you when you least expect it..."
I hope...
GOOD THING...
...I'm happy with my family and firends.
...Sem-break is just a week after today.
...God is always there...
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
SPILLING IT ALL OUT...
MISINTERPRETATION, MISUNDERSTANDING, MISCONSTRUED...
Relationships become healthy when there are instances where clashes of each member's ideas are taking place.
I hate fights and arguments, especially those that come among my friends.
I am looking forward for us to be a*okay again. Friendship is something really important to me.
Sorry, I know I was wrong. But we should admit that we both had mistakes. I being too sensitive, and... [you know your fault].
EDU-KAY-SHON
The final exams would be less than a week from now.
It makes me go crazy!
Huling Paalam [yeah! yeah! I really have to do this] should be memorized word per word.
Natural Science must be well studied. After all, I've got no good grade to boast.
Plenty of Grades to AUGMENT!!!
STILL ANONYMOUS
Lovelife is nowhere to be found.
I guess I have learned the true value of Love.
I may have crushes here and there, but few are those who I really want.
If Meeting Mr. Right is a career, I'd probably reach bankruptcy on day one!
It's been quite long since I have mentioned my being 'oh-so-loveless'.
I am single. I don't wanna be one 'til I get old. [who wants?!!].
I guess I would just have to wait because I am really tired looking for HIM.
I know I would meet him... eventually...
AFTER HELL
After the exams is so Nirvana for me!
My UST barkada plan to spend the sembreak maybe in Fontana.. gOsh! so excited!!!
And at last, I'm gonna be home.Hello Tuguegarao!!!... I miss my Mom my Dad, my brothers and sisters and my nieces nah talaga!...
LIVE TO LOVE...
Why am I still breathing? [inhale...exhale..inhale...]
Hahaha..
Thank You Father God! I Love You!...
Saturday, September 25, 2004
SIXTEEN TURNING SIXTY
THE PRESSURI-ZER...
Final Exams are gonna be attcking.
And it's driving me nuts!
If I can't at least get a flat three on all my subjects,
I'm sure it would be pretty hard for me to see myself taking the subject again.
Four failing grades.
One week before judgement.
Four professors to impress with.
Not one idea how to.
I guess I would have to start reviewing/studying now.
Memorize verbatimly the Biological Science book.
Keep in mind all the lessons in Philippine Gov't and Constitution.
Be more carful and read the instructions during English.
Sangkatutak na pagbabasa in Theology.
Wrinkles start crawling on my face.
Probably be looking-sixty by the age of twenty.
IT NEVER ENDS...
My youngest brother just texted me.
Asking me to help him with his project.
I miss John John [his name].
I miss my family. I Love You All, more than you ever know it.
So much that I want to finish the final exams at a snap an go home ASAP.
HIGH SCHOOL...
Lousians are gonna be invading Manila.
I miss my former teachers. Especially Mrs. Lerma, our Publication Adviser...
The Principal also, Dont forget the prefects! ;)
BEAT ONE...
The 'LEGACY-thing' has brought me and bryan a so-called 'commu-ni-kay-shon'
He sends me text messages trying to teach me how to persuade others to join.
He also asks me to be one of his downlines.
After, when his hope seems to fail him, he just says, Goodnight, SweetDREAM.. [w/o the S]
FRIENDSHIP...
...seems to be getting stronger.
...BOOK ...has pencils between pages that I would gladly go through again.
...includes missing Loredi so much.
...is making me feel lucky.
LIVE TO LOVE...
God, I Love You...
I guess I'm not gonna look like sixty on my twentieth year.
Siguro on my fifty-ninth... ;)
IF I WERE A BATHROOM...
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
ANG ENTRY NG TIMANG, BANGAG, AT NA-WIWINDANG...
MISSING...
Just a couple of minutes ago, Achy, Lian and Shobe left for Tuguegarao.
It brings dismay that I would again be missing my sisters and my niece, add to it my longing to be with my family again.
PAYNALI
Finally, Brian and I talked.
Through text lang nga.
But it's a good start for friendship.
After all, got zero feelings for him nah.
GETS MO?!
Have you ever felt the feeling that you can't fully express what you feel.?
I do, now.
Maybe because this side of the screen isn't the right place to pour it out.
Or probably, It is just something not worth talking about...
Hmmmm... ^thinks^...
WHY?
My UST barkada seems to be pretty dreary these past weeks.
Lack of time to spend? maybe.
I hope and pray for the reborn of the fun moments we had before.
ANG DAKILANG CRYING SHOULDER...
Sad for Marjorie.
Her classmates send her distressing messages.
Telling how a big liar she is, yadday-yaddah-yaddah.
I said advises for her, but it ain't enough.
I hope she could get over it with this.
MISSING THEM...
Grabe, I miss My family nah... [I'll forever say, I LOVE YOU guyz..]
BUTI NA LANG...
...Anjan si GOD.. Salamat, I Love You...
Monday, September 20, 2004
NEW!...
Commerce week was put to an end yesterday.
Kate's team won in the v'ball championship. Congrats!
Kat, my ka-organization celebrated her debut last night.
It was nice. I was asked [together with andy, lee, joel and jc] to give her a toast as a part of her 18 wines.
Marna, my Barkada, was there, we had an intimate talk together conversing the ordinary way we do. Talked about love life, school, friends and how we really miss each other. Lav Yah Marnz..
After the party, We were supposed to go home straight.
But things just came out the way I like it. ^giggles^
We left the party at about 12.
Left for Eastwood. I Love Eastwood. Many Boyz.. Hehehe.
Had drinks at Jack's Loft. [Cafe Latte for me, Chocolate for Ate April, and SanMig's for Kuya Lee, Ate Aiza and Ate Nori]
It was fun. Enough to be at Ate Krissy's place at about 2Am.
^^^The People who started to unfold NIGHTLIFE before me.
So, I met this cutie at Ate Krissy's condo.
It's Jacob. Boy-next-door type.
Funny, Cute and Kind.
Hope we could be close as close-close. ;)
Achy, Lianne and Shobe are now here.
Glad that I could spend time with my niece and my two sisters.
I wish the whole of my family would visit me here. hahaha. LavYau\h Ma and Pa. LavYah Guyz!...
Tomorrow would be back to school.
Annoying Marollano on tuesday.
Hell Fucker Santos, et.al.
I Hope I could survive.
God. TenChu.. Mwah..
Saturday, September 18, 2004
FRUSTRATION IN PROGRESS...
Not Now.
So I decided.
GMA is not my place.
Not now.
Maybe Later.
I have no choice but to stop it ad interim.
I received a sign that it's not yet my time.
I know I've carried burdens for me to hit today.
But I think it would be better if I stop it for now.
Realization, Frustration.
I guess the big black box [read: the television] will have to wait for me.
So to say, I would still be aspiring for it, until I get to grab it.
Marj was with me today. She told me about VTR's which became soothing to my ears.
After all, hope still is flowing from above.
I Love my Family.
My family was still there to support me.
Although I've spent many for this, they never get tired of being 'immune' of my wreckless attitudes.
Friendships
Jello commended me for the pictures. [tnx gurl!]
Friends assured me of support beforehand.
Him...
God is still with me. Making sure that more bounty would come my way.
I Love You God.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
HAPPINESS IS LIBRE!!!...
FRIENDLY FAR FRIENDS
I just received messages from my 3 good friends in the States.
Gia, who lives in Wildomar, California sent me messages through friendster.
Lori, now in New Jersey and one of my UST barkadas sent me a message as well.
Ceriz, all the way from Beverly Hills sent me an message thru text.
They all wished me success, and hoped that I would be victorious in all that I do while saying how much they miss me.
*myrrh:teary-eyed [sniff]*
PICTURE PERFECT GLUTTONY
I was to get my studio prints today but I decided not to.
Worrying that our apartment would again be turned into tha dwelling place or Ariel and Nemo, I spent the rest of the afternoon eating 'kalye-foods' and stuffs. Not to mention my endless craving for the yummy dirty ice cream!...
COMMERCE WEEK?!!
This week is Commerce week.
Says who? The Student Council Officers, et al.
I didn't expect a week dedicated to the celebration of a College which is 71 years to have this kind'a thing. I anticipated a BIG FAIR, which they failed to do.
The funny thing is, We had to pose an 'embargo' for Algebra. The heck! who wants to have tormenting QUIZZES?!
**Commerce vs. Rehabilitation Sciences... winner: COMMERCE!!!
**Finals: Commerce vs. Ecclesiastical Sciences... champion: COMMERCE!!!
LOVE MY FOLKS!
I miss my parents and my brothers and sisters nah.Love Yah Guyz!..
Mama just called this afternoon during P.E. I miss her so much. But I'm glad that she had already recovered from her sickness. I Love You, Ma. I Love You, Pa!...
VOCABULARY ENRICHMENT
New Entry: Boyfriend [noun] : 5'8, fair, handsome, not too materialistic, true and loyal
LIVE TO LOVE
God, I Love You.
Monday, September 13, 2004
FAMILY AND FRIENDS...
Today was fun and enjoying.
Fatima, Marj, Cherish, Jared, Philip, Karel, Leonard and I had a semi-reunion.
We had lunch at the Theatre Mall in Greenhills.
Then we set off for BayWalk in Roxas Boulevard.
I enjoyed the day because at last, I had the chance to be with them again.
Coversations led to pikunans that had our own schools as the cause.
Fatima was claiming that ADMU does not only rock in the UAAP, but also those concerning Academics and school.
Jared disagreed, being a UPian, she bragged about UP as the only University in the Philippines that was qualified in the Top 50 Universities in the World.
I had nothing to do but to have segways in between the fight saying things about my no-match school. hehehe.
I was a bit upset today because during our talks, I found out that they boast grades which I cannot do.
Flat two made them feel distressed.
Paano na pag ako? eh may SINGKO ako! hehehe..
I'm looking forward to spending some time with them again.
I miss them nah, again.
I miss my family again. [Love Yah Guyz!]
Sunday today, Family day...
God, I Love You
Sunday, September 12, 2004
I just came from school.
It's really late.
Still, I never felt the gratitude made by my help.
Probably because they always see me around.
One of the reporters of EK, a show in ABS-CBN had an ambush interview having me as their source.
I was dumbounded that I haven't got the chance to explain further my stand in "Curfew for Teenagers" in the clearest poxxible way.
Geez! It's 1 AM and I still have the nerve to be doing this blog at an onternet shop.
I miss my family so much, Love Yah Guyz! Mwah!
Gimik with my Tuguegarao Friends tomorrow!...
Gosh, I have to go. Baka mapagtripan pa'ko ng mga tambay jan..
GOD, I LOVE YOU!...
Saturday, September 11, 2004
SO, WHAT NOW?...
WHAT'S NEW...
Pretty excited for the debate we would present next week.
A group project we are [the seven of us] to make.
THE HELLFUCKER...
I feel anguish and hatred.
But it ain't no biggie to turn to.
Basta I know I am right, nobody could ever put me down.
Most probably, not even the person who's TOO LOW!...
BONDS GETTING STRONGER...
Marj and I watched the Ideal Artlets Pageant just a while back.
I missed her company so much, that's why instead to watching the whole of the show, we had chikas all throughout.
May nakaaway pa nga kaming AB dun eh.Feel niya!.
FRIENDSHIPS...
Like what I've said, we're into tackling debate.
Kate and Eliza would probably be performing tomorrow.
Lot'sa friends to meet again.
MY LIFE, MY FAMILY...
Achie and Lianne will be here on the 17th.
Excited! Really!
I plan to go home right after the final test this coming final exams.
I miss my family soOoOo much!...
**I'll never be tired of saying I LOVE YOU...
GOD...
I Love You, I know You Know it.
Friday, September 10, 2004
READ BETWEEN THE LINES...
READ BETWEEN THE LINES...
I am not a copycat.
You owe me something.
I forgot to get it again.
Your mood swings the exasperating way.
So, You think I got the idea from you.
Sorry lady, I didn't. And I'd never.
I have the DEEP SENSE of originality.
And I know how to be TRUE to myself and to everyone, at least.
THE PONTIFICAL AND ROYAL UNIVERSITY LIFE
I'm happy kasi nakuha sila Kate, Eliza, et.al sa Acoustic Singing Contest on Saturday.
I saw Franciz, the UAAP Player today. Grabe! Ang Gwapo!
Final quiz tomorrow for PGC. Gotta review guyz!
I hope I would get a high score. Because I MUST.
CLOSE TO MY HEART
I Miss my family nah! Sana October 10 nah!
I Love You Guys!
But it's okay, as long as they are safe, happy and healthy.
I wish I could get high grades come finals.
G'OLD FRIENDS
Marj and I will be watching Miss AB Ideal Personality, her College's pageant tomorrow night.
Timothy and my the other Louisians would have a semi-reunion on Sunday.
We planned to watch at the Araneta on sunday but tickets were sold out.
So we resort to watching amovie, or something. Basta I wanna be with them.
FAITH KEEPS ME STRONGER
I Hope everything would be okay.
Keep me and my family safe and happy.
I Love You, God.
Thursday, September 09, 2004
SARI-SARI... HALO-HALO...
So I raided QF yesterday.
Boy have I tasted stardom for thirty minutes.
And I savored every second that passed.
It feels like I really am a big figure doing a photoshoot.
Ate Candice and Ate Jane were the people who instructed me what to do.
Even for a short span of time, I got to bond, laugh and fool around with them.
Guess it's just me, myself and my dream.
A bid for Prayers.
I pray for someone who's close to my heart.
I know his health bids survival.
He's ill.
And it's no guarantee that medications can still save this person.
You know who you are.
Cuz, I Love You.
Me and My Now-existing sports-life. hahaha.
Volleyball today. I get better everytime!
Now I know how to serve the ball without either hitting the outside area, or just being trapped and bounced back by the net. Hehehehe.
Friendships
Singing Audition for Kate, Eliza, et. al. today.
Love the strong singing spirit.
I pray that they would have the chance to compete come friday.
It would be fun times two when I see my friends giving what they've got. [go gurls! go erby!]
Missing People
I miss my family again.
Mama's back in office *sigh* ang saya!, everything's normal again. dati si achy ang nasa office to be the OIC of mama's firm. Ngayon, Balik-work na si Mama. Love You Mama. Kaw rin Papa! I Love You Guyz!
I feel guilty because I am really being extravagant lately.
To the point that I can't buy a gift for my dear sister, which I do every year since 4th grade. Haaay! Makakabawi rin ako. Hindi na nga ako nagmo-mall eh..
Making a book
School's quite easy than before.
I get to understand hell math for the first time! Hehehehehe...
It's raining projects today! I wish I could make them all 'with flying colors' hehehehe.
Lovelife?
Ano yun?
Pagkain?
Brand?
Ano ba yun?
Laugh Out Loud..
sArI-sarI ANG BUHAY.. hALo HaLo Ang PaGkAkaTAon...
God, I Love You.
Boy have I tasted stardom for thirty minutes.
And I savored every second that passed.
It feels like I really am a big figure doing a photoshoot.
Ate Candice and Ate Jane were the people who instructed me what to do.
Even for a short span of time, I got to bond, laugh and fool around with them.
Guess it's just me, myself and my dream.
A bid for Prayers.
I pray for someone who's close to my heart.
I know his health bids survival.
He's ill.
And it's no guarantee that medications can still save this person.
You know who you are.
Cuz, I Love You.
Me and My Now-existing sports-life. hahaha.
Volleyball today. I get better everytime!
Now I know how to serve the ball without either hitting the outside area, or just being trapped and bounced back by the net. Hehehehe.
Friendships
Singing Audition for Kate, Eliza, et. al. today.
Love the strong singing spirit.
I pray that they would have the chance to compete come friday.
It would be fun times two when I see my friends giving what they've got. [go gurls! go erby!]
Missing People
I miss my family again.
Mama's back in office *sigh* ang saya!, everything's normal again. dati si achy ang nasa office to be the OIC of mama's firm. Ngayon, Balik-work na si Mama. Love You Mama. Kaw rin Papa! I Love You Guyz!
I feel guilty because I am really being extravagant lately.
To the point that I can't buy a gift for my dear sister, which I do every year since 4th grade. Haaay! Makakabawi rin ako. Hindi na nga ako nagmo-mall eh..
Making a book
School's quite easy than before.
I get to understand hell math for the first time! Hehehehehe...
It's raining projects today! I wish I could make them all 'with flying colors' hehehehe.
Lovelife?
Ano yun?
Pagkain?
Brand?
Ano ba yun?
Laugh Out Loud..
sArI-sarI ANG BUHAY.. hALo HaLo Ang PaGkAkaTAon...
God, I Love You.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
THE CONFESSIONS OF A STAR WANNABE...
Patience yields success.
Try and Try until you succeed.
No Guts, No Glory.
No Pain, No Gain.
Words lingering in my mind.
I am a Star Wannabe.
I suppose, you know what I mean.
The television has made me dream.
Eversince I had the capacity to think, I promised myself that one day, I'm gonna be inside this big black box.
Until now, I am working on it.
Who would want a promdi person who's not even sure of his gender?
Or who would feasibly cry the name of a person who desn't even have the looks to flash?
I am a * wannabe. *****
I almost died for the application form.
I spent much for clothes for my audition.
I used up sleepless nights living in my illusion.
I frantically think every now and then that I have no chance.
But I have the potential.
Ask why?
Yesterday, I forgot to relate that there were two girls who relentlessly asked to be with me on the big commotion. They were two girls, Aileen and Alma, 15 and 17 respectively. They murmured every now and then during the 'fish rally' that I look familiar who they have seen on Star Circle Quest being kicked off. Much to my bones being flattered, I quickly stroke a conversation that lasted for about an hour or two. My opening line? "Ate, may amoy maasim, naamoy niyo ba?". ;)
I know this is not even a valid reason for me to continue my dream.
Nor do I think I should.
I can never tell what tomorrow has in store for me.
I plan to raid Q.F. studio tomorrow at Commonwealth avenue.
Much to my anticipation that I would look good in their photos.
Shit! the WANNABE me...
Friends stunned negatively.
Family assured of suuport. {LavYah Guyz!!! Mwah!}
Peers say "What?!!!&$%^##@!"
People around lift an eyebrow.
So while I continue to both be inspired and discouraged in my pursuit for stardom, Please include me in your prayers.
Sabi nga ni Manang Barbecue diyan sa kanto,
"Wag ka mag lose hope. Tink Pasitib, Iho. May loks ka naman eh."
God... Thanks for inspiring me. I pray that my dreams would be put to reality. I Love You.
Monday, September 06, 2004
KA-JOLOGS-JOLOGS FACET NG BUHAY KO...
Ang Korny ko!...
Never have I expected that 'the' thing that happened this afternood would be included in my book of life.
Nor have I ever planned to make it so hard, I almost died. I did.
Nakipagsisikan [read: Talagang nakipagsisksikan to the max over sa grabe!] ako sa Folk Arts Theatre with Hiro para lang kumuha ng STarstruck registration form na sa tingin ko, wala naman akong mapapala! Putang ina yang Starstruck na 'yan! Nakipag away pa ako sa isang nuissance dun! sobra! Imagine ang isang step sa hagdan na apat na binti ang nadoon... As in sobrang sisksikan, malamang marunong naman kayo mag-imagine daba?
Pero nakakuha parin ako nung form.
Ngunit, SUbalit, Datapwat, Muntik nang makitil ang buhay ko, por diyos por santo!
Maiba tayo friendship...
I dyed my hair. Chestnut Brown. ;)
Wala lang, for a change, I tried to reward myself kasi ilang buwan na akong hindi bumibisita sa salon.
Kuya Mel will be home maybe tomorrow or Tuesday.
I need to fix everything now.
And oh! I have to do many things pa.
Hehehehe...
I miss my family so much!!!
God, I Love You, ALways. Don't take THEM away... ME first.. pero not now.. ;)
Saturday, September 04, 2004
THANK GOD IT'S SATURDAY...
I had a great time today.
Hell quizzes have already passed.
I know that I didn't make good which will surely make me face hecks of five flats.
Rhyn,Kate,Jeck,Erby ,Bryan and I spent time in Galleria just this afternoon.
Sa wakas! I got to talk with Bryan nah! and to bond with the three guys and two girls as well.
It was an enjoyable day with them
We rode on Jeck's car.
Grabe! dun pa lang ang ingay na namin!
I had a chance to explore the real erby, jeck and bry.
KWELA pala!
Had Lunch at Momo's.
Desserta at C.I. where we made sunog-baga! ;)
Looking for a slot in the parking area is supposed to be too petty to mind but dahil sa kakulitan nung tatlo, pati yun naaalala ko! Gosh!
Erby had a late lunch at a japanese resto. Actually, Bry,Jack and Kate ate as well.
Played billiards, actually hindi ako naglaro, shy kasi ako.. hehehe..
Lots of fun!...
Grabe! Kanina kaming dalawa lang ni Yu sa car, kinausap ko siya.
I then found out that I don't like him as my N'I'S'A'... He's better to be a friend.
Jeck was funny. Erby was funny. Bryan was funny... They were and are all funny.
That made me laugh all afternoon.
Enjoying...
Meanwhile,
SHOBE! Happy Birthday! I Love You!
BETH! Happy BIrthday!
RHEL & NARD! Happy 2nd Anniv.!
Geez! Miss my family, I'm still alone at this moment yah know!..
So lucky to have a family and buch of friends like them.
Now, I won't hesitate interacting with them in or outside the class.
Sunday tomorrow.
Plans for gimik? maybe. We'll see.
Basta wala nang kalse bukas!
Thank God it's Saturday...
HOME ALONE 2
I am deserted. Times two.
Kuya Mel left for Tuguegarao just awhile back.
Enjoying?
He will. I won't.
I was tasked to represent the Pre-Com Society this afternoon for the Poster-making contest of the Pax Romana. The theme "Maria:Huwaran ng Kabataan" was supposed to be easy, but NOT for me.
I had a hard time dealing with the fuckshit oil pastels.
Not my kind'a medium.
I'm mor of a charcoal artist.
The uniformity of the participants with the use of that thing mentioned before caused me to have an output full of drag.
I tried to sketch [what? with an oil pastel?!!] a woman, half looks like our dear Mother Mary, and the remaining a modern-day type of girl.
I'm not confident in winning. But, I did my best,[reminds me of someone who said this line this morning] and that's the only thing I could be proud of.
I discovered a place worth Heaven for dear kate.
It's a 2/f billiard hall located at a building along Concepcion and Dapitan.
I had Ten then! Imagine!
Eight sticks of Gold, and Two sticks of Green.
Golds were from Kat and the greens were from me.. hahaha...
It was supposed to be a non-sense thing until I had the chance to talk with my barkada, Marna.
I miss her na.
I cried nga when she hugged and kissed me.
She said that she feels guilty because she does not have the time to tag along with us.
I understand her. So much, I still want to be with her.
*Lav Yah Marnz...
Befor I forget, Tomorrow is:
~04 September 2004 [of course! malamang!]
~My Little Sister, Juli Rinah Maeh's 15th Birthday. I Love You Shobe!
~My Barkada, Doreebeth's Birthday. Love You Beth!
~My Barkada, Karel and his beau's 2nd Anniversary. Love You Both!
I have to review for Natural Science.
Got a grade to run for.
Prelim Grade: 61. It sucks! I suck!...
I miss my family... I Love You Guyz!.. Mwah!
God, Take Good Care of Me & My Family...
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
FIXING...
Yup, I fixed my blog nah.
I also made changes in my friendster account.
I'm sick.
Sore throat
Fever
Colds and
Gumm Inflammations...
I wish I'd be better soon...
I Love my Family.
I miss them so much.
GOD... Oh God!