Sunday, November 28, 2004
MY FRIEND'S DAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY EVER DEAREST FRIEND...
KAREL HELDEN M. CLORES
IT'S A WHOLE LOT DIFFERENT WHEN YOU'RE SEVENTEEN...
PLUS, YOU'RE A YEAR OLDER THAN ME! Hahahaha.. :D
Five Years of Friendship... Of Pain and Happiness...
***She asked me to post her favorite song.. here it goes..
If I Ain't Got You
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
Saturday, November 27, 2004
A BITCH AND A HALF
Livre was staged last night at the usual grandstand.
Loving Sponge Cola, MYMP and our Salinggawi dance troupe.
My favorites were Jeepney of Sponge Cola, and A Little Bit of MYMP.
Got there with Ate Telay and Dinples.
Kuya Dinky, Ate Nori, Kuya Lee and Ate April stayed outside the area.
The next thing is, Love began filling the air. Sheesh!
From Left: Ate April, Kuya Lee, Ate Nori. Below: Dimples and Ate Telay... My SIBIL Buddies
So we raided SIBIL along Timog Avenue.
We were supposed to be in Moomba along Mo. Igancia but there were no seats left so we settled to party in Sibil.
Promising that I won't-slash-can't-slash-don't Dance, the very beginning I was no less than hesitant to hit the dance floor.
But the next thing I knew, the wildest of spirits came running in me.
I danced my heart out. haha. Kung 'dancing' ba yung ginawa ko.. Sabi nga nila, Ma-Pwet daw ako pag sumayaw! hahahaha...
Ate Telay's really good, i mean, grrreat in dancing.
We made a couple of steps. danced in circles with Ate Nori, Ate April and Dimples.
Kuya Lee danced tig-as. haha.
Kuya Dinky, now branded as "may kulo sa loob" :D
We left early. 4:30 Am.
WIth all the foresights of being sabog-slash-bangag in school, we had to sip precious coffee at Mini Stop España then headed straight home.
Dirty Dancing with the fondest of my friends. What more?
Enjoyed it. Had Fun.
Kahit sabog-slash-bangag ako sa klase the next day
Thursday, November 25, 2004
A SOLO FLIGHT AND THE CENTURY-OLD TYPEWRITER
I watched Christmas with the Kranks.
Yup, I watched it myself.
And Boy did I feel Christmas.
Not to mention the really nearing goodbye-sixteen day.
No classes today.
Jeepney drivers' strike.
Due to Oil Price Hike!...
What the f*ck?!!
Kailangan kopang tapusin yung lesson sa typing!
I'm one block behind!
Kasalanan koba kung mahirap mag-type sa typewriter na halos ka-age na ni Rizal?!! Amputa!
No 6260 to enjoy.
The really pesky she-male is now in jail.
I hate it!
I'm missing my family.
I Love you guys!...
I'll be left home alone AGAIN!
Malate, here I come!...
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
JUST TO UPDATE...
1. [ RED ]: Mr. Matias
2. [ BLUE ]: Achy's Wedding
3. [ YELLOW ]: Ate Krissy
4. [ GREEN ]: My Favorite
5. [ PINK ]: Nakakahawa
6. [ WHITE ]: My wedding
7. [ BROWN ]: Pooh-pooh
8. [ BLACK ]: MAdilim?
9. [ PURPLE ]: Leah
10. [ CRAZY ]: Little Ceasar's
11. [ DICTIONARY ]: Muy
12. [ CALENDAR ]: Printing Press
13. [ BED ]: Home
14. [ TV ]: Remote?
15. [ CAT ]: Pussy
16. [ CELLPHONE ]: Wishing.. Dreaming...
17. [ LOVE ]: My Family
18. [ EYES ]: Look!
19. [ WATER ] : Life
20. [ EXAM ]: Test
21. [ FISH ]: Kuya JayR
22. [ TOMATO ]: Salsa
23. [ SHAMPOO ]: Achy Mei
24. [ BURGER KING ]: Choco Overload
25. [ McDONALDS ]: Twister Fries
26. [ KFC ]: Chicken Caesar
27. [ TEA ]: Iced Tea
28. [ SOUP ]: Sinigang
29. [ CAR ]: Jaguar and/or a white ferrari
30. [ FRUIT ]: Mangoes
31. [ POWER PUFF GIRLS ]: Buttercup [she's green!]
32. [ NESCAFE ]: walang tulugan!
33. [ AVRIL LAVIGNE ]: witch?
35. [ SUPERSTAR ]: Nunal
36. [ BURN ]: Black
37. [ FLOWER ]: tulips
38. [ TATTOO ]: henna
39. [ HOLIDAY ]: love it!
40. [ BYE ]: hate it!
41. [ DREAM GAL ]: elle woods
42. [ DREAM GUY ]: orlando bloom
43. [ SURVEY ]: geodetic engineers
44. [ NAIL POLISH ]: miss it!
45. [ FRIENDSTER ]: beta
46. [NUT]: ChocNut?
47. [ BALLPEN ]: Parker
48. [ FISHBALL ]: 45/kilo
49. [ DIVISORIA ]: Muradito.. I Love
50. [ MANOK ] : Karel! hahahaha
51. [ CHOCOLATE ]: Love
52. [ YM ]: Cerisse
53. [ STARBUCKS ] : belgian waffle
54. [ POWDER ]: pressed?
55. [ TIME ]: Gold?
56. [ MOUSE ]: The thing near my keyboard
57. [ HEAVEN ]: Next Destination
58. [ HELL ]: Satan
59. [ JUICE ]: Pineapple
60. [ PERFUME]: UCB Cold
61. [SOAP]: Bubbles
62. [LOTION]: Shobe
63. [CAMPING]: Grade school
64. [COMPUTER]: Manung No
65. [CHAIR]: Dine
66. [CLUB]: Red Banana! hahahaha!
67. [LECHONG BABOY]: Hate it
68. [BAG]: Jello
69. [SHOES]: Shoe Salon
70. [T-SHIRTS]: Spoofs
72. [PJs]: Don't wear
73. [CLOSET]: Magulo
74. [COLLEGE]: Digs & Diss
75. [ESSAYS]: Champ
76. [BOOKS]: Collect don't Read
77. [RING]: Mom
78. [CDs]: Jedje
79. [WEBSITE]: Wish had one
80. [REFRIGERATOR]: Love
81. [CALCULATOR] : Sharp
82. [DARNA]: Ate V
83. [SINGER]: Dad
84. [BROADWAY]: My place
85. [POOL]: High School
86. [BUS]: Lori
87. [DUNKIN DONUTS]: Choco Butternut
88. [BASKIN N' ROBINS]: Chocolates
89. [TO GO]: When-we're-hungry-in-the-car
90. [MALL]: Own one
91. [NEW YORK]: Own it
92. [BELT]: Jacob
93. [GUITAR]: My 2 older brothers
94. [GEL]: John
95. [BEVERAGE]: pineapple
96. [YOSI]: smoke
97. [SHABU]: white
98.[SEXY]: me
99. [TANAN]: corny
100. [SUICIDE]: no-no
Thursday, November 18, 2004
A LOT MORE THAN TEN
There are unknown reasons why I am in high spirits lately.
But on whatever reason it may be, I Love its sensation.
Being far from my family upsets me for reasons more than a million.
But when I look on the brighter side, I end up having them as inspirations.
I'm hooked up with this song by Michael Buble.
Romantic, Inspiring and really Heart-lifting...
Here it goes...
JUST THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT.
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.
You're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.
Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.
Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight.
Just the way you look tonight.
Darling
Just the way you look tonight.
So I am beginning to get jaded on the search for Mr. Right.
It seems that he wouldn't just come.
So I am left with two choices:
1] To wait my angels [kate,ian,ryan,denmark,etc.etc.etc.] to bring me the first candidate to win my heart.
AND/OR...
2] To look for him and spend time, money, effort to start a new voyage in search for him.
Choose..Choose...
Big chances for #1 because I trust them really snaggy-licious friends.
:-b
FYI.. I am now carrying at least 3 tomes a day just to feed my really hungry urge not to get a flat three [or worse] on my subjects in school.
Actually, I ams starting to get tired of carrying these books! I thought of having a locker at school, but it just won't help.
I miss my family. I Love you guys!
Tomorrow will be Amma Biyang's [My Amma's eldest sister] burial.
She's 87, I wish I could reach that age.
I am really sorry I can't be there.
Amma Biyang, Thanks for the memories... May you join God in eternal life.
So much to say.
X's: Welcome to my new blog!...
I said goodbye to the faery god.
I am now formally opening MYRRH the MOVIE...
...Where popcorns are next to that mouse you're holding.
:-b
Sunday, November 14, 2004
MALATE, TWO HEARTS, AND PEOPLE WHO ARE REAL PAIN IN THE ASS...
So I raided Malate yesterday. [Or could it be just this morning?]
before evryone makes a hooting violent reaction, I would like to say that few things here:
1. Hindi ako haliparot na nakipag-meet sa kung sino-sino. Hindi ako tulad ng iniisip nyong makikipag-do dahil sa sobrang kalandian at ka-excited ko.
2. Ang Malate ay simpleng pamugaran lang hindi tulad nung nasa probinsya namin na talagang na kahit nasa harap mo sila, eh nagdu-do nah.
3. Kasama ko ang dalawang nilalang na aking kaibigan. Kaya nga nagpapasalamat ako at nakasama ko ang dalawang taon 'to sa aking 'Malate-trail'.
Real-life sweeties... Ryan and Dennis.. Both good in and out...
4. Hindi ako naglasing o nakipag-halikan kanino man dahil sabi ng dalawa kong kasama, dapat bantayan nila ako kasi baby daw nila ako.
5. Hindi ako pumunta sa Malate para lumandi. Nagpunta ako dun out of my own choice na dun kami magkita-kita ng mga friends ko.
6. Dahil sa sobrang kabaitan at ka gentle-men nung dalawa, nagawa pa nila akong ihatid sa apartment.
I really feel bad when people tend to judge me.
Sana kilalanin niyo muna ako.
After all, ngayon lang pala tayo nagkakilala.
Enough said.
I am mad at you.
I know you get me.
Hindi ka naman siguro manhid.
Ryan and Den.
Thatnks for sharing the night with me.
I really enjoyed your company.
Notwithstanding the 'thing' that happened sa Cafe.
I am really glad that I met you.
Stay stronger. Advance Happy monthsary on the 26th!... mwah mwah mwah...
Saturday, November 13, 2004
DAD AND I...
Dad came from Tuguegarao and reaxched Manila at about 6 this morning.
Dad woke me up this morning thru his really nakakagising voice...
Dad and I had breakfast.
Dad said na ingat daw ako upon reaching school.
Dad said I should be home by eleven.
Eleven o'clock nah...
Dad and I watched 'Taxi'.
Dad and I had so many things to laugh about [kahit tapos na yung movie]
Dad insisted on buying moi the 24k 6260 sold at the mall. [sabi ko, ibigay nalang niya sakin yung pera..ahaha]
Dad asked me if I want something, I said, "No Dad, I am okay.. *smile*"
After the mall-hours...
Dad and I heard mass together.
Dad and I cooked dinner.
Dad and I had a talk. [which I really missed]
Dad had his bus trip exactly 8:00.
Dad was being brought by me to the bus terminal at about 100 steps away from the apartment.
Dad hugged me and said na ingat daw ako here.
Dad was kissed by me.
Dad set off for Tuguegarao. Again.
Dad, I'll miss you...
Dad, I Love You.
Friday, November 12, 2004
RATE THIS GUY FROM 1[least]-10[best]
Because he might be my first!!!.. Hahaha.. Lol..
Thursday, November 11, 2004
THE REKLAMADOR CHRONICLES
First P.E. class today.
Truly a diss. No cute guys to mingle with.
No nice balls to play with [miss playing volleyball].
Plus, it's raining.
I had a talk with mama and papa over the phone.
Papa will be here on Saturday.
Plus, I'll be having a new phone of Tuesday. N6260, here I come. [I hope!!!]
Can't wait!.
Friendships and I seem to be getting bonded by time.
Jose really has a big mouth.
HE really loves my friendship.
"nyt myrrh ű thanks for looking after kate ű "
Got me sleepless the whole night.
Cheesy.. Buti pa siya.. hehehehe...
Annoyed for Psych class tomorrow. Matias again.
Math, Phist, and the creepy [think lotus feet] but funny [grop, kandise, shella, ensyong] mother superior-turned-teacher in English, who I first thought, was selling prayerbooks and rosaries for the needy people in the orphanage!.. Sheesh!..
Could I be more reklamador-dor-dor-dor??!
Monday, November 08, 2004
NOT JUST ANY ORDINARY DAY...
I thought today will be just like the ordinary mondays in school.
Subjects from 7:00-11:00 Am, Lunch, Tambay, Go Home.
It's obvious that today isn't.
Shempre noh! alangan namang ikwento kopa kung ordinaryong araw lang pala! sus!..
Anyhow, Kate, Rhyn, Jeza and I had usual luch at momo's.
We were supposed to continue the 'ordinary monday' thing not until Erby and Jeck saw us [or we saw them] palabas ng gate with jeck's transpo.
We accompanied them for lunch in Bambang.
These chekwas eat famous -silogs food rin pala..
Seeing two rich kids and the one being the owner of silver swan [yah know! think soy sauce and vinegar!] doing that scene tells me that first impressions aren't really that lasting... Any girl would be swooning over them because they know how to value things pala. Not the kind of matapobre and such.
We raided The Podium and watched The Forgotten.
The story was still at its peak but the next thing you know, the film just ended.
It's really bitin but it's good.
We had to be back at uste so the two guys dropped us at about 5pm nah..
Gentlemen, Sweet and Funny.
Kate, Si Ian ba or si Jeck or Si 'none of the above'.. haha.. joking..
Tomorrow would be tuesday.. [malamang..monday ngayon eh]
My subjects would be Theology, Typing, Environmental Science and Filipino.
Fotah!.. Gusto konang magbakasyon!..
But like what I have promised, I'll do my best.
Eh ba't gumagala-gala kapa't may nalalamang podium-podium diyan?
Hahaha.. Ngayon lang toh..
Missing my Family... Konting time nalang uuwi narin ako.. hehe.. can't wait..
God, Thanks... :D
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Between Mistakenly-formulated Conclusions and Scornfully-made jokes.
Mistakenly-formulated Conclusions.
***
So I don’t look like him. Yes, some of my friends agreed that I do look like him but the others disagreed. Some said his nose is better than mine. *of course!*, yaddah yaddah, yaddah..
Haha.. Hindi ko talaga siya kamukha…
So what di’ba?
Tao din yan.
Tsaka mas maganda ako.. hehehe..
That 'Something in Between'..
***
Karel’s phone’s camera needed to undergo repairs. Its camera sort of projected germ-like figures of which an amoeba would very much illustrate. Thinking the 33K worth of her phone would be undulating dead, Mr. P900’s camera jumped normal the moment we stepped on the store where she had procured it in Greenhills.
So we frittered the whole afternoon gallivanting. We called Joyjoy. Of course we had the seemingly endless talk about almost anything, including Jaylord and his/her/its beyond belief crap.
Scornfully-made jokes.
***
I hate Jaylord to the max. You would possibly be reading this. It’s good and it’s time that you know. Making up make-believe stories about you will in no way, bring goodness.
Ipagkalat ba naman sa lahat ng kakilalang may nag-alok sa kanyang talent scout na maging qualifier for Starstruck?. Na sinabing puwede siya kaso dapat magpataba ng konti…?!
Grrrrr… The Nerve!...
I miss home again.
No single day that I won’t miss my family.
Got tips from Ate Hannah.
Some ‘reviewers’ too!..
So I have to do it real good.
Para naman makabawi sa mga eeky-yuck grades ko nung first sem.
God, Help, Thanks.
Thursday, November 04, 2004
SCHOOL's BACK!
Classes resumed today.
Surprise, surprise, we taste SANTOS' agonizing sarcasm.. Again.
How could I possibly make second semester be attributed with flat ones?
I can dream. But I can make it if I put action on it.
So it's study time.
I missed my friendships.
So we had the really missed chit-chats.
Some of my friends and I also share the same p.e. class!.
FDC15_Thursdays_1:00-3:00PM...
Ask what FDC means?.. Haha.. Folk Dance..
Just felt like having p.e. with them.
Chuay and Bitch seem to be alarmed because of my high-rising kalandian.. Hahaha.. To both of you, thanks for being so patient with me.. Hahaha.. Sixteen.. Just Sixteen.. :D
School ended 2:00Pm today after accompanying Ate Chesca [kuya francis] with ate telay, kate and dimples at Colorpoint.
The rest of the afternoon I slept.
Bawi lang sa napaka-agang time kong magising...
I miss my family, always. I Love You..
It's gonna be a long time 'til I go home again.
Sad that I can't go home on my birthday.
Btw, it's on the 10th of December. haha..
Classes continues tomorrow.
Not so new 'old' teachers to face.
Truly clueless on how to make second sem a successful one.
I Hope I can do it.
With the help of time management, hard work, and prayers...
God, maidez... ;D
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
ARBITRARY THINKING
With much excitement and anticipation, I left home earlier for school.
Damn the security guards. NO CLASSES.
Felt badly wasted on the real effort I did.
Gumising paman din ako ng maaga! hmp!.
On the brighter side...
Kate, Ian and I had snack at Starbucks in greenhills.
I found out that Ian pala has good qualities rin.
Imagine! hahanapan pa niya ako ng lovelife! Talk about goodness!.
{isang paalala... Kate, Sagutin na kasi si Ian, puwede?!!}
Later, Kate and I had lunch at the coffee indulgence along p.noval.
After chowing, Jose joined us so we both set off for robinson's ermita to watch a movie.
The First Daughter is really romantic. I particularly fell in love with how the couple met. Katie Holmes was one of those paparazzi-favorites who ended up falling in love with his secrent agent Marc Blucas. Although it's nakakabitin, it's still a winner.
Makes me think again.
Why is my love charisma not working?
No Boyfriend since birth.
No Lovelife since first breath.
I miss home.
I miss my family.
I wish home's just a 10-minute ride away from here.
God, I Love You.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
FAREWELL... FOR NOW Lang!
Still hangin' with sembreak's goodness.
Starting to miss my family, Again.
Somewhat excited for the iminent semester.
Time flies fast.
Yesterday I was having fun with my family.
The next thing I know was I am to wake up early again for my class.
Sembreak, its first wrath on me is truly a memorable one.
I get to see my family after a long time.
Me, My ex-classmates and my barkada had sleep-overs and parties till wee hours.
My ex-professors chit-chats here and there unless the pesky security guards get off our backs.
Commercial muna tayo...
Yesterday was November One 2004.. [malamang!]
The yearly routine of visiting our departed relatives was made.
Surprised at what akko [my aunt] just did.
She grabbed more than a dozen incense sticks, burned its tip, then the next thing she did was put her forehead on the ground crying. [Mama, Papa, *&#%$@*^$#@chinese words*&%#^@##$%.. tulungan niyo siya!]
I thought she was refering to my cousin Ian because he has this illness focused on his heart. But for a while, when my mom and dad explained it, she [my aunt] wants them [my amma and angkong] to help bekko [my youngest aunt] solve her problems concerning my uncle [bekko's husband], who is suffering from comatose for four years now.
BACK TO our topic...
Late in the afternoon, we still managed to have fun.
We played volleyball and badminton all afternoon and finished at about 6pm.
Almost forgetting my bust trip at 7:30 that night, I quickly made a fast-empaque then just felt outright sad after the so-sweating game.
Saying farewell is really hard.
They brought me at the bus station.
Sa sasakyan palang, umiiyak na ako..
Mama went uneasy and asked me to stop because when she sees me in pain, she also feels twice as much. So for short spans, I stopped and thought of things to make my depression destructed.
I took the less remaining time to hug and kiss my mom and dad.
The seemingly over-dramatic sight was put to reality.
I'm gonna miss my family.
But this is my choice.
Now, I again face fresh challenges.
I wish I surpass it with my family still kicking asses. :D
God, Help me.