Monday, February 28, 2005
CHEAT PLEASE...

I have studied. Yet I had a hell failing score for History. Fuck. I wish I cheated, like my seatmates who doubled my grade.

Sunday, February 27, 2005
PAKISABI SA MOON...

.SAMEshit.
So entrada ka na naman.
I have nothing to tell you.
Matamaan na ang matamaan, wala akong pakialam.

.ZERObalance.
I misplaced my 24/7 sim since last week.
I hope I could still find it.

.IStahDEEH.
I'm trying hard to study for tomorrow's pre-finals.
Had the heck of notes and memorizations. I just hope it'd work.
I was up late with my friendly friends Cherish and Richelle last night.
But last night didn't end quite well because of some immature things that happened.
And it's the thing I don't wanna talk about right now.

.EXTRAextra.
Monday will be the last day of submission of resumès.
I'm still having doubts whether or not I should keep going for the org.
But the biggest portion of me says that I should.
I'm holding on the reason of continuing it because I have already sacrificed a lot for it.

.EIGHTeen.
Friendship Eliza's debut will be on Saturday.
Pretty excited. I'm gonna be a pink gay that night.
Shopped for pink jeans from Van Heusen in factory tags. hahaha.

.INSPIREmePLEASE!.
Summer vacation is soooo keeping me inspired today.
I'm looking forward to finishing this semester with all grades PASSED.
April and May will be spent with my family.
I Love You, guys...

.NICEniece.
Poor Lianne is in the hospital right now.
I just wish that my cutie niece would be a*okay in no time.. Tito Loves you.

***Cutie Lianne and her Tito with the eyeBAGS!..:D

.afterALL.
I'm gonna get through all of this.
Kasi minsan, nauuna ang lungkot sa saya...

God, Help... I Love You.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

I've had it.
You talk the most excruciating, ass paining, sarcastic way.
You act as if you know everything.
You make statements without even hollerin' about grammar.
You judge people by the way you recat, not the way they act.
You post questions where you, yourself cam't answer.
Your mood swings the asshole-same shit way.

Friendship is one of the things I really treasure in my term in this world.
Inevitably, I won't waste precious time for this to be given to a no-no deserving one.
Moi keepin' you company doesn't compell you to give back what I've given.
All I need is RESPECT, that's if you know what it means.

Enough with YOU.

********

I'm happy I get to spend time again with my dear friendships.
I missed them so much, and I really am thankful that we still have P.E. where we could bond.

********

I miss my family, I Love You Guys!.. Mwah..

Myrrh needs to hybernate.
Actually, Myrrh needs to study, sleep and study.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005
MYRRH SINGS...

Sunday, February 20, 2005
WILL SOMEONE FILL MY TANK WITH INSPIRATION?...

I just arrived this morning aboard Florida's high deck executive bus. The trip was fine except that my seat was adjacent to the bus powder room. My agenda for my decision to come home was really fulfilling. I was with my sister during her first prom. Though she was uncomfortable knowing that his stage brother is around, I know her night was happy because she was with her special friend.

The thought that my sister already has Jestonie (not Alarcon.. hehehe) as her exceptional guy at heart makes me feel protective of my sister. She is the perfect sister anyone would wish to have. Beautiful. Just meek but sensitive, thoughtful, hardworking and neat. The traits that would soon be owned by someone else. Yes, I am over reacting. My sister is just fifteen and too young to love. But the feeling sucks seeing her and him perfectly sweet. I know she’s happy, Now I’m glad she is (With her cutie mvp suitor around). I Love You Shobe..

Saw my high school barkada Judee. We had some chit chats along with funny complements. It was unbelievable that we shared lots’a stories in a span of five minutes because that time, my sister was with me hurrying for the mass celebrated before the event.

^^^^^^^^

I haven’t studied for Math quiz tomorrow. I have to flash a perfect grade tomorrow just to have a passing grade. I’ll be seeing ever reliable cherish later to have me tutored.

Shopped for shoes! ;-b

Watched Constantine with Dimples, Cherish and Ate Kaye. The movie was fantastic. Drool for Keannu Reeves. Later we had to meet with Raffy, Dimples’ perpetual bestfriend. ;-b




^^^^^^^^
I need to study well. I need to devote my time to studying. That means little time for org, ample time for play and no time for boys.

How hard may it be, I should do this. Mom said I should sacrifice because this is what I have decided to be into.

I miss my family. Summer vacation will be just around the corner. Can’t wait. I Love You guys!.. :D

^^^^^^^^

Send me good vibrations and pray for my immediate recovery from depression. Teach me how o be happy, Lord.

Thursday, February 17, 2005
LAKAS...

Screwed History. Ego-blowing 19/80 in exams.
partida : nag-aral na ako nun ha.

No breakfast (had to come to school early befor prof. Paulino - math, arrives)
No Lunch (Had to skip for the campaign of the student council)
Had Fun despite these excruciating experiences.

I just wanna campaign for my party before the day ends.

Monday, February 14, 2005
BALENTAYMS...

Another baloney yahoo chat with Erbel.

myrrh0880: date date date.. wlang date this vday..!
blue_fender_bassman : haha
blue_fender_bassman : lalake?
myrrh0880: natawa daw ba..
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
myrrh0880: sa tingin mo?.. I'm not a lesbian, you know.
blue_fender_bassman : hehehehe
blue_fender_bassman : joke lang nuH!
blue_fender_bassman : haha
blue_fender_bassman : cge hanap kita
blue_fender_bassman : si muy!
blue_fender_bassman : hahaha
myrrh0880: hinde pwede c muy.. bawal friends.. hehehe
blue_fender_bassman : gustu mu blind?
blue_fender_bassman : hahah
myrrh0880: blind?.. blind date?.. as in BULAG! hahaha..
myrrh0880: ayoko naman ng handicapped guy.. hehehe
blue_fender_bassman : wahahhaa
blue_fender_bassman : corny mu!
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : sama kayo ni jerrick
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
myrrh0880: corny corny.. haha.. nahawa ako k jeck! wahaha..
myrrh0880: gan2 lang tlga pag inaatake ng katopakan..
blue_fender_bassman : hahaha
myrrh0880: Go na! hanapan na ako! alam m bng 6 kayo ka-chat ko ngaun?!
myrrh0880: ngpapahanap ako sa lahat! hahaha..
blue_fender_bassman : ghahah
blue_fender_bassman : cnung 6?
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : dami ah
blue_fender_bassman : tae
blue_fender_bassman : cge hanap kita
myrrh0880: talaga ang ah!.. 6, mga bi friends ko. sayang nga attached na silang lhat.. hehehe..
myrrh0880: Hahanapan mko?!.. May prospects knb?.. Ano specs?.. Descryb m cla!...
blue_fender_bassman : chinese
blue_fender_bassman : ?
blue_fender_bassman : hahahah
myrrh0880: hahaha.. hmmm.. bsta ba malinis.. hahaha tsaka dapat may ma-feel akong spark! wehehehe..
myrrh0880: Oi.. palitan mo, dapat for BIMALES only.. wehehe.. bka mpagkamalan kang ikaw yung nghahanap!..
blue_fender_bassman : haha
blue_fender_bassman : ok lang yna
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : hirap naman kasi maghanap eh
myrrh0880: nyorkz.. madali lang yan.. dpende kung maabilidad ka.. hahaha..
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : mukhang hnd aku maabilitad dun eh
blue_fender_bassman : wahaha
myrrh0880: so ibig sabhin na wala kang arrive sa mga peepz?.. hmmm.. I'm beginning to think..
myrrh0880: hmmm... tagal..
blue_fender_bassman : ha?
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : hnd nuh
blue_fender_bassman : kasi
blue_fender_bassman : ung mga friends ku na ganun
blue_fender_bassman : nakakatakot eh
blue_fender_bassman : most of them
blue_fender_bassman : nilalandi kami sobra eh
myrrh0880: Nakakatakot na as on effeminate na cross dresser?..
blue_fender_bassman : buti nga hnd ka ganun eh
blue_fender_bassman : hnd naman
blue_fender_bassman : nanghihipo lang
blue_fender_bassman : tae
myrrh0880: Yeah, xempre gusto ko hindi ako ikahiya ng partner ko.. hehe
myrrh0880: EEEEEWWWW! nanghihipo?... nang wat?..
blue_fender_bassman : ng kahit anu
blue_fender_bassman : isa nga gustu lalake babae
blue_fender_bassman : eh
blue_fender_bassman : grabe nuh?
myrrh0880: Oh! I should haven't asked!
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : pero cympre hnd ku bibigay sayo mga ganun nuh
myrrh0880: Talaga! So bi nga siyah!.. Ayoko ng ganon, gusto ko guys lang, NO GIRLS.. hehehe
myrrh0880: Yan, xempre, you're such a friend.. hahaha
blue_fender_bassman : wahaha
myrrh0880: So mahahanapan mo nga ako! hahaha..
blue_fender_bassman : haha
blue_fender_bassman : haha naman kita
myrrh0880: ?? haha naman kita??
myrrh0880: pinatay mo yung mga animals!
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : friends ku an nuh
blue_fender_bassman : hnd ku pinatay
myrrh0880: hahaha.. so ako dapat mag freak out nako nyan!..
myrrh0880: Friends mo?.. hmmm.. sure kah? haha
blue_fender_bassman : hahhahahaa
blue_fender_bassman : hehe ayaw mu un>
blue_fender_bassman : malay mu may makita ka sa net
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
myrrh0880: sa net? ayoko nun.. paran ndi genuine, gusto ko parin nman yung for real noh!>.
myrrh0880: ho-hummm....
myrrh0880: hainako.. katabi ko si Dimples ngayon.. lapit kasi dorm nya sa apartment eh dinner kame after..
myrrh0880: Oi, sino pba ka-chat moh na mas importante.. GIRLSSSSS?!.. Grabe, I thought you were my friend!.. hahaha..
blue_fender_bassman : haha
blue_fender_bassman : teka
blue_fender_bassman : nagpapaturo kasi aku kay santos ng fil eh
blue_fender_bassman : wahahaah
blue_fender_bassman : tampohin!
myrrh0880: bakit.. gnagawa mo pba?..
blue_fender_bassman : uu!
myrrh0880: hehehe.. tampuhin?..
blue_fender_bassman : hnd aku nagpass kanian eh
blue_fender_bassman : kaw ba gumawa?!
myrrh0880: ng alin? sa filipino?
myrrh0880: oi oi.. tagal..
myrrh0880: oi oi.. tagal..
myrrh0880: oi oi.. tagal..
blue_fender_bassman : haha
blue_fender_bassman : ung sa yellow pad tsaka sa index
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : merun ka?
myrrh0880: wala.. sa tuesday ko nalang yun pass.. bakit?
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : bukas ku na kasi papass akin eh
blue_fender_bassman : hwahah
myrrh0880: bakit? aba, masunuring bata.. hahahaha..
blue_fender_bassman : cympre model
blue_fender_bassman : hahaha
myrrh0880: model s2dent.. hahaha
myrrh0880: student pala, buwisit! parang walang natutunan sa typing.. hehe
blue_fender_bassman 's status is now "may tumutulong maya narin kayo! haha". (2/10/2005 9:00 PM)
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : typ lang tayo ng typ
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
myrrh0880: hahaha... kainis, naiicp kona naman ang aking status.. wahahaha.. could I be more immature??!!
blue_fender_bassman : ok lang naman status mu ah
blue_fender_bassman : hehehehee
blue_fender_bassman :
myrrh0880: status.. hahaha.. being single is not that bad.. kaso minsan nakakainis lang nga.. hehehe
blue_fender_bassman : being single makes the soul mate more special
myrrh0880: hehehe.. aba.. napaisip na naman ako.. hehehe
myrrh0880: you're absolutely right...
blue_fender_bassman : wahahah
blue_fender_bassman : 22p uN!@
myrrh0880: haha..
myrrh0880: heyhey.. bago ako umalis, tell me three reasons why I shouldn't get depressed..
myrrh0880: Please.. hehehe.. Namilit daw ng tao eh..
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : depressed ka ba?
blue_fender_bassman : cge
myrrh0880: Oo noh!.. ndi ba halata!..
myrrh0880: hehe
blue_fender_bassman : 1- love will find you soon
blue_fender_bassman : 2- you have wonderful friends
blue_fender_bassman : 3- we all love you
blue_fender_bassman : yan
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
myrrh0880: Haha.. thanks. Big Help.. Dinner na kami ni Dimples.. alis na'ko.. haha.. naiiyak naman ako., hehehe.. g'nyt.. tnx..
myrrh0880: That's why everyone hates and loves you..
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : hehe
blue_fender_bassman : sure!
blue_fender_bassman : thanks din!
blue_fender_bassman : happy dinner!
myrrh0880: haha.. dinner kna rin..
myrrh0880: the load's lighter..

Happy Heart's Day, everyone.
Missmatch (aka Kate) handed me a personalized card, which I haven't opened yet.
Joseph Gurl (aka Rhyn) gave me an long-stem pink rose. thanks gurl!
Papa K's Bride (aka Jeza) gave me red chocolate hearts.. big thanks, friendship.
I love y'all, dear friendships..

I miss my family (I love you guys)
To my dear brother VALENTINO (aka Ronald), happy Birthday, bro..
I'm gonna be coming home on thursday.
Myrrh feels glad, excited, thankful.

God, Thanks.. Happy Hearts Day, I Love You!...

Sunday, February 13, 2005
SUCKER HATE...

School has been cruel to me the past few weeks. And when I say cruel, I mean not at least one passing grade for quizzes, recitations, assignments and the like. I can't find the right mood to even at least read a page or two of even one of my books. Whenever I see myself cramming for a failing grade, I quickly exude the fear of going down, but instead of formulating solutions, I end up crying or just do nothing but keep myself busy or entertained (nothing connected to studying).

The feeling sucks.

Thursday, February 10, 2005
NEW CONFIDANTES...

Wednesday, February 09, 2005
THE THING YOU CALL LUCKY

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
kung hei fat choi

I feel so unlucky (hindi maswerte; minamalas; loser)

For one, nalaglag ko ang aking dear Phone
sa timba with overflowing water ever because of some anonymous person who called. Nang nag-vibrating in action ang telefono, It came rollin' 'til it dropped straight sa pool of H20. I hate it!

Then I woke up past 10 AM knowing that I should be up by 6 for class. Inalarm ko pamandin ang aking isang cel para lang magising ng maaga, pero ang beauty kong antukin, sleeping beauty parin!

I had lunch mga 2:30 PM na at a fastfood. I gave my order and paid for it, the moment I had to lift the tray, ayun, tumaob, wala na akong lunch.. huhuhu.. kaya I had lunch at a carinderia near the apartment! leche!.

Wanting my younger sister ro be the most beautiful on her prom (I designed her dress) ang stage brother slasg sister decided to buy her these off white fur bolero I saw at the mall last friday. So when gladly, I came to the shop, ang pambungad, "Sorry sir, na-pullout na lahat. Pati sa ibang branch wala na pong ganyan!" Why is life so unfair?!.

Chinese New Year.
Bad Luck talaga ang mga rabbit
this year, hmp!..

But MYRRH is still hoping that the kamalasans will end starting, NOW.

Friday, February 04, 2005
DANCIN' DRAG QUEEN

The Org week has made me preoccupied from updating MYRRH.the.MOVIE.
Just an hour ago, we had the Variety Show.
Proud to say that it was a great success, and partida I have participated in the event that made the audience alive after the two numbers that performed before us.

It made me realize two things:

For whatever I do, basta I enjoy and at the same time, focus, I can succeed.
I can also dance. I may not be good at it, at least I can make people happy through it. (Imagine my history, psychology and filipino professors going hilarious while I did my thing! hahaha)

Me and some (take note, some.) of my co-junior officers are makin' our bonds really stronger. If I may just say to them theses words.

JP * You will be a better president, I'm sure of that.
JC * Kain tayo GoNuts Donuts!.. Pastillas!
RORORO * Keep the looks yummy. Ang mabenta kong ka-jb, pati foreigners nabibihag mo! haha!..
TUSO * Woi Dimples! Makining sa manager mo!. Ahihihi
VAHN * Forever kabog dance partnmer, Salamat sa paghatid. Hayaan mo, sa susunod ako na magpapa-gas! hahaha.
SABEL * Sa susunod, huwag nang mag-pumps pag sumasayaw okies?! Hehehe..
SHING * Ano bang sasabihin ko sa'yo? Aha! Shopping tayo?! Sagot mo lahat! hahaha!
LESTER * One, Two, Three. SMILE.
KYM * At ipinanganak na ang ka-double ko sa pagsasayaw. Hahahaha.
CESAR * Tolits! Haha, wala lang, galing naten sumayaw! hehehe...

at syempore, should I forget?

FRIENDSHIP * Sorry kung hindi na ako masyadong nakakasama sa inyo. I know you understand, Love You.

I miss my family.
Mama and Papa, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You.
My Brothers and Sisters, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You.
My Nieces, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You.

Need I say more?

Father GOD, I Love You.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005
BECAUSE I SAID SO...

Have you read the really immaturely-made article about LAKASDIWA? Well, for those who did, I am absolutely sure you feel the same way I do. The scattered fliers were pure nonsense; a child’s act to be precise. If the author of the garbage thing’s reading this (or if you know him/her, please inform him/her) what the students need is leadership beyond self. We don’t need them pesky articles to destroy another party (actually, you’re adding popularity to them). We need a league of truly capable leaders to be heading the college towards triumph. We don’t need good writers and satirists of such kind. We are in need of TRUE and PRUDENT student leaders. We are not implying our side for LAKASDIWA but there seems to be a great predicament that we should really secure. Instead of hammering unsympathetic comments on other parties, why not try to fix your own flaws?

Instead of spending pesos on the photocopying charge of the baloney thing you did, why not collecting them all up and send it for a good cause?

Seeing you do this just proves that YOU aren’t deserving of our votes. Grow up.