Thursday, March 31, 2005
SAMA-TIME...

Two weeks of no Blog is tantamount to eating two packs of chocolate without drinking.

HOW IS IT SO FAR?
Summer vacation has so far, been really exciting.
I already spent summertime in two resorts here in our place with special people close to my heart-my family and friends.
I'm so undeniably glad because I get to be with the people I miss the most.
Par schedule, I get to bond with them, that's why it hindered me from updating this side of the net. lol.

SO YOU'VE UPDATED.
I had the chance to get in here because right now, I'm with my high scholl barkada.
I so miss them that I can't help but make samantala the time to bond with them confidantes.

Karel, Doreebeth, Rojannah, Judee and Nadine... They are my best gurl pals ever. :D

AND LOVE LIFE?
Did I say something about my lovelife?
Well, I've been in a text conversation with this cute schoolmate.
Yeah, Big Sister Ning told me that he's gay kasi he's got the nerve to text me back.
And I so just love it when he says, Goodnight, Francis. Sweet dreams.
He's so makalaglag-boxers... ahehehe.

MISS ANYONE?
I guess so.
I bloody miss my friendships and the org!
I'm gonna be seeing 'em all on the 4th if the big C. would be convincing me to get them myself.
That reminds me, I'm getting nervous for the clearance. I wanna puke..

I gotta run guys. God, Myrrh Loves You.. :D


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Friday, March 18, 2005
BEING MYSELF

March 18, 2005
via Friendster.com

I sent him this message:

Jose,
this is the real me, even though you despise me I am educated and I also have values. I also know how to say sorry. I'm saying this not because I want to be blamed for this but because I want all things to be okay. Our friendship may not be the same again but one thing's for sure, You STILL became a part of me even if I NEVER became a part of your life. I know it's hard. But if you just locate the softest portion in your heart {like what i'm doing}, you'll see what I mean. Rhyn got mad kasi you hurt me with your post. I got mad dahil you hurt kate. And everything's connected.

I just want to clear things here.
* I wasn't the person who tagged you spanish.
* I wasn't the one who said the eeew thing.
* Honestly, I Am the one who said na Happy Summer, actually I've done it with all my gay friends. Kaso your tagboard corrupted kaya hiwa-hiwalay tpos anonymous pa.

Ayaw kona kasi ng gulo. Pagod na ako. You may or may not stop, but at least, God knows na nagpakumbaba na ako.

When I remember the times we had. The SM's, the Tronix, the C.I.'s, the nights of kwentuhans and iyakans via suncel.. hehe, it makes me so nanghihinayang. (Hey Ex Beauty Buddy I never said a single secret kasi after all it's a secret...) But Life's like that. And there are things just left undone.

I'm sending you a msg via friendster because I don't want you to think na I'm doing this because I wanna earn the people reading's sympathy.

All I want is to iron things out. I'm sorry for being myself.

You could post this on your blog to let people know how pathetic am I. you could reply me dots, or hate messages, or don't even bother to. But I can't change the fact that you STILL became my friend.

God bless and Thank You.

********

*Myrrh wipes his tears*

Hey! First Year's finally over!
I'm definitely gonna miss my friendships. [I Love You guyz!]

~Kate.:.Friendship, thanks for always backing me up. Sorry if I caused you so much trouble making pagtanggol me. I Love You

~Rhyn.:.Hey! Ikaw ryn! thanks for saving my ass, I really feel lucky having you. Muah, loveu

~Jello.:.Are we sisters or what?! I truly understand what you feel. And I Love you because you're my friend and not for anything else. Your revelation will remain a secret, like my secrets kept with you. Muah, Love You friendship.

~Jeza.:.Hey! JeaJea!. Thanks for always understanding me! I know it's hard keeping up with my attitude every now and then. I Love you.

~Eliza.:.Magpakasaya ka! Ang lovelife, ingatan! hehehe Love you.

~Doinx.:.Salamat sa mga tulong and mga fun mem'ries, Muah. Lavyah

~Bestchum.:.I miss you! thanks for the advices! Sobrang it helped!.. Muah, loveyah.

... I'm gonna be seeing you guys soon, enjoy summer everyone! I Love You ALL!.. Muah

********

At about one and a half hour, I'm gonna be leaving na for Tugueagarao.
I miss my family so much, that coming home and being with my complete is like the the best-est thing in the whole wide world. I Love You guys! Muahhhh...

********

Bakasyon naaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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BEING MYSELF

March 18, 2005
via Friendster.com

I sent him this message:

Jose,
this is the real me, even though you despise me I am educated and I also have values. I also know how to say sorry. I'm saying this not because I want to be blamed for this but because I want all things to be okay. Our friendship may not be the same again but one thing's for sure, You STILL became a part of me even if I NEVER became a part of your life. I know it's hard. But if you just locate the softest portion in your heart {like what i'm doing}, you'll see what I mean. Rhyn got mad kasi you hurt me with your post. I got mad dahil you hurt kate. And everything's connected.

I just want to clear things here.
* I wasn't the person who tagged you spanish.
* I wasn't the one who said the eeew thing.
* Honestly, I Am the one who said na Happy Summer, actually I've done it with all my gay friends. Kaso your tagboard corrupted kaya hiwa-hiwalay tpos anonymous pa.

Ayaw kona kasi ng gulo. Pagod na ako. You may or may not stop, but at least, God knows na nagpakumbaba na ako.

When I remember the times we had. The SM's, the Tronix, the C.I.'s, the nights of kwentuhans and iyakans via suncel.. hehe, it makes me so nanghihinayang. (Hey Ex Beauty Buddy I never said a single secret kasi after all it's a secret...) But Life's like that. And there are things just left undone.

I'm sending you a msg via friendster because I don't want you to think na I'm doing this because I wanna earn the people reading's sympathy.

All I want is to iron things out. I'm sorry for being myself.

You could post this on your blog to let people know how pathetic am I. you could reply me dots, or hate messages, or don't even bother to. But I can't change the fact that you STILL became my friend.

God bless and Thank You.

********

*Myrrh wipes his tears*

Hey! First Year's finally over!
I'm definitely gonna miss my friendships. [I Love You guyz!]

~Kate.:.Friendship, thanks for always backing me up. Sorry if I caused you so much trouble making pagtanggol me. I Love You

~Rhyn.:.Hey! Ikaw ryn! thanks for saving my ass, I really feel lucky having you. Muah, loveu

~Jello.:.Are we sisters or what?! I truly understand what you feel. And I Love you because you're my friend and not for anything else. Your revelation will remain a secret, like my secrets kept with you. Muah, Love You friendship.

~Jeza.:.Hey! JeaJea!. Thanks for always understanding me! I know it's hard keeping up with my attitude every now and then. I Love you.

~Eliza.:.Magpakasaya ka! Ang lovelife, ingatan! hehehe Love you.

~Doinx.:.Salamat sa mga tulong and mga fun mem'ries, Muah. Lavyah

~Bestchum.:.I miss you! thanks for the advices! Sobrang it helped!.. Muah, loveyah.

... I'm gonna be seeing you guys soon, enjoy summer everyone! I Love You ALL!.. Muah

********

At about one and a half hour, I'm gonna be leaving na for Tugueagarao.
I miss my family so much, that coming home and being with my complete is like the the best-est thing in the whole wide world. I Love You guys! Muahhhh...

********

Bakasyon naaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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BEING MYSELF

March 18, 2005
via Friendster.com

I sent him this message:

Jose,
this is the real me, even though you despise me I am educated and I also have values. I also know how to say sorry. I'm saying this not because I want to be blamed for this but because I want all things to be okay. Our friendship may not be the same again but one thing's for sure, You STILL became a part of me even if I NEVER became a part of your life. I know it's hard. But if you just locate the softest portion in your heart {like what i'm doing}, you'll see what I mean. Rhyn got mad kasi you hurt me with your post. I got mad dahil you hurt kate. And everything's connected.

I just want to clear things here.
* I wasn't the person who tagged you spanish.
* I wasn't the one who said the eeew thing.
* Honestly, I Am the one who said na Happy Summer, actually I've done it with all my gay friends. Kaso your tagboard corrupted kaya hiwa-hiwalay tpos anonymous pa.

Ayaw kona kasi ng gulo. Pagod na ako. You may or may not stop, but at least, God knows na nagpakumbaba na ako.

When I remember the times we had. The SM's, the Tronix, the C.I.'s, the nights of kwentuhans and iyakans via suncel.. hehe, it makes me so nanghihinayang. (Hey Ex Beauty Buddy I never said a single secret kasi after all it's a secret...) But Life's like that. And there are things just left undone.

I'm sending you a msg via friendster because I don't want you to think na I'm doing this because I wanna earn the people reading's sympathy.

All I want is to iron things out. I'm sorry for being myself.

You could post this on your blog to let people know how pathetic am I. you could reply me dots, or hate messages, or don't even bother to. But I can't change the fact that you STILL became my friend.

God bless and Thank You.

********

*Myrrh wipes his tears*

Hey! First Year's finally over!
I'm definitely gonna miss my friendships. [I Love You guyz!]

~Kate.:.Friendship, thanks for always backing me up. Sorry if I caused you so much trouble making pagtanggol me. I Love You

~Rhyn.:.Hey! Ikaw ryn! thanks for saving my ass, I really feel lucky having you. Muah, loveu

~Jello.:.Are we sisters or what?! I truly understand what you feel. And I Love you because you're my friend and not for anything else. Your revelation will remain a secret, like my secrets kept with you. Muah, Love You friendship.

~Jeza.:.Hey! JeaJea!. Thanks for always understanding me! I know it's hard keeping up with my attitude every now and then. I Love you.

~Eliza.:.Magpakasaya ka! Ang lovelife, ingatan! hehehe Love you.

~Doinx.:.Salamat sa mga tulong and mga fun mem'ries, Muah. Lavyah

~Bestchum.:.I miss you! thanks for the advices! Sobrang it helped!.. Muah, loveyah.

... I'm gonna be seeing you guys soon, enjoy summer everyone! I Love You ALL!.. Muah

********

At about one and a half hour, I'm gonna be leaving na for Tugueagarao.
I miss my family so much, that coming home and being with my complete is like the the best-est thing in the whole wide world. I Love You guys! Muahhhh...

********

Bakasyon naaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
LUCKY CHEWING GUM MY ASS!

The hell!

I admit, I do read his blog (www.abjected.blogspot.com) once in a while, but never in my life will I start ANOTHER issue. For me it's over. It irritates the deepest recesses in me to think na he's still having a hang-over with me in spite of me being meek this past few weeks! It really really pisses me off! Tang-ina talaga! Nananahimik na nga yung tao hindi pa tigilan! grrrrrrr...

So you expect me to say all those words? nah! wrong!

Myrrh has morphed from a fickle-minded person into a beautiful, more effective one.

Kahit na nag-aapoy ako ng galit eh hindi ko gagawang gumawa na naman ng away or ipagpatuloy yung sinimulan mo dahil pagod at nasasaktan rin ako! kung hindi mo nararamdaman yun, tanungin mona sa nanay mo kung saan ka ipinaglihi!

I won't dare land my toes on your world. Because frankly, you're the meanest person I've ever encountered in this so-called life.

YOU are the biggest regret in my life.
Meeting you was nothing but shit.

So masaya naman ako dahil kahit wala akong ginagawa, aba! ako parin ang iniisip! Oh diba? Sosyal! hahaha... Aku, aku, aku, lagi nalang aku!.. hehehe...

Gawd! that was so immature of me.
Pero this is my blog, so no one should tell me what to do.

I'm just praying for this thing to happen.
Para naman may maipagmalaki akong hinding hindi na niya matatamasa pa.
Mas maganda nang maging Magandang Baklang kahit papano'y may Utak, kesa naman sa total opposite nun. Hahahahahahaha... :D

Myrrh is HAPPY... Yan tuloy!


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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
ONE FOURTH...

The Final Fright is a quarter through.
Filipino and Typing's finally over.

*Myrrh still isn't capable of breathing properly*

Tomorrow will be Psychology and English
NExt will be Theology and EnvSci.
Then finally, the most frightening : Math and History.

Gawd!

basta ang iniisip ko nalang, magbabakasyon na. I'm gonna be leaving for Tuguegarao on Friday Night. Myrrh is excited. Sobra.


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Sunday, March 13, 2005
SLOTH SNAIL...

I can't seem to understand why my tank has been really empty this past few weeks. I have never felt this down. Or should I say, my spirits were never this LOW.

But Myrrh will try to trace down where did this unusual thing started.

*thinks hard...*

Yeah, I figured it out.
Math & Phil Hist grade.
Yes, it still frightens me. The thing that my grades aren't as showy as possible, moreso like an intuition of spending summer at school, I can't help but think of possible not-so-good instances.

The sucker thing is, when I get inspired and ask my alter-ego to just shut up for a second and let me study first, I end up sleeping or do nothing an hour less after reading lines from any of my notes.

What to do.
Clueless...

I hope to see myself still kickin' ass.
Might as well stop blogging until the week ends.

God, I so need your help.


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Saturday, March 12, 2005
BREAKAWAY...

Like I have promised, here are the captured mem'ries during Eliza's 18th Birthday.


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BREAKAWAY...
by: Kelly Clarkson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away

[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away

[chorus 2]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Breakaway
Breakaway


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Friday, March 11, 2005
COMPARE AND CONTRAST

To make things clear.

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Excerpts form www.abjected.blogspot.com
This was the post I was refering to. Yeah, the ad where I was FEATURED... :D

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February 28, 2005

TIRAHAN PALA DITO AH.

Dear MYRRH!

oh cge. entrada my ass.
nde na ko magpapaka-plastic..
kung ayaw mo tanggapin ang sorry ko wala akong pakialam sayo!
eh di wag.. the hell with you.
{kelan kaba nagsorry? wala akong natatandaan! kung tinutukoy mo yung sa blog mo, well I'm not the type of person na laging pumupunta sa blog mo?! ano ka? artista??!!}

ang naalala ko tinanong ko lang naman kung bakit mo ko tinatanong ng ganun..
badtrip ako nun at in-explain ko yun sayo..
kung badtrip ka naman iniintindi kita..
eh kung nagalit ka.. EH DI MAGALIT KA!

dahil napapa-plastikan ako sa post mo..
let's see.. *excited mode: ON!*
{Excited mode: ON. Look how funny he is!}

Friendship is one of the things I really treasure in my term in this world.
[totoo? eh baket ka nagbibigay ng idea ng away na toh?]
{In the first place, itinuring kitang friend kaya I didn't even metion a name!}

Inevitably, I won't waste precious time for this to be given to a no-no deserving one.
[dont worry, you certainly never became a deserving one to me also!]
{to me ALSO.. harharhar}

Moi keepin' you company doesn't compell you to give back what I've given.
[whatever you say gay man!]
{yeah, whatever you say too trisexual!}

All I need is RESPECT, that's if you know what it means.
[i know what R-E-S-P-E-C-T means.. and to tell you honestly? you dont deserve my respect!]
{so you call this DISRESPECTFULNESS? Wait, alam morin ba meaning nun?}

please be firm with your words the next time you want a fight with me.
{Oh please! fight with you? I'd rather eat broccoli!}
i dont like it to be done in/with this non-sense way.
{non-sense... I see, so you call yourself non-sense! SEE}
chaka ayaw ko na rin na after mo matauhan, kakausapin mo nalang ako ng biglaan.
{Like, haller! talk about amnesia, you gave me a sorry letter! and you like waited for me to come out from OUR Org room!!}
remember the last time we fought? grabe nagulat ako kinausap mo nalang ako bigla..
{See how sinungaling he/she.. errr.. THAT THING is!}
ano magagawa ko? eh sadyang mabait ata ako eh..
{eeew! ang mga balahibo ko, parang gusto nang malagas!}

a proof that eventhough you hated me before,
eventhough i recieved many hate words from you,
you were never a lost!
{I was never a LOST. But Jose, you are not MY LOSS}
dig that into your fucking head!
{after your mistakes, hey?! whose fucking head is more fucking fuckhead?!}

and to your previous post,
i never acted "as if i know everything"
in fact, i dont know anything.
i admit bobo ako. eh ano ngayon?
and to tell you frankly without hesitations, the reason why im asking a question is because i dont know the answer..
MAGTANONG KA NGA AT SAGUTIN MO SA SARILI MO!
naka-droga ka ba?
{naka-droga?! hmmm.. ask your brother, whoever he is...}

at sana pag magsasabi ka ng "i will never do anything to mess our friendship.." next time sa mga friends mo eh..
totohanin mo pwede?
{I never did anything to mess our friendship. You started it. Yeah, you did. with THIS POST}
kaya alam mo ng binasa ko yung comment mo before, hehe.. natawa ko..
walang kwenta eh.. paulit-ulit nalang..
{Like ikaw na uulitin ang Chem and Zoology?! For crying oput loud!}
kaka-sawa.. kaya tignan mo at alalahanin mo, kelan ko sinabi yun sayo? dba never.. eh kase alam ko im not a perfect person.. besides, NO ONE IS. i know someday, somehow, i will going to mess up with my friends kasi tao ako.. madalas din ako magkamali.. at sa pagkakamaling yun nde mo maiiwasan ang makipag-away dahil nde ka tao pag wala ka pang naka-away.. oh well, na-paranoid ka eh and i had enough of it.
{Yes, I will going to mess up, I will going to eat lunch, I will going to. wtf?!}

if you are an indeed friend, WALA KANG PAKIALAM SA MOOD SWINGS NG FRIEND MO DAHIL NEVER NAGING REQUIREMENT SA PAGKAKAIBIGAN ANG PAKELAMAN ANG MOOD SWINGS.
{I see, mood swings are NOT NORMAL.. Ikaw yata tong naka-droga ah!}

and to wrap this fucking up,
{paki-ulit.. this fucking what?!}
in this blog-- im ending our friendship.
sinimulan mo eh di ako tatapos.
you being a friend is all just a BULLSHIT.
{thanks, and you being a friend is BULLSHIT times TWO! May utang kapa sakin! Gago ka!}
magalit ka na kung magalit ka, besides, iisa lang ang parati kong sinasabi and ill let it remind to you again, I WONT CARE!!!
magmama-tigas ako, dahil nag-sorry na ko ayaw mo pa..
enough with you also!
{And ALSO with you.. hehehe}

FRIENDSHIP WITH MYRRH... *with a sarcastic smile*
{Friendship with JOSE... *thinks... Thinks again... Wait, who is Jose? Jose Rizal?!.. hehehe*}

THE END.

THANKS FOR BEING ONE.

phewww... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
REMEMBER: YOU ARE NOT A LOST. if i am to you also, hehe, i still wont care..
{Yes, will everybody say YOU ARE NOT A LOST... hahahahahahahahahaha}

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You just can't imagine how you hilarious you are.
First you called me GAY MAN.
Then you said the WILL YOU GOING TO's.
And lastly, wtf?! I am not a LOST!

Hahahahahahaha.

MYRRH IS HAPPY... Again... :D



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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
THAT'S WHY...

Friendly Friends Dimpz and Cherita helped me out for dinner.
My brother-in-law had a business trip so I'll be elft alone for two whopping weeks.
That's why I'm thanking them important people for lending me a hand.

So depressed for Phil Hist.
I have to get a seemingly impossible grade of 89/100 just to get a flat three in my finals.
That's why I'm praying that I could get a lot better thatn 89.

I am bloody excited for the summer vacation.
I get to spend two months with my family [Love You Guys!!] and friends.
That's why I have to work hard in order not to have summer classes. :*(

Tomorrow will be parctical exams in p.e.
Glad kasi I'm with my UST 'kada, we had regular practices for it.
Still keeping my fingers crossed.
That's why I should run and get myself something to wear.

God. I know you know that I need help. That's why I'm thanking you in adavnce. Love You! :D


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Sunday, March 06, 2005
PINK FAIRIES, BLUE PIXIES & MAROON MERMAIDS

Last night was fun. I was so retro-pink. Some cuties were present. But most importantly, friendship Eliza enjoyed the night.

I was 5th of the eighteen butterflies. I wasn't prepared for the speech thing, but my wishes for her turned out to be okay.

Last night, I felt the warmth of my friendships. We were so damn color-coordinated. In three colors:

``PINK : Moi with my retro thing, Jello with the strapless assymetrical pink dress; Donna withe the fully embroidered strapless dress. Jek with the pink top.
``BLUE : Rhyn with floral blue and white print dress. Jeza with the abstract blue and white strapless dress. Muy with the blue top.
``MAROON: Kate in maroon strapless dress and the wings; Ebak and Chong in maroon tops.

I'll be posting the pix here very very very soon.

I'm really excited for the summer vacation. I'm glad that the academic year full of adjustments, trials and problems will be finally over. Plus I'm gonna spend summer with my beloved family and friends.

That's if I get a passing grade for ALL my subjects.

God, help.


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Friday, March 04, 2005
SIYA NGA PALA...

Now I feel more MYSELF.
No USELESS people to read my blog.
Haha. I feel secured.

The final exams will be the weeak after next week.
And I can't help but be really nervous because of my not-so-good grades.
But we'll see.
After all, I am improving.

Natatakot rin naman akong bumagsak noh! :(

*Grins*

Tomorrow will be Eliza's Debut.
Pretty excited for the iminent happenings.
Like what I've said, I'm gonna be pink as pink. lol.

Anyhow, I'm just want to thank some people close to my heart today.

My Family * Love Love ko kayong lahat! I miss you all! Muah!
My friendships * Mga kumare! Salamat at nandiyan kayo lagi. hehehe. kita kita bukas, okies?
FriendlyFriends * Tuso at Cherita, miss kona rin kayo! hehehe
Co-JB's and Seniors * Lapit na ang ending... Haha, *excited*

I guess it starts here.
Mas nakakahing na ako ng maluwag dahil mga malalapit kolang na mga kaibigan ang naririto't WELCOME na nagbabasa sa blog ko. Hehehe.

GOD, Thanks..


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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
HAPPY AND GAY...

I'm really excited for the yearly turnover ceremonies.
Although I'm still unsure about what position the seniors gave me, I'm still keeping my fingers crossed to the hand-me down thing.

I got a perfect score for English.
So happy I made it. Haha.
Had a nice recitation for history.
And, to wrap things up, I'm excited for Eliza's debut; moi friendships will be there! haha! I'm gonna be wearing pink that night.

Well, after the seemingly chaotic experiences I dealed with, it's just right for me to feel this way.
Happy, well-rested and blooming.

Happy with my family.
Happy with my true friends.
Happy with school.
Happy with org.
What more?... God, thanks. I Love You...


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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
KARAYOM SA GUMS...

Oh my God! check www.abjected.blogspot.com! I have been featured! look at the pic!

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Pwede bang tumigil kana?
Please stop pretending.
For it's blatant when you try not to be yourself.
Please stop cursing.
For it will be at your back times two.
Please stop your baloney ramblings.
For what you say are senseless.
Please stop being evil.
For it's redundant, like you're born one.

It should have not reached this point.
Friendship si so sacred, that it shouldn't be about CURSING.
If you have something to tell, tell it right at my face.
If you feel irritated with what's happening, then don't generalize to the point that you get your asspaining mood swing at every person around.

So this is what I call MY APPROACH PATTERNED FROM YOURS.
You may not know it, but what I am doing is just giving you a taste of your medicine.

And oh! I almost forgot.
I THOUGHT you don't wanna hear HIS name anymore.
And here you are, prancing to death with every GIRL he dates.
Will someone be more than a LOSER?

Yes, and what about the memories?
Yung mga pinagsamahan and everything?
AZK MOI?!
Those were times I will forever treasure.
Not like YOU throwing away those fond memories.

You gave me a SORRY letter... and I kept it for your damn proof! Asshole!
YOU STARTED THIS.
And it's just RIGHT for me to end this.

My HEART will always be open for forgiveness, but a little for Reconciliation.
MY FRIEND has already eaten her PRIDE, actually, she even tried to deny that she has one. Nagpakumbaba na siya, if that's what you don't realize.

IT'S FAIR THAT I DO THIS.
The only THING that's UNFAIR is YOU, YOU and YOU.

x's: if you would just remember giving me my receivables. that's a hundred and 3/4.

AND TRY TO USE SOME GRAMMAR!!!

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I'm happy with my friendships.
After all, Mas nauna kopa silang naging kilala at naging kaibigan.


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