Thursday, September 29, 2005
CHOOSE NO CHOICE...

Boobs are with nipples.
Roses are with thorns.
With rage comes revenge.
With melancholy comes agony.
My saggy eye bags.
My brittle nails.
The fine lines on my forehead.
...and Aaron.
Aaron, pain, heart.
The pain is slowly piercing me.

Nasasaktan din ako.

and every song reminds me of him...

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.[x3]

Bukas.. Last day na ng September...

Monday, September 26, 2005
SARDINES...

My grade school teacher always uses this word to describe us, students when we would relentlessly be in near the divan despite the narrow space we occupy.

..."Huwag nga kayong magsiksikan diyan, para kayong sardinas"

Myriad thoughts are having an annoying wrestle in my mind right now.
...they are tantamount to an unending week-long Migraine.

I woke up 1:30 pm today missing my morning classes.
Notwithstanding my no-excuse state, I still managed to get out from bed during a warm, este hot temperature.

Last week was full of God knows what they are.
I miss home.
I'm in love - again.
I'm drop dead faaling permanently single.
I fear getting failed in my subjects.
I'm getting fatter, and fatter, AND enormously getting huge-slash-vastly big. Call it 150lbs.

But I still thank God for showering me with blessings.
Fulfillment attacked me the moment my kids [robby,kayleen,kean and diane] all got included in the top six of the pageant I was really busy with.
My classmates were still proud of me when I did the 'evil witch' role during our literary play.
Even though Celeste's gone, I still have Sammy back.

Saturday, September 17, 2005
SLIPPED SLEEPING PILLS...

I know that if my blog could just utter even a single word to me, it would have told me “I’m going insane! Where have you been, Myrrh!”

But let me start at the beginning.

July of this year was the starting point of my not-so-most-of-the-time blogging. Of course many celebrated their birthdays with me around like my friendship kate, my elder brother meo and my youngest niece jarah. Also to my friendship jello, berkz judee. Birthday kisses to you all, I love you.

I have been ultra busy with org the precedent months – I spearheaded my fir pageant dubbed as “Mr. and Ms. Pre-Com Personality 2005”. It was a really tough job. Albeit it was not perfect, I still feel fulfilled.

For everything from the birthdays to the pageant I handled, click here.

I failed at almost all of my grades except for a few reasonable subjects. Speech, Literature, and Theology are the only ones safe.



I know I have to study really hard. But God knows that study habits, I don’t have. I just hope I could pass all my subjects.

Keeping me busy now is the Mr. and Ms. Commerce Personality 2005. Four of my candidates will be competing for the title. It’s a big fight – my four babies would strive for the title against twelve other contestants. We had to make music videos and stuff – really enjoyable moments. I really am praying that we would be able to get what we aim for.

Oh! I almost forgot. I lost my gray baby. The Nokia 6260 I was once cuddling was been mugged by someone I really know at the organization room last Monday. Achy Mei said that I should just let it go, maybe the person who took it needs more than I do. I miss it. Right now I can’t live without one.

I’m already in good terms with Jp and Kuya Mac. Saya.

Busy with the play right now. I’m gonna be the evilest of witches on September 23 at the Engineering AVR. Wahahahaha…..

I miss my family so much. I love you.

God, I’m sorry, I miss you.